posted January 09, 2011 01:39 AM
i have been seeing a guy for about 6 weeks and we are pretty happy with what we are doing and just keep getting closer. it is a weird situation because neither one of us wants to be tied into a committed relationship, but at the same time we have an extraordinary intimacy and our childhoods were very similar; we've found a lot of simple healing warmth and closeness together. we also have tremendous silly fun together and just generally feel quite good. it is not all 'perfect' though and there are some minor things we are working with and through, and i feel these things are part and parcel of the steady warm fun feelings we conjure and share, in an odd way that i can't explain. i guess i am wondering about a few synastric connections in particular and how they all work together as a unified team.we have
NEPTUNE conjunct my URANUS (1)
this one i am especially curious about because it seems.. well, extraordinarily intuitive but i don't quite grasp what it is all about.
SATURN opposite SATURN (1)
this one seems responsible for our bond and for a bit of vague apprehension we share or pass back and forth, but i am curious if anyone has experience with this. i read an excellent article that seems to reflect our dynamic quite well about this aspect. but i'm still curious about it because saturn is sort of hard to understand for me.
PLUTO conjunct my SATURN (1)
not sure what to make of this either. feels karmic though, or deeply significantly life-changing.
URANUS conjunct my SATURN (1)
so much saturn!! again not sure but i take it he rocks my world here (this is in my 8th on top of everything) and i stablize him??
SUN and VENUS conjunct my CHIRON (2, 0)
deep healing, not sure who brings it more. it seems to be very mutual.
CHRIRON conjunct my SOUTH NODE (2)
i'm not sure about this one, but it seems verrrry karmic, like perhaps he wounded me in the past? or i wounded him? or one or the other of us healed the other? i'm not sure, but it would fit with the healing/helping and general sense of bonding-yet-restriction of everything else.
we also have mercury sextile mercury exact which i suppose is why our communication is generally easy and flowing, and in composite we have sun conjunct moon exactly. i'm really trying to figure out how to look at these aspects because we affect eachother very profoundly. we miss eachother so much when we are apart and feel so fulfilled and relaxed and good when we are finally able to be together, yet there is this vague apprehension (must be saturn) also keeping us from ALWAYS riding that feeling (though we often do). i feel like there is a lot of heavy stuff going on here and i'm just not sure what to make of these aspects, if anyone can help shed some light!
Lindaland
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posted January 09, 2011 01:39 AM
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