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Topic: Transformation, dreams, art, impulse.
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roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 10, 2011 03:41 AM
  
The purpose of this post is two fold. First, I wish to contribute, and share, by offering something that may shock some of you. But here is my backstory. I began rapping, or writting lyrics as a young boy inluenced mostly by my friends. My dream had always been to be on stage. I used to dance to freddy mercury, guns n roses, and queen, as a young lad when my parents were out of the house. However, I was too painfuly shy to ever sing or dance in front of anyone. Eventually I tried out for a school play, and I had song a queen song that catapulted me into the lead part of the play. It also helped that I was chubby as well as musical, as the lead part was Benjamin Franklin and the theme of the play was teh decleration of independence or the drafting of the confstiution - possibly both, i forget which one, the experience was traumatic. I forgot every line, and was the worst benjamin ever. I was painfuly shy and it was amazing that even thoguht to do this at htis age...being raised by greek parents, i had no exposure to such thing. It helped that the music teacher was my moms friend from college, and was very kind to me, even after i destroyed her creation, unintentionaly. So I relegated my creative ability to the rapping arts so to speak. But we all know the negative energy...and with my moon in pisces I found myself eventually associating wtih criminals - mind everyone I have always been a nearly flawless student, extremely intrigued by all things, especialy science. I had become the paradox the natal chart indicated. REcently pluto has been conjunct my sun, and this year my solar return sun is conjucnt my natal sun, and pluto is hitting both at the same time - explains some horrible things that have hapepned to me with regards to my father, and the ailing health of my grandfather. Anyways - allow me to relink you to my myspace page to make my point about pluto...and it's transformational energies. But before I do that.....remember how i posted it before, and the rap songs that were on it? Well tonight I spent three hours uploading songs i had recorded from the previous three years. All these songs constitute the genre folk music. This is modern folk music that you will listen too if you chose too, which leads me to my second point. That righ tnow i am in a major transitional state. I have alot of different things pulling me in different directions. I need your attention and help. I need you to assess my music now, as harshly or criticaly as possible, and to let me know if I am a fool to persue this avenue. I believ ethat this is a good hobby at the least, as I feel there is alot of soul in my music. More soul than other music genres, however you may notice thatI am not technicaly as proficient as slash or any other guitarist...however i make up for that in soul....I believe, and that is the 8th house and the fourth house in unison... Also i started playing guitar out of nowhere. I bought a cheap one, and this is the one i use now. It's an accoustic guitar. What I did to catch up is play about 4-8 hours a day, at the expense of my career. I have not been in a relationship in a long time as well channeling all my energy into this.
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I would like to thank everyone for helping me in anyway ahead of time, so as to avoid clutter. I will duely respond to anyone on this board, while also doing by best to continue assisting others with there own posts. Thank you and I appreciate any sharing of help. Sincerely steven, somneone who has been here only for a short time, but has found alot of confidence. I was speaking with Ami and we both agreed that an empty first house, is as if you are walking wtiha ghost who is your self. Help me find stability. I don't want to be ghost. I will also reveal some sensitive things that I'm not too happy with but that occur because of moon in pisces, soon.... Thank you again...sorry for the length of this but I feel like I have found my soul tribe, so to speak.
http://www.myspace.com/stevoisemo and of cours the chart....you can actually feel each archtype in my chart mainfest in teh song...I believe this to be true... these songs were made mostly before my knowledge of astrology, and my desire, or rather need, for this outlet lead me to alot of the extensive reseach i've assimilated and shared... AFter this i probably will not be posting any more of my art here, but if anyone is interested let me know. This is in no means at an attempt in promotion. I am asking for your opinions, to assess the soil, as I am blind to myself, via ghost. And ofcourse the chart...as always  IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 10, 2011 03:54 AM
I would like to point something else about these songs. These songs were made off the top of my head. None of these songs were concious. They all surfaced...Carl Jung would zone out drawing circles. He refered to these cirlces as mandals. He believed each mandala correlated to a subconcious state...for example drawing that was larger or more detailed at the top would mean someone was extroverted.... the archtype of the mandala and it's rules are marked in astrology and the natal chart....the symbolism of the natal chart, is also the symbolism of what you draw on paper, or make in music. This is very insightful to udnerstand as an artist, as purifying and expanding your art becomes a matter of working hard and improving your character, and therefore offers functional purposes for something that has been astrossized or relegated to the superfical realm of pop culture. These are my mandalas and they are sacred to me. Please give the songs a chance, each one transforms in tempo, melody, and substance relating to theme and lyrics. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 10, 2011 03:55 AM
I have just realized something else as well. I hear colors, I see sounds...There is synesesia all over the place.. the colors of the zodiac also correlate to the colors of expression as inducing moods. Banx this is not demonology. This is the mystic nature.... These songs are pure to me...they heal me when i listen. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 10, 2011 04:55 AM
I want to bump this one more time, and if It doesn't take by tomorrow, I'll let it die.Thank you kindly. IP: Logged |
VenusDiSirius
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posted January 10, 2011 11:01 PM
can u directly post chart? My browser is ******* i can't zoom in...
I always begin with 8th H,when it comes to talents,art... Then 4thH and 3rd...IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 11, 2011 04:14 AM
Yes. Thank you.  IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 11, 2011 04:15 AM
quote:
Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
can u directly post chart? My browser is ******* i can't zoom in...
I always begin with 8th H,when it comes to talents,art... Then 4thH and 3rd...
if you hold cntrl on the keyboard, you can zoom in and out on your web browser using the mouse roller, that is if your mouse has a mouse wheel. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 11, 2011 04:18 AM
That makes sense, because I was afraid of all the things i could do, for example I won art contests as a child - not bragging, just saying i'm being objective....my art teacher told me that I had a propensity for extreme detail in drawing, rather than realism, and symbolism...kind of like how stephen king is good at stories because of his stream of conciousness and symbolism, rather than his genius in grammar and spelling.I was also excelling in the music classes, and I was dancing in a studio for a long time. I'm also proficient in breakdance, or was, i'm getting old now...but i had always been reluctant to show these things...maybe that's jupiter in capricorn. Maybe i failed to cultivate my talents, I was alos a straight A student, and that was what i really enjoyed as a child, but now there's no school, just work and studying for certifications. I feel the supressed art side pulsating. IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 11, 2011 04:26 AM
I should upload a picture sometime that I drew as a kid, my uncle always told me I shold have been working for stan lee. I could draw comic book characters way better than the actual artists as a child. Now i just pick up teh pen and draw 9dimensional shapes....Ask me how? I will gladly tell you. IP: Logged |
VenusDiSirius
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From: Praha
Registered: Aug 2010
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posted January 11, 2011 08:12 AM
Ur 4/8th H connection is direct,with 4th H ruler in 8th. Reason i begin with 4th H is that hereditary aspect of talent is often formatory:if u find that talent is not as much in genes as it is in practise,think then about temperament,that is passed down the blood line,and it is one of imporatant talent-shaping factors. Personality traits:aquired;depends on culutre u were born in,ur gender,socioeconomic status etc,but temerament as talent's engine is something that is mostly automnom; 8th H,house of (trans)fomation... I always stress that 8th H IS NOT IDLE. What better house to develop ur potential than 8th? So,with ur sun,as 4th H ruler in 8th,i see potential passed down the paternal side. 8th H personalities are not ego-standing in classical 1st H sense:their drive apart from not being directly visible isn't also purposeful-again,in classical sense,they don't have to serve to higher ideology(!) they don't have to see reason in anything:they do their own thing. Their enery isn't accentuated; but it is quite substantial and self-pertaining. Sun of 4th in 8th represents abundance of versatile energy to be utilized. Makes two sextiles towards equally masculine principles,mars and pluto,but sextiles don't do much without triggering aspects:squares. So,i look at ur 5th H,house of pleasures(althought many would look firstly and foremost at 5 th H,but things that are given aren't best creators;besides,many things that are pleasurable,are also futile,wasting ur enery,scattered,misplaced focus) and it's ruler mercury is in 7th H:meant to be shown most directly(i think that 7th H is more tangible than 10th); mercury is in conjunction with uranus,or as it is called mercury's higher octave. No matter what aspect mercury forms with uranus,result is pretty much the same  eople don't get u. If they do,they feel that it is outsider's gift. But,uranus gives strength to one that carries it to last in one's pursuits. It gives wunderkid ability to anything that mercury represents:speaking,writing,drawing,motoristic dexterity(fingers,eg,for instrument playing)... Forms wide square(lovely) to 3rd H ruler Pisces Moon;it is wide,but i think it still works,moon being part of it. The best thing about 3rd H that i learnt,part of vedic astrology,is that 3rd H is the house where artist is born. When one thinks of it,it is THE house that says 'look at me;world i am here,this is what i have to offer' !! So ur gifts to world are pisces-influenced,never-endinly transforming... In 11th H,meaning that ur dreams and wishes are also impressionable,shape-altering,bitlost,bit found,that could be the answer for ur momentary goallessness  some word ruler of 6th in 10th,ruler of 12th in 10th.. Urge to service and to serve to profession,and any talented person does so,but with u is very emphasised;there is no possiblity for potential not to be used; do i see correctly,is saturn one of ur final dispositors? If i am right,work on saturn energy... I know that pluto is more appealing,more powerful,it's magic can hit one anytime... But very handled and discovered saturn's energy is pretty miraculous. Life is all about experiencing,knowledge,and saturn is teacher by it's nature...
One more thing:NN in 12th H,I like to see that... Reminds me of tesla IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
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posted January 11, 2011 09:47 AM
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