posted January 12, 2011 05:52 AM            

Virginia Woolf said, "I don't believe in aging. I believe
in forever altering one's aspect to the sun."

You're serious, responsible, industrious, and hardworking.
You probably matured early and may have missed out on much of
the joy of childhood. You tend to get along well with mature
people and the elderly. You can become a star by becoming more
purposeful. You can become a self-made person due to your
ability to discipline yourself and your actions.

You can become a star by learning how to get more joy out
of the sheer struggle of life. Become consciously aware of the
rules that you have made for yourself and for others. Become
aware of internal voices that judge you.

I'm falling to my knees reading these, this is so true. I was treated as an adult since the age of 5.

I'm the oldest and I have almsot 20 little cousins that are brothers and sisters...I feel responsibility at every angle.

posted January 12, 2011 05:56 AM            

Idealy, being an accountant is great for me. Honest work, never have to lie.

I do love it.

posted January 12, 2011 08:49 AM            

I am seeing that with myself, too,Road.
My Scorp ASC is one part.My friendly,social Gemini is another.
My Cancer moon is my most sensitive part.It is ONLY give to people who deserve it.

posted January 12, 2011 09:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes,good point.
We have very different parts of our personality almost like Dr Jekyl/Mr Hyde

I am seeing that with myself, too,Road.
My Scorp ASC is one part.My friendly,social Gemini is another.
My Cancer moon is my most sensitive part.It is ONLY give to people who deserve it.

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posted January 12, 2011 11:12 AM            

I am in the same position you are ,Road.
If someone is not worthy of my inner essence i.e Cancer moon, my Scorpio Asc will boot them out.
How did I learn this?
Pure pain.

posted January 12, 2011 11:17 AM            

It is pitiful how slowly but it is what it is.
Life has certain truths.
They are not pretty cuz human nature is not pretty.
We,all,have one.
However,with that being said, there are some people who can bring beauty , love,joy and peace in to our lives.
Discerning this only comes from getting burned,I think.
However, a good burn will teach you lots of things.
In the end,it is well worth it.

posted January 12, 2011 11:43 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I am older than you are,Road,but I have learned life's lessons V-E-R-Y ,slowly.

It is pitiful how slowly but it is what it is.
Life has certain truths.
They are not pretty cuz human nature is not pretty.
We,all,have one.
However,with that being said, there are some people who can bring beauty , love,joy and peace in to our lives.
Discerning this only comes from getting burned,I think.
However, a good burn will teach you lots of things.
In the end,it is well worth it.

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CAn you tell me a lesson I need to learn. I love learning.

posted January 12, 2011 11:59 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
When someone is an ass to you----walk away.
Don't trust them again unless they OWN their own behavior.
If not,cast them out--for good.

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thank you ami.

posted January 12, 2011 12:03 PM            

We are ass magnets when we were abused cuz we are too vulnerable.
Our parents violated us INSTEAD of arming us for life.
Hence, we are like newborns, too raw,ready for any bully to ravage us.
You only learn by being ravaged.
After you learn, you can help others

posted January 12, 2011 02:41 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes,LL mirrors real life,totally

We are ass magnets when we were abused cuz we are too vulnerable.
Our parents violated us INSTEAD of arming us for life.
Hence, we are like newborns, too raw,ready for any bully to ravage us.
You only learn by being ravaged.
After you learn, you can help others

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