posted February 10, 2011 04:35 PM            

I'm interested in seeing charts or placements of you and that person/people that you dated/loved years/months ago and feel like you are still in love with them. Not in an obsessed manner- but when you think of them fireworks go off in your brain.. lol.

posted February 10, 2011 05:31 PM            

We dated for about 8 months 12 years ago. I met him the hour of my Solar Return on my 25th b-day.
Until he broke my heart, I found out he lived with a girl.. I was so heartbroken I ran off and got married to the next guy that basically came around..

I always thought of him, never really over him.. I had his pictures in my desk at work for 10 years.
We got back in touch with each other, this past Oct.. We have been talking ever since..
We try to make things work, but I guess we are both really leary.. We both hurt each other.. We both ended up rejecting the other, when the other person came back..

Well we are both single now.. We talk and we go out sometimes, but we both just pull away, but then go back.. We have worked through the past..

I dont see it working out in the long term, but I do know he will be apart of my life for a very long time.

posted February 10, 2011 06:01 PM            

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I had his pictures in my desk at work for 10 years.

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I have two pics of us that are always next to my bed (when I'm alone). I don't think I can sleep without them.. They're like a teddy

posted February 10, 2011 06:08 PM            

He's on the inside, me out.

posted February 10, 2011 09:25 PM            

Once upon a time there was a 19 yr old girl who lived in Florida. She decided she wanted a penpal (she's a Sag). So she decided to go and find one. There was this guy who asked her if she was interested she didn't reply because she never saw the message. It got buried in her 3000 messaged msn inbox.
One day while she was browsing around on the site and ran into the guys profile (2 months after he wrote her) She wrote him an email saying hello and felt they were similar and would get along. But she never saw the original he wrote her. He wrote her back (forgetting he even wrote) and mentioned that he just visited the US a few months ago and stayed in the exact city she lived in. She thought that was cool. Turns out the hotel he had stayed in for a little with his friends was right next door to her job.
When they first met each other, they swore they had met before. She one day confessed to him whenever she spoke with him on live cam it felt like a weird magnetic feel in her chest. He was stunned to hear this because he felt the same thing but he always thought she only saw him as a brother type friend. He described the feeling perfectly and they always felt it at the same time. They both felt that they could talk about anything with each other. If the other was sick, one could feel it. If the other was hurt, one could feel it. If one was upset, so was the other. If the other skipped class, the other one knew by getting random ideas in their head..like "Their class was canceled." Sure enough called would come in, confirming it. If one was singing a weird random song in their head, the other would pick up a guitar and start playing it without even knowing the others thought. One always wanted to learn guitar since she was little, the other purchased her a guitar, had it delivered, and taught her the thing she wanted to learn most all her childhood.
But most importantly, they both felt that no matter what happened in the end. The one wanted the other happy.
They wrote all the time and skyped. One thing lead to another and they started dating and flying back and forth to see each other. This was all completely unplanned. Went on for awhile but it didn't work out. Part of her always loved him, but part of her feels like it wasn't meant for this lifetime because he wasn't ready. She felt this from the beginning. Before they seperated one final time and while he was crying his guts out and making a scene in Heathrow airport. He told her that he felt like they had always been together. But it couldn't be right now. He still had an innate need to protect her (when he'd see her cry, he'd get choked up) But there was always a feeling that told him he'd always be close to her some how. And that's the way it ends. He still claims she is the one girl who arouses him like nothing else. But she is also the one girl who when he sees her face, it melts his heart. She feels the same. When friends and family saw them together they'd say they have a twin/best friend look to them lol. It's true though, wherever they went they always held hands. They always had to be linked somehow together. She still loves him and always will though. Even though she just told him off hardcore for trying to hack into her photo account. Because he suffers from this long term disability where his brain can't process the word no correctly.

Best part, they have horrible aspects lol.

posted February 10, 2011 09:58 PM            

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y55/roxybrunettebabe5/compooo.gif?t=1297393016

*this might be more visible for aspects?
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_621gw_02_01_anonymous_anonymous.10341.8678.gif&res=100&va=&cid=wbrfilePiiHsL-u1267822050

posted February 10, 2011 10:18 PM            

I'd love to know why I can never cut ties, and always feel drawn to this man, not necessarily sexually, but it can go there on my end when I'm feeling lonely.

posted February 10, 2011 10:28 PM            

Kat

posted February 11, 2011 12:12 AM            

So basically, he's my "First Love" I guess. It took me a long time to admit, because I'm so stubborn, but I've liked him since 2005 when we were both sophomores. He used to be an ass and our class Pres. I used to be really super immature and I didn't know how to stand up for myself. We were "friends" in the way that he teased the hell out of me and I would blush and deny. I never told him to his face that I like him. It took me over 3 years to admit it even in words. But I told my friend who had a loud mouth and the word got out and EVERYONE knew. He knew. He would make fun of me about it.

I guess the reason I liked him is 1) He would protect me from others, even if he was hellish toward me 2) I did stupid crap all the time and he just accepted it and nothing phases him, he has never treated me differently based on something I've done or said and I appreciate this immensely 3) I can tell he's a sensitive guy somewhere down there - now that we are older, he shows it a lot more often 3) He's just amazing at speaking and he's so knowledgeable and just in general, I can see so much potential in him as a human being and he teaches me a lot!

We got in a fight because of stuff right during graduation, so I basically ignored him, deleted out pictures, deleted his number, defriended on FB and I didn't speak to him for over a 1 and a half. But I often thought about him. But I moved away and then I moved to Korea. I finally felt like I wasn't angry anymore and I friended him back and we talk often ever since just through texts and FB since I lived on the West Coast and he lives back Midwest where I grew up. At that time, we talked and reminisced about it and he apologized and he said something to the affect of "I liked you, couldn't trust you, but you were cute". I don't know how to respond to that, so I ignore it.

posted February 11, 2011 12:26 AM            

I always felt that way.. that our chemistry would be the same, but its so different.. We have grown in different directions, and apart..
We have been through things with each other, that just seems we cant get past it... We dont throw it in each others face, and we discussed all of it, but the feeling on "expecting" it to go bad is there, and I just cant seem to get past it..
Yet I try and try and try...
It's like I want to, but deep down inside I know I cant, and I know its not going to be anything long term..
So why do I try??
IDK the thought of feeling like I did then..

IDK if I can EVER feel like that again... I think he took those feelings away from me, and I no longer have it in me to feel it again...

I have never in my life, before him or after him had the feelings I had for him then...

I think that side of me died.. OR its locked away somewhere that I just cant seem to access..
I wish he made me feel the way he did... I want him to... but I cant get there..

posted February 11, 2011 02:14 AM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:
Do you guys think that if you run into each other years later, it would be the same?

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Lion, I don't know if who were asking this question to on this thread. Part of me feels like it'll happen when it's meant to happen. I don't know why I feel that, but I do. I always had this big search for my "other half".
When we split, I found myself not looking anymore. It's like you realise all the things you need to finish in your own life. And though you still get weak when you think about the look in their eyes when they saw you for the first time. Or the way they'd kiss your neck and tell you they love you during intimacy. Part of you knows in your gut that you'll meet again. But you have things you have to complete. I don't think I'll ever feel the way I did about him. But I know that I can still move on in life and learn to love.

Right after we split. I had this dream and I was covered in all these bright silks and there were different hand mudras taking place all around. And I remember walking up to my ex and I was speaking in a different language but it was like I knew what I was saying. And then I said this long sentence with "dosti" in it. I researched and found out that means "friends/friendship/friends forever". It's Hindi.

Then it came clear what I told him in my dream. I remembered. I told him that no matter whats happens. He can do no wrong. He was there in the beginning with me. He was my bestfriend (dosti) today, tommorow and forever. I'll always be filled with selfless love for him. We will always be linked together. And one day it would all make sense.

posted February 11, 2011 02:23 AM            

Her reply, "You're kidding. My husband is from there! I met him when I was 18 in college. He was a friend I wrote to. We met. And just knew. Finally got married 6 years later. Long distance is hard. But you just have to trust that in the end. Love will find it's way to you. I mean obviously if it did at 5000 miles away once, it's destined again, right?" And she just smiled.

posted February 11, 2011 02:43 AM            

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Originally posted by heavenlyhera:
Part of me feels like it'll happen when it's meant to happen.

Part of you knows in your gut that you'll meet again. But you have things you have to complete. ]

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Different story and circumstance, but these two, I definitely feel you on!

posted February 11, 2011 02:43 AM            

We dated for 5 tumultuous years and have been broken up for 4 years yet in that time span we have both vacillated between LOVE and HATRED. He wanted to get back together as recently as 2 months ago and I was pondering the same last summer. But for now we're both bound by a mutual hatred for each other, LOL.

posted February 11, 2011 09:50 AM            

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Originally posted by heavenlyhera:
Lion, I don't know if who were asking this question to on this thread. Part of me feels like it'll happen when it's meant to happen. I don't know why I feel that, but I do. I always had this big search for my "other half".
When we split, I found myself not looking anymore. It's like you realise all the things you need to finish in your own life. And though you still get weak when you think about the look in their eyes when they saw you for the first time. Or the way they'd kiss your neck and tell you they love you during intimacy. Part of you knows in your gut that you'll meet again. But you have things you have to complete. I don't think I'll ever feel the way I did about him. But I know that I can still move on in life and learn to love.

Right after we split. I had this dream and I was covered in all these bright silks and there were different hand mudras taking place all around. And I remember walking up to my ex and I was speaking in a different language but it was like I knew what I was saying. And then I said this long sentence with "dosti" in it. I researched and found out that means "friends/friendship/friends forever". It's Hindi.

Then it came clear what I told him in my dream. I remembered. I told him that no matter whats happens. He can do no wrong. He was there in the beginning with me. He was my bestfriend (dosti) today, tommorow and forever. I'll always be filled with selfless love for him. We will always be linked together. And one day it would all make sense.

After that the pain went away. Moving on with life began.
See right before I met him, I was at a low point in my life and almost kicked the frame by popping prescription drugs and mixing them with alcohol. When he came into my life he made me realise that there was so much I had to be happy for. We always fought and said we felt like mean bestfriends to each other. But in the end, I wouldn't have traded anything for having met him.

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I was asking everyone or anyone that wanted to answer.

I know what you mean, even though I got married and changed my number so he would stop calling me... I knew one day we would met again..
Which is where we are at now, 12 years later we have met again.
ITs a struggle though...

posted February 13, 2011 04:25 AM            

Where in the chart does the other, previous and following life times is indicated? I don't remember where I first read about incarnation but I do think it's about the North Node, except that on the popular astro site (www.astro.com) there's a North Node and a True Node, and no South Node. And then when I read about the Nodes, they talk about the North Node and the South Node, that these are the moons nodes (not sure what's a node) and that it is how you evolve inthis, this current life time.

How you begin this life time, and how this life time, this one happening right now at the present, eveolves. Or else, it's how it was in some other life time? How one was before, in some other life time, not this life time?

I'm not sure what a True Node, it seems to be the same as North Node, slightly different in my chart and yet almost exactly the same, but still different. When I read about it, it says North/True and all that node stuff is the same thing, but then why is there a slight different between the nodes (what is a node btw? is it a planet or just some crater of the moon?)