posted March 06, 2011 02:59 PM            

Well, that has happened now, there was a guy that I was attracted to last week and we took it further. Much further.

But now I'm confused. I wasn't expecting anything, no relationship or anything because that's pretty much impossible in my current situation (my baby's dad and I broke up, but he doesn't want to move out), and he is certain that nothing more will grow out of it (we're painfully honest with each other ). But for the last couple of days I realised he reminds me so much of the man I was dating right before I met my baby's dad. He's also amazingly open and probably the first person I ever met who shares nearly every interest I have (probably with a few for himself which haven't been talked about but so far I actually thought he was going to say at some point that I was just pretending to agree with him to charm him).

I'm confused, really. I'm probably afraid of actually falling in love and I don't want to, because I might get hurt. I'm also afraid not of actually falling in love with this guy, but the fact that he reminds me of that other ex I was infatuated with. Then again, they do kind of act the same so it might just be that that is really just my type.

And to think this all started with a transit venus conjunct my natal mars and transit moon conjunct my jupiter...

Anyway, I did a horary with the question "what's going on between us?" but since I'm no good at these...

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