posted March 23, 2011 04:31 PM            

Oct 31, 2010 - my 73 year old mother (formerly healthy)suffered a massive LAD heart attack and almost died several times. She made a miraculous recovery and came home after 3 months.

Jan 11, 2011 - my 41 year old brother (almost 20 years sober) died suddenly from an accidental overdose from oxycotin, which he was prescribed for kidney stones.

March 12, 2011 - I was arrested for drunk driving. This was my own fault and out of character for me, but clearly poor judgment on my part. Maybe it was a blessing.

I'm just wondering if something is going on that would sorta make things in my life a little more difficult? I'm not coping well and I feel very alone, I just want to crawl out of my skin. I don't know how to make sense of all of it.

My info is below:

Planetary positions
planet sign degree motion
Sun Aquarius 5°03'35 in house 11 direct
Moon Gemini 18°28'20 in house 3 direct
Mercury Capricorn 16°44'21 in house 10 retrograde
Venus Aquarius 24°51'37 in house 12 direct
Mars Pisces 6°19'39 in house 12 direct
Jupiter Sagittarius 5°34'45 in house 8 direct
Saturn Scorpio 4°09'25 in house 7 direct
Uranus Sagittarius 8°06'27 end of house 8 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 28°06'15 end of house 9 direct
Pluto Libra 29°30'58 in house 7 direct
True Node Cancer 3°58'10 in house 4 direct
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.

House positions (Placidus)
Ascendant Aries 1°06'35
2nd House Taurus 12°20'29
3rd House Gemini 9°04'24
Imum Coeli Cancer 0°35'04
5th House Cancer 22°11'31
6th House Leo 19°16'20
Descendant Libra 1°06'35
8th House Scorpio 12°20'29
9th House Sagittarius 9°04'24
Medium Coeli Capricorn 0°35'04
11th House Capricorn 22°11'31
12th House Aquarius 19°16'20

Major aspects
Sun Sextile Jupiter 0°31
Sun Square Saturn 0°54
Sun Sextile Uranus 3°03
Sun Square Pluto 5°33
Sun Sextile Ascendant 3°57
Moon Quincunx Mercury 1°44
Moon Trine Venus 6°23
Venus Sextile Neptune 3°15
Venus Trine Pluto 4°39
Mars Square Jupiter 0°45
Mars Trine Saturn 2°10
Mars Square Uranus 1°47
Jupiter Conjunction Uranus 2°32
Jupiter Trine Ascendant 4°28
Saturn Conjunction Pluto 4°38
Neptune Sextile Pluto 1°25
Neptune Square Ascendant 3°00
Pluto Quincunx Ascendant 1°36

posted March 24, 2011 12:32 PM            

As previous poster mentioned, what 9th house issues should I focus on, what issues would lie in the 9th house? I feel very conflicted and almost outside myself right now, sometimes I don't know what is real and what is a dream.... I would love any advice on how to approach this. Thanks to all.