posted April 08, 2011 10:19 PM            

what EXACTLY are you saying? i don't think i'm ready to jump to conclusions yet,

no astro longo please.

from what i'm gathering, is seems you think i'm trying to get attention? and/or lying or perhaps embellishing in order to do so?

posted April 08, 2011 10:32 PM            

i can seriously hear anything you have to say without getting upset.

posted April 08, 2011 10:53 PM            

Read about the lady who recently posted her mother's chart (minus tob) and the mother had Neptune close square to her nodal axis. And obviously she didn't handle it well because her life resembles Neptune gone haywire. That's what these do. You have to hold the energy in check otherwise it takes over and not in a good way. Carl Jung for example had Mercury in Cancer square the nodal axis and used it to his benefit, but he worked at it.

Anyway your Moon is in the 8th in Leo, bringing two strong principles together Leo and Scorpio which dramatize things to a point where you lose sight of the bigger picture, you get caught up in your emotional perceptions and stay in this realm where you think just cos you perceive it makes it so, and squaring Uranus does not help you to maintain emotional equilibrium. The good thing is the trine to Neptune on the Mc which is for self expression, you can use that but feel it and get it out, don't let it churn inside and cause you to act in a rash manner or to cut off people all of a sudden, etc. this is bad for you, for some others they can do this and ultimately who cares, but it's not good for you with the square to the nodes cos it'll come back and bite you, it's like stinging yourself all the time. The more you go with your gut in that manner the less help you will be to yourself. And in general you need to embrace working with others and getting yourself out of the picture, still a key player but not the main attraction.

posted April 09, 2011 03:29 AM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
You know about squares, right, the hard aspect. Your Moon in Leo is squaring your nodal axis. Squares to the natal axis mean if you overdo it then you're not doing yourself a favor, to put it mildly. I've seen these aspects ruin people's lives.

Read about the lady who recently posted her mother's chart (minus tob) and the mother had Neptune close square to her nodal axis. And obviously she didn't handle it well because her life resembles Neptune gone haywire. That's what these do. You have to hold the energy in check otherwise it takes over and not in a good way. Carl Jung for example had Mercury in Cancer square the nodal axis and used it to his benefit, but he worked at it.

Anyway your Moon is in the 8th in Leo, bringing two strong principles together Leo and Scorpio which dramatize things to a point where you lose sight of the bigger picture, you get caught up in your emotional perceptions and stay in this realm where you think just cos you perceive it makes it so, and squaring Uranus does not help you to maintain emotional equilibrium. The good thing is the trine to Neptune on the Mc which is for self expression, you can use that but feel it and get it out, don't let it churn inside and cause you to act in a rash manner or to cut off people all of a sudden, etc. this is bad for you, for some others they can do this and ultimately who cares, but it's not good for you with the square to the nodes cos it'll come back and bite you, it's like stinging yourself all the time. The more you go with your gut in that manner the less help you will be to yourself. And in general you need to embrace working with others and getting yourself out of the picture, still a key player but not the main attraction.

Also you have an aspect for depression, Saturn sq Jupiter, which is a marker that you swing between 2 poles of optimism and then nothing is gonna work out, you need to hold that in check. You have Sun trine Saturn which you can use to stabilize yourself if you remember to not punish yourself in the process.

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You are SO good,Lonake

posted April 09, 2011 03:35 AM            

However, I was taken aback by the level of challenges she had.
Her life reflects that level of challenge shown in the chart.

posted April 09, 2011 04:06 AM            

Hey lady. I understand what you're going through. Don't be afraid to allow yourself to go through a "fingerpointing" phase. Make sure you allow yourself to realize that someone was abusive, sociopathic etc, and really accept that... it's an important part of the healing process.

You're also right about following your key signals in other people! That's a good thing.

Otherwise, I can also empathize with the asperger's type communication stuff you talked about in the other thread, and also the Leo influence. Ever consider a gluten free diet? It's a good thing to clear out all the gunk and help put everything into best perspectives.

Leo influence needs to be expressed in order to feel happy, so don't be afraid to communicate.

posted April 09, 2011 12:21 PM            

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Originally posted by saquariogoces:
i'm not afraid of finger pointing as long as i know whats being poked, haha....it's strange to get poked and not be able to hear tone of voice, body language OR ANYTHING but typed letters, for that matter.

i only got the "you only look at your own posts" reply a few minutes ago, duh. i have actually been all through this sight and have been all through other posts, but i only just recently signed up as a poster, so yes, it would appear as if i only look at my own posts, but tis not the case.

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Well, as far as "reading your own posts" I see that you're responding to my post, just fine! And, I wasn't trying to get into the middle of what Lonake said... Was just trying to give you a bit of encouragement, as you seem like a cool, new person here on the site.