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RMChex
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posted May 09, 2011 02:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi all,

Firstly, I apologise if it seems I am posting too much about myself or asking for too much help/assistance... it isn't an excuse, but ince I joined LL, I feel like I've started learning so much and I'm now considering things that I wouldn't have before.

A very brief background - I am a stay at home mum, married with one child who is disabled and has learning disabilities and special needs, including low-functioning severe Autism. I have had many medical problems myself, including a mild heartattack (brought on by stress and anxiety) in 2005, Septecaemia from a miscarriage a couple of years ago, and all sorts of other problems. I am on anti-depressants, and now on beta-blockers because my blood pressure was spiking too high from anxiety, and the doctors were worried I'd have another heart problem.

Anyway, I am a perfectionist and always put myself last in anything I do, to make sure everything and everyone else are ok. It gives me pleasure to see my loved ones happy, and my home nice and clean. Before Christmas this past year, I had a 4 week plan of what needed to get done in the weeks leading up to Christmas Day. I worked tirelessly, but efficiently and everything was going swimmingly - until 9th December, when my son got sent home from school poorly, and my elderly father came down to stay with my for 3 - 4 weeks. All of a sudden, my plans to clean, decorate, organise, bake etc were stretched - and I was nursing these two during the day, so all my work had to be done of an evening and in to the night, meaning I hardly ever went to bed before 3 - 4am for 3 - 4 weeks. Christmas Eve I didn't go to bed at all because I was still getting stuff ready to host Christmas Dinner for our extended family! I fell asleep later that afternoon, and spent a week in bed ill. I haven't really got much better since. Every part of my life is so difficult now, communication is hopeless - the admin I have to do is just not getting done, the house is the worst its ever looked and I have no bedding plants in the garden yet. I can't sleep, I'm always tired, I'm always ill, I'm down, fed-up and can't pick myself up. I have no siblings, my mum passed away when I was 18 - and my elderly father lives 200 miles away.

Can this be something astrological that happened? Was there a giant implosion in the sky in December 2010, that is still in effect now?

I have been operating under the assumption that it was all down to me being so stupid and overworking, but actually - it really was so sudden. November, I was fine. I was happy, I was healthy - not on anti-depressants or beta-blockers, everything was going beautifully!!! Then, mid-December, literally within a week everything changed.

Here is my natal chart and solar return starting 8th December last year, in case there is anyone who can look at them, or transits etc. I don't have any idea what I'm looking for but I'd love to learn if anyone can help me.

Natal:

Solar Return: (relocated to where we live):

In advance, thank you for looking for me, and for having the patience that I'm asking more from you. I will, of course, help each and every one of you, whenever and however I can.

Much love

Rachel x

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posted May 09, 2011 03:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Coffee     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Not really good at all with medical astrology, so cannot help.

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RMChex
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posted May 09, 2011 03:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks anyway, and thanks for replying.

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posted May 09, 2011 03:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
i didn't want to just read and run. i'm sorry there are plenty of people who can help you with wonderful interpretation than me.

but i just wanted to send you some love. tough time you are going through. stay strong, and dpn't be too hard on yourself.

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posted May 09, 2011 03:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
That's so sweet of you Lechien, thank you so much.

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RMChex
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posted May 09, 2011 04:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ooooooooooooh - does anyone know much about this? http://www.anneortelee.com/

On there, there is a section about the Full Moon Eclipse and Capricorn Ingress, 21 Dec 2010 - and lots of other things about planets and aspects. I don't understand all of what she is saying, but I wonder if that could have been playing a part in my situation?

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posted May 09, 2011 04:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lechien     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
actually that was the first thing i thought, "wasn't t when the eclipse was a big deal?" i would say it definitely had an impact if it was conjunct your planets/points.

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Yrone
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posted May 09, 2011 05:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yrone     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well, this explains maybe.

I've been ill pretty much all winter as well, which is very uncommon for me. And when Merc went retrograde my nerves went down the drain too.

But it has been getting better in the last week or two. So don't give up hope

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posted May 09, 2011 06:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Quinnie     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yep rachel

Your 6th house ruler ...Moon at 7 Cap opposing Mars in Cancer...has been triggered from December...
Pluto was at Capricorn 2...at the beginning of December but is still in effect, granted by the opposition...as it currently stands at 7 Capricorn conjunct your Moon.

Highlight emotional frustration with regards to home and career. An imbalance.
The transiting planets haven't helped much either ...Uranus is squaring your natal Mars also but it's emphasis is demanding change for you....Can you get help and perhaps part-time back to work? Is this possible?

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posted May 10, 2011 04:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Lechien,

I hardly even realised about the eclipse at the time, I was so busy doing things and getting on quite well - I didn't even know about it until I read it in that blog! Sounds like it could well be playing a part. Particularly as my moon is in Capricorn!

Yrone,

Did you feel that there was something 'bigger' causing it all? Its strange isn't it. And I agree Mercury has had me running in circles, I am sure that is why I haven't been able to fill in this complicated form for the last 2 months. Finally getting on with it in the last few days. Am up to 26, 837 words on it already - whereas during the Mercury hiccup I managed about 800 words in 7 weeks lol!!

Quinnie,

Thank you so much for that info - its spot on. I've always wondered what effect having Moon opposite Mars has on me, particularly given that the Moon is in the opposite sign to where it is most comfortable!

If I can get this form done and get some semblance of care sorted out for my son (which is what I've had all these meetings for lately) then I should be able to pull out of this problem and move on, whether that be sorting a part time job or just getting back to being the housewife that I am happy being (when I can do it properly!)

Thanks so much!

Rachel x

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posted May 10, 2011 05:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yrone     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by RMChex:
Yrone,

Did you feel that there was something 'bigger' causing it all? Its strange isn't it. And I agree Mercury has had me running in circles, I am sure that is why I haven't been able to fill in this complicated form for the last 2 months. Finally getting on with it in the last few days. Am up to 26, 837 words on it already - whereas during the Mercury hiccup I managed about 800 words in 7 weeks lol!!


Honestly, like you, I hadn't thought much about the eclipses. Of course I heard in the news that they were coming, but on the days themselves I totally missed it.

In retrospective however, I must say this is about the time the "weird stuff" started happening and as I said, all winter I had these cold symptoms that just didn't go away (always on the edge of a throat infection, bad allergic reactions around the mouths, just feeling really crap overall) The health issues might come from Neptune on my Sun and tSaturn on my nPluto in H6, but the "weird stuff"?

On March 19 I was in a place with lots of kids and I totally freaked, I couldn't stand the noise, it made me want to run away, totally overwhelming. On March 21 I had a small mental breakdown, which I attribute to my body and mind being in disagreement with a pharmaca I was taking for 9 days at that time. And well, really feeling "disconnected" the last couple weeks, alas I am feeling loads better now.

Oh and my son is making some real attempts at speaking since about a week

I hope you can get your report done in time and get the help you need for your son.

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posted May 10, 2011 09:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for dysfunctionalmystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It's possible the eclipse did magnify some of the other planetary stuff you had going on.

I'd be looking at (in particular)

transiting Pluto crossing the natal moon

tr saturn conjunct natal pluto

I feel that a lot of body problems come from emotion that isn't being processed or acknowledged in some way.

Pluto is going to be at your moon until early next year and saturn has yet to do it's final hit on your pluto. (finishes in june)

You also had uranus opposing your venus over the last couple of years, this could have created fractures in your personal life ( I don't know if you're single or not?) - these fractures may need some nurturing and repair work.


The tr pluto over your moon could be throwing up some deep and uncomfortable feelings, because your moon is in the 11th it could be connected to your ideals in some way. What I mean is...are you where you thought you would be when you used to think...Oh when I'm in my 30's I'll have achieved x,y,z? If you are not where you hoped you would be...then that will give you internal conflict. Pluto opp moon is a heavy one and you might want to think about getting some extra emotional support (if you can). Tr saturn conjunct the natal pluto always demands a regeneration of some sort.

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posted May 10, 2011 09:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for dysfunctionalmystic     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The other thing I forgot to add was tr saturn wsa in opposition to your jupiter back in december, this could also contribute to big mood swings between optimism and pessimism.

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posted May 10, 2011 09:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Yrone:
Honestly, like you, I hadn't thought much about the eclipses. Of course I heard in the news that they were coming, but on the days themselves I totally missed it.

In retrospective however, I must say this is about the time the "weird stuff" started happening and as I said, all winter I had these cold symptoms that just didn't go away (always on the edge of a throat infection, bad allergic reactions around the mouths, just feeling really crap overall) The health issues might come from Neptune on my Sun and tSaturn on my nPluto in H6, but the "weird stuff"?

On March 19 I was in a place with lots of kids and I totally freaked, I couldn't stand the noise, it made me want to run away, totally overwhelming. On March 21 I had a small mental breakdown, which I attribute to my body and mind being in disagreement with a pharmaca I was taking for 9 days at that time. And well, really feeling "disconnected" the last couple weeks, alas I am feeling loads better now.

Oh and my son is making some real attempts at speaking since about a week

I hope you can get your report done in time and get the help you need for your son.


Awww thanks Yrone, I'm glad to hear your son is on the verge of speaking, how wonderful! Glad too that everything is starting to come better for you.

Love Rachel x

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posted May 10, 2011 09:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by dysfunctionalmystic:
It's possible the eclipse did magnify some of the other planetary stuff you had going on.

I'd be looking at (in particular)

transiting Pluto crossing the natal moon

tr saturn conjunct natal pluto

I feel that a lot of body problems come from emotion that isn't being processed or acknowledged in some way.

Pluto is going to be at your moon until early next year and saturn has yet to do it's final hit on your pluto. (finishes in june)

You also had uranus opposing your venus over the last couple of years, this could have created fractures in your personal life ( I don't know if you're single or not?) - these fractures may need some nurturing and repair work.


The tr pluto over your moon could be throwing up some deep and uncomfortable feelings, because your moon is in the 11th it could be connected to your ideals in some way. What I mean is...are you where you thought you would be when you used to think...Oh when I'm in my 30's I'll have achieved x,y,z? If you are not where you hoped you would be...then that will give you internal conflict. Pluto opp moon is a heavy one and you might want to think about getting some extra emotional support (if you can). Tr saturn conjunct the natal pluto always demands a regeneration of some sort.

The other thing I forgot to add was tr saturn wsa in opposition to your jupiter back in december, this could also contribute to big mood swings between optimism and pessimism.


Hi there,

I've compared the charts and I understand what you mean with those aspects, but I would never have realised by myself. So much to learn. Thank you...

The Tr Pluto crossing my Moon fits for me, as does the Tr Saturn conjuct my Pluto. I've always felt comfortable with Pluto and how he behaves in my life - Moon is not my friend though, I struggle with every thing it does. I lost my mum when I was 18, and she was my best friend, she was Sun Capricorn with Cancer Rising - and I miss her beyond words. I find Saturn to be a difficult one too, and I'm quite often at odds with it. Rest of the planets, I love, its just Moon and Saturn - so it is interesting that those two were aspecting me during this self-decided bad time.

As for the Venus-Uranus opposition - the last couple of years has been impacted mostly by some troubles with where friendship ends and love begins. I am happily married, but we have a lot of friends and I've found it hard to stay faithful, not in a physical way, but in an emotional way. Sometimes my husband is very cold and detached and some of our friends seem so perfect. But its all ok, friendships and marriage all still going really really well, but it has definitely been a 'theme' and at the forefront of my mind for 2 - 3 years. Interesting.

Lastly, the Pluto - Moon connection - its difficult to know if I'm 'creating' ways for it to fit or if it really does. The feeling of not being quite where I meant to be at this point, is interesting because, as I mentioned, we have a 4 1/2 year old son with lots of needs. I didn't mean to have children; after a year of much testing I was told by specialists I could not conceive. I turned my mind around and decided we would have a child-free life, enjoy vacations etc... then wham! I fell pregnant. I didn't even know I was pregnant for over 3 months, and I was in hospital on and off until I gave birth. Matthew, our son, has had so many medical problems since day 1 and our lives are sooooooo far away from where I had thought they'd be right now... I can't say I'm unhappy, because I'm not, and I love my son with all my heart - I'm glad the doctors were wrong, but at the same time I often wonder what life would have been like.

Hmmmm. Now I'm sad and reflective again. Sometimes, thought, I think its good to go as low as you can because it forces you to start looking at things and see what you need to change, etc.

Thanks to everyone for your help doing this.

Love Rachel x

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posted May 10, 2011 10:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for abcd efg     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My Love to you. I have no astrological knowledge though.

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posted May 10, 2011 10:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for RMChex     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you abcd efg, that's really nice of you

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