posted May 29, 2011 04:18 PM
I'm one of the people to have been born with the Saturn/Uranus conjunction in Sagittarius and seriously, what the heck!? I've noticed a pattern that whatever people we run into in our daily lives, they're playing out energy, constantly! There is no relationship that is more karmic than the other, they are ALL karmic!Someone that I met, who happens to have a square from transit Uranus to their natal Venus has been on my mind. I thought: "Yes! No more games, this is it.. We'll do it and work it out". We have Sun/Mercury/Venus with Chiron conjunctions, myself being the Chiron.
A healing experience, I thought. Maybe hang-ups will be gone, forever! Then I take a closer look again at our synastry and ta-da! Not at all... For we, have an opposition between that Saturn and Uranus that I have making that aspect to their Sun/Mercury/VENUS!!!!
Had a Uranus/Venus experience in synastry with someone before (Square) and nothing, I was left high and dry without a word to the world and a whole bunch of tears for about 2 weeks *I have Venus in Cancer*. In that case, I was the Venus, they were the Uranus.
I thought something good might come of this seeing as how they have a Saturn conjunction to my descendant, but then I saw their natal Uranus squares my Sun. Where's the karma? For me, I don't know.. for them, it's the transit.
Synastry ascpect:
Sun(me) square Uranus(them)
*Their transit: Sun being squared by Uranus
Venus(me) square Pluto(them)
*Their transit: Pluto opposing n.Venus
Their daily transit for today:
Pluto being opposed by today's Moon
*Synastry:
Moon(me) squared by Pluto(them)
I don't know why my chart is so receptive to playing out these stupid roles and when the heck I'll get over it but I don't like it. Not anymore.
Pluto is making an opposition to my Chiron. Since said person and I have the Chiron aspect with their personal planets (Sun, Merc, Venus), I found it interesting that in synatry, their Pluto is making a square to my natal Moon and natal Venus.
Excuse me while I stop and think about whether I want to be foolish and ignore all of these astrology things because I was excited; that from here on out, maybe for a very long period of time in my life, I found a person that I could be with, love and be happy with without having to be, or feeling lonely, even on the inside, because yes, I thought we were that good of a match and perhaps the feelings are completely mutual.
Neptune, anyone? First 12 rounds are on me!
F^(k this
-END rant