posted June 04, 2011 08:22 PM            

sun square moon that description was dead on perfect it describes me to a t. i do have conflicts with my deeper emotional feelings.the whole independent thing is so true how i feel it one moment then need help from others then run away and explore myself.

chiron conjunct ceres is true as well and i like your descrption mostly since ive never gotten any for any asteroids in my chart so its intresting to see how it came together.and it does make sense i have and always will be a self healer.

i was a little confused by the mercury conjunct true node because i dont have the conjunction i have the square but maybe with all these charts you had to read you got mixed up and wrote conjuction instead of square.but what you said was true i do love learning.

jupiter opp uranus yess i am out spoken but only when their is something that ignites the passion in me to the point where i cant hold it in anymore its just not natural.i do feel like that but i have toned it down a bit at work and have just slowed my pace a bit.

posted June 04, 2011 10:19 PM            

1. So I would think with this aspect, you are sensitive. Of course, I think these are two planets that are the most modified, so we must journey deeper into the natal. I will see 3-4 more aspects that jump out to me. None the less, I would guess you are sensitive and do not like rejection, have a tough time handling it and do not like criticism very much. However as a man, I would love this aspect in a girl, and I think many man would feel the same as I think it makes you or many women with this aspect, emotional and romantic.

2. sun sextile jupiter - I think this must mesh well with the previous aspect making you a generous person who seems to find a lot of pleasant situations. What do you think? With these two aspects, as long as the rest of the chart agrees, makes you a warm hearted person. People generally like to see you and find you helpful. Are you someone who likes to help people? I would think that is how you are viewed.

Okay so let us look for maybe some rough aspects...

3. venus square rising - I think with this aspect, you might need a lot of confident boosters otherwise you might be too hard on yourself, not value yourself. With this kind of aspect, seek out those who give you unconditional love, YES, there are some people who love you no matter what. Who love you for more than just the beauty you show on the outside but who love you for the beauty within. I think this aspect might push us to focusing too much on the beauty on the outside...what do you think?

4. moon square rising: Be careful especially in romantic situations (where you are unsure, etc.) as I think you could send confusing signals to people. Be honest, are you perhaps guilty of maybe sending mixed signals? This is a problem of this aspect. Or do you find your moods changing often, maybe hard to pin down? With this placement you might alter between wanting to be near people, too dependent, and suddenly kind of pushing away in a run for independence.

A tough placement, perhaps you want to be nurtured and take care of someone all a the same time. Conflicting. Other aspects, like the first two and good connections with the moon, otherwise, can water this aspect down a little.

5. saturn conjunct neptune - I think this helps with your stability, especially with the last aspect (moon square rising). I think this allows you to express your creative side pretty easily. Do you find it easy to talk about innovative or imaginative things? I would think it is natural with this aspect.

6. 2nd house ruler in 10th
I think this is a good position for harmonious life between career and happiness. You make good money, or will make good money in a job you like.

posted June 04, 2011 10:36 PM            

1. Moon opp. Mercury - Quite simple, do you find that your feelings and your thoughts are in conflict? Your heart is saying to you one thing while your mind is yelling the opposite or something totally different?

On the flip side I think, especially with Gem energy you love to chat and probably have a sharp mind, is this true?

2. moon conjuct chiron - To use the cliche, "mind and body"...well, are well connected under this influence. You are your own best medicine, emotionally speaking. Although those close to you can help you in your journey, you are strong enough to go it alone if need be!

3. merc conjunct rising - Do you look young for your age? I bet you come across as a fun, active person ready to do all sorts of things. Again , at least a trend I notice off the bat is aspects where you like to talk and have conversations and this one fits in with the positive side of the moon/merc. You are curious, intelligent..maybe a little awkward and probably skilled at both public speaking and even writing. I am wondering if this aspect factors in prominently, do you always like to keep busy with lots of things?
I think an aspect like this is pretty far reaching in a persons character.

4. 2nd house ruler in 12th - I think this might mean a tough time establishing yourself in matters work or..finding security. With this placement perhaps you might do well in a job that allows you to help those with less than you have. You might notice an improvement in your own feelings when sacrificing a little for the good of many others.

posted June 04, 2011 11:25 PM            

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Originally posted by carl:
JFK
I errr-uh am drawn right away to your Sag moon venus conjunct

1. So I would think with this aspect, you are sensitive. Of course, I think these are two planets that are the most modified, so we must journey deeper into the natal. I will see 3-4 more aspects that jump out to me. None the less, I would guess you are sensitive and do not like rejection, have a tough time handling it and do not like criticism very much. However as a man, I would love this aspect in a girl, and I think many man would feel the same as I think it makes you or many women with this aspect, emotional and romantic.

2. sun sextile jupiter - I think this must mesh well with the previous aspect making you a generous person who seems to find a lot of pleasant situations. What do you think? With these two aspects, as long as the rest of the chart agrees, makes you a warm hearted person. People generally like to see you and find you helpful. Are you someone who likes to help people? I would think that is how you are viewed.

Okay so let us look for maybe some rough aspects...

3. venus square rising - I think with this aspect, you might need a lot of confident boosters otherwise you might be too hard on yourself, not value yourself. With this kind of aspect, seek out those who give you unconditional love, YES, there are some people who love you no matter what. Who love you for more than just the beauty you show on the outside but who love you for the beauty within. I think this aspect might push us to focusing too much on the beauty on the outside...what do you think?

4. moon square rising: Be careful especially in romantic situations (where you are unsure, etc.) as I think you could send confusing signals to people. Be honest, are you perhaps guilty of maybe sending mixed signals? This is a problem of this aspect. Or do you find your moods changing often, maybe hard to pin down? With this placement you might alter between wanting to be near people, too dependent, and suddenly kind of pushing away in a run for independence.

A tough placement, perhaps you want to be nurtured and take care of someone all a the same time. Conflicting. Other aspects, like the first two and good connections with the moon, otherwise, can water this aspect down a little.

5. saturn conjunct neptune - I think this helps with your stability, especially with the last aspect (moon square rising). I think this allows you to express your creative side pretty easily. Do you find it easy to talk about innovative or imaginative things? I would think it is natural with this aspect.

6. 2nd house ruler in 10th
I think this is a good position for harmonious life between career and happiness. You make good money, or will make good money in a job you like.

3rd house ruler in 8th
Not quite sure, perhaps comfort in talking about some of the darker issues of life.

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Awesome work, Carl! I take it you're a Clone High fan too? Haha! Anyway, this is the chart of my ex-boyfriend (now good friend) and what you said was unbelievably accurate, especially in regards to the Moon/Venus conjunction as well as the Moon/Venus square to the ascendant. I think it's one of the most beautiful aspects of his personality, although the Scorpio stellium in the 8th is something that tends to fog that (both the good and the bad)

"2. sun sextile jupiter - I think this must mesh well with the previous aspect making you a generous person who seems to find a lot of pleasant situations."

Definitely true as well!

This is my own chart if you feel like tackling that once you're done with everyone elses (I've noticed you got your hands full with this thread!)

posted June 05, 2011 01:17 AM            

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Originally posted by carl:
CK

1. uranus trine rising - If you are feeling creative this aspect make you express it with ease! This also helps in making you feel optomistic as long as the rest of the natal is not too bad. You are probably adventurous, like to explore new places.

2. jupiter sextile p. fort. - I think this means you might succeed in areas of work that allow you to communicate (PF in 3H) with people especially about social issues.

3. jupiter sextile saturn - I think in business you are carefully optimistic if you decided to get into that field and in general, not overly optimistic, but positive none the less. I imagine you are someone who says "talk is cheap" and actually DOES what they say, so you do not make any promises, in case.

4. sun sextile moon - I imagine you have a balance between your inner emotions and how you feel about yourself. Inner and outer world in pretty decent harmony. However, maybe you avoid confrontation, as this is an easy aspect that allowed you to avoid too many problems for large parts of life. The bad thing about this aspect is, you might not be able to tackle issues head on having lived a pretty easy life. Other squares might diminish this quality and make you more ready to deal with issues. With aspects which are almost too good, that is why squares and opps can be acceptable.

5. 2nd house is ruler of your 1st - morals are important to you. you like people with good values. You will feel more secure when you have laid down a solid foundation, material wise. Not that you are obsessed with "things" but you need them, to a basic general extent, to feel safe and secure.

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Thanks again! So cool you are willing to do this for others.

1) Check. Yeah, being creative can come pretty easily, but I have to be in the mood. I do like adventure!
2) In some ways I have had it easier than most, but haven't yet quite hit that big personal pot of gold yet. I should look into communications more.
3) Have been told several times by people what they like about me is that I don't stand around talking about what it is I'm going to do. I go out and *do* it.
4) This aspect has probably kept me from totally cracking up! Yeah, it took a little while to find the balance, but once I did, the flow came easily.
5) Oh, I do like feeling secure quite a bit, and do feel out of sorts if I'm on the edge. Yeah, I don't need loads of *things*, but I like having a roof over my head.

posted June 05, 2011 06:23 AM            

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Originally posted by carl:
snarly

1. lots of people with critical degrees here

this time you have it at 29 degrees rising

Be careful of how you appear to others. While you might feel selfless and even appear that way to others, the critical degree at rising marks for a stunning contradiction in that you might appear snobbish to others (and there might even be some truth to that too). Obviously we know what energy to focus on. Point is you are probably unique and might even feel like this is a badge of honor and wear it with pride where as other people just see you as egotistical.

Another contradiction of the critical degree in rising is you might appear self assertive and even feel that sometimes, but can also have spells of deep self doubt.

2. jupiter square chiron - do you find yourself questioning commonly held beliefs or even rearranging your own inner ideas and beliefs? Perhaps you put too much stock into some NPO who later proves to be less moral than you thought. Be careful not to idolize any institution as overly righteous as anything is bound to let you down. The same can be said for any religious or spiritual leader. With this aspect you run the risk of being disappointed or even taken advantage of if you dive too deeply into someone elses ideas and in the end being appalled by the moral corruption. In fact those with poor moral probably disgust you, no? Anyway, Look for self improvement and look within for self actualization.

3. another sun in the 9th house, welcome! Do you find yourself interested in travel? Yo might be transformed on a deep level by interacting with new cultures or by exploring new philosophies and beliefs and challenging old commonly held beliefs. But with the aforementioned chiron aspect, maybe try to do this on a personal level.

4. merc sextile asc - This is a great aspect to have because i think it helps you to communicate with ease. Do you find that people easily understand you? People probably find you sharp, interesting, enthusiastic. A great aspect for success because it helps you to showcase yourself in a positive way, and is a great aspect to have to aid in the communication in relationships.

5. moon square saturn might put a damper on the aforementioned aspect. Don't let past attachments keep you from doing new things. Sometimes the past can put us into a deep rut but you must climb out of it or you may remain stagnant and stuck in the past. Let go. Move on. I think is the theme of this and again, might make that asc/merc aspect a little weaker. Use that positive aspect to help you move on, in fact as it makes you social. Don't let the pessimism of this aspect bog you down.

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posted June 05, 2011 09:04 AM            

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Originally posted by carl:
Aya Baby
What jumps out at me is we are almost b-day buddies right down to the year. So I will try to pick out aspects we do not share cause I do not wanna look at myself, aha

1. Moon opp. Mercury - Quite simple, do you find that your feelings and your thoughts are in conflict? Your heart is saying to you one thing while your mind is yelling the opposite or something totally different?

On the flip side I think, especially with Gem energy you love to chat and probably have a sharp mind, is this true?

2. moon conjuct chiron - To use the cliche, "mind and body"...well, are well connected under this influence. You are your own best medicine, emotionally speaking. Although those close to you can help you in your journey, you are strong enough to go it alone if need be!

3. merc conjunct rising - Do you look young for your age? I bet you come across as a fun, active person ready to do all sorts of things. Again , at least a trend I notice off the bat is aspects where you like to talk and have conversations and this one fits in with the positive side of the moon/merc. You are curious, intelligent..maybe a little awkward and probably skilled at both public speaking and even writing. I am wondering if this aspect factors in prominently, do you always like to keep busy with lots of things?
I think an aspect like this is pretty far reaching in a persons character.

4. 2nd house ruler in 12th - I think this might mean a tough time establishing yourself in matters work or..finding security. With this placement perhaps you might do well in a job that allows you to help those with less than you have. You might notice an improvement in your own feelings when sacrificing a little for the good of many others.

5. moon opp rising
JFK had this too and I think you could sometimes find a contradiction between what you feel and what you show. I have this too actually and with aries moon on my end, can make for someone who changes moods quickly. I think your moods can change do to subtle changes in environment, etc. Maybe someone playing some loud crappy music from far away might impact you before you realize what is is that has suddenly made you feel so annoyed. I imagine you cycle between talkative phases and more moody, introvert phases. Not bi polar, but..You just feel needs to get away sometimes

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LOL! I used to have a very good friend at school who was born only 6 days after me

1 - Well, not so much in conflict as it seems that they switched places. My Gemini moon makes me feel as if I rationalize my emotions too much and the impulsivity of my Sagittarius Mercury makes me feel as though I think too emotionally. But they are of course also constantly in conflict.

I of course also love to chat (as my usually very long posts here show )

2 - I do wish I was my own best medicine. In this respect, I do try to do the "healing" that needs to be done, but all the more, I'm finding that most things just cannot be achieved without the help of others.

3 - People often guess my age lower than it is, and often expect me to still be a teenager, but the funny thing is that when I was a child, people often thought I looked older than I was. Saturn conjunct Sun, perhaps?

I do love talking, and I am curious, but I don't think I'm particularly skilled at public talking, and often feel like I'm not getting my message across or that it is often misunderstood.

And I am for certain always busy with something. I just cannot seem to just sit down and watch tv, or simply listen to music. I have to be doing some or other thing to keep myself occupied while watching tv or listening to music. Mercury is definitely a huge influence on me.

Whether I'm intelligent... Well, I don't believe you can see such a thing in a chart, and I don't like to think of myself as intelligent, but people in my direct vicinity seem to think so

4 - Funnily enough it has always been a dream of mine to help people who were worse off or had less than me. As for having trouble establishing myself at work, do you mean that I'm not getting the acknowledgement that I would deserve? I have been mistreated a few times, not being looked at as candidate for management because I was "too young", even though I've been told I was overall the better candidate, not getting the extra hours I'd been promised, not getting the permanent placement I've been promised and always having to start very low. Story of my life. Every now and again, there is of course a company which gives me credit based on what my abilities are, thankfully, but those are few and far between.

5 - I feel loads and I show nothing. So that probably answers your question. Because I am hypersensitive, I do get affected by things such as playing loud and obnoxious music somewhere in the background or loud noises, and they do influence my mood a bit. I just feel absolutely uncomfortable in such situations and because my first instinct is to get away as soon as possible, my mood does alter in an attempt to get away quickly. Strangely enough, something as simple as rearranging furniture can already change my mood largely...

Thank you for doing this, carl

posted June 05, 2011 04:58 PM            

If you're not bored yet ...

posted June 05, 2011 05:01 PM            

I know you asked how my fire/water chart feels... I guess I feel there's always something to accomplish and my growth is never finished.

posted June 06, 2011 03:02 PM            

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Originally posted by carl:
Etheralenlightenment

1. With Mercury in house 9 I imagine you must be a very curious person, more so then most people. While most people study .. well, because it is something they must do to pass I think you study for the fun of it. Is this true? Do you often find yourself diving into new subject matter, just because?

2. Moon Mars conjuction - You must be a passionate, fun person to be around. But maybe even restless. Do you sometimes feel too much pressure to always need to display your very best in front of others? Maybe you are a very straightforward blunt person, maybe even being accused of lacking tact, true nor not. You like to do things spur of the moment. Day to day schedules are not for you, does this seem correct?

3. Sun Saturn conj. - have you found, as you have gotten older, that you have had an EASIER time finding your own identity, like, it is more pronounced as you get older. With this aspect I think you give off a serious vibe, but with those you know, they see you are in fact, deeply sarcastic and blunt. With other aspects in your chart I would say: Shy at first, but once someone engages you on an intellectual level you are quick witted cutting, sarcastic and again, perhaps even blunt and to the point.

4. Do you collect books? Or something in the realm of knowledge..point is you like to learn. I bet you are "one smart cookie" I think one of the challenges you might face is turning people off when discussing deeply important issues you hold deep in your heart about life in general. Maybe you do not hold back from an argument or alienate those who hold different views from you? Especially those who are more traditional. Perhaps you clash with those who try to live life by what you see as outdated principals. You probably approach matters from a more modern and especially more innovative way and might even feel your way is the best. Not everyone sees things the same as you and with this aspect I think you need to be careful to not be too forceful with your opinions. What is right for you IS NOT right for everyone even if it seems that way.

Your chart seems to point towards an intellectual, opinionated person but also maybe a little forceful unless other aspects play out to temper those aspects.

5.Neptune trine rising - deep down inside though, I think you are sensitive, even if other aspects seem to point towards more of an intellectual, rational approach to matters. So while other aspects might make you seem forceful in your opinions, this aspect, if focused on can actually make you more capable of seeing things from other people shoes. Other people do feel just as sensitive as you when you are elaborating your view points that are different than theirs.

However this aspect can make you hard to please in relationships too, because of the aforementioned sensitivity as well as other mentioned aspects (1-4). I think you might have high expectations that are hard to meet, especially on an intellectual level. You need mind food, someone who can really interest you on a mental level, a lot.

While you might dent character flaws other point out (maybe not) just the same, you probably dwell on them.

With this aspect, I think love is probably a spiritual thing for you more than physical - that is just the way jupiter is when impacting our outer being.

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Wow, Carl!!!! That was AMAZING!!! You really know your stuff!!! Basically everything that you said about me was SPOT ON!!! I was laughing the entire time I was reading your chart interpretations because everything is just so true!!!

1. Yes, I am VERY curious!! I enjoy learning because I feel like I'm progressing, as opposed to stagnating as a person. I constantly want to be learning new things, and feel unchallenged and quite frankly, pretty bored with life, if I feel that I'm in a mental "rut." And yes, sometimes I just study for the enjoyment of learning. I'm in college currently, and I actually "enjoy" my assignments and put the necessary effort in to LEARN about the subjects at hand, not just blindly regurgitate what my teacher is telling me to get a good grade.

2. Hahhaha what you said about the "daily routines and schedules" kind of made me chuckle. Not really in a "haha that's so funny" way but more of a "heh that's sad but true" kind of way. This is something that I struggle with on a daily basis. I'm absolutely horrendous with time management, and this has very far-reaching consequences in my life. I'm just really bad at getting things done. And while, yes, I'm a "passionate, fun" and carefree kind of person generally, this tends to be detrimental to me and my relationship because I'm not very good at tending to responsibilities.

3. Well I was WONDERING why everyone I meet finds me so serious and mature... Finally, some explanation! I really always thought that it was my Virgo AC but I guess there's more to it than that. I'm often told that I'm an "old soul." My boyfriend says that I act like an old lady lol Also, yes it is a bit easier for me to understand my own identity. Granted, I'm only 21, so it's not like I'm really old enough to judge, but I do find that I'm able to discern better who it is that I "really am" and establish my identity than when I was a teenager. I still sometimes feel lost, and not sure of what is "right for me" but this happens less now than it used to.

posted June 06, 2011 04:10 PM            

I've been using Equal house,but Koch comes out the same, except for Chiron which in Equal house is in my 10th house...
http://images.tribe.net/tribe/upload/photo/0fe/b00/0feb009b-29b5-443b-a204-450a254919b5

It's true, practice makes perfect ^_^ so awesome for you!

posted June 06, 2011 04:56 PM            

4.Yesssssss!!! Haha I'm pretty notorious for this... Guilty as charged. I'm extremely expressive and sarcastic, and while that aspect of myself doesn't tend to bother people too much, I'm also extremely opinionated. This can sometimes become a lethal combination, which of course, can also sometimes mean a recipe for social disaster. If I'm extremely passionate about something, I somehow feel that I *need* to interject my thoughts on the matter, because in my head, I feel that I have something valuable to contribute to the conversation. But no matter how good my argument is, if other people don't agree, (especially the more conservative individuals as you said) I end up ruffling up some feathers. This isn't a problem for me generally because I enjoy debate. But not everyone does, I've learned. So sometimes I just have to bite my tongue.

5. Yes!! This is absolutely true!! I am VERY sensitive. I'm sure my Pisces Moon contributes to this. I get hurt so easily, and my nervous system is quite fragile. This has been one of the biggest issues for me my whole life. I tend to "feel others' pain," to the point where I'm unable to distinguish their emotions from my own. Also, as you mentioned, even though I can be quite sarcastic, blunt, and cutting, I do have a very human side to my communications with people. I'll make jokes and comments, engage in lively, heated debate over controversial topics, but one thing about me is that I absolutely despise mean-spirited comments and humour. I see debate and argument as a "meeting of the minds"-- a cerebral exchange, if you will-- but I NEVER actually target somebody to hurt their feelings. That is something that I feel nobody should ever do. Also, I'm highly emotional and empathetic, so I'm a sucker for a sob story. I'm touched very easily.

Along with this Neptunian sesitivity, however, also comes great delusion and impossible idealism. I have unrealistic expectations of the world around me. Reality itself makes me very, very sad. The song "Try" by Nelly Furtado comes to mind... "the more I learn, the more I cry, as I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed..." Especially in relationships, I have high standards and expectations, and sometimes I just don't understand the discrepancy between the reality of what is and what is supposed to be, and the unreality of my own little mind.

posted June 06, 2011 08:04 PM            

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Lioness, the pisces natal first

2. Mercury square asc. I think is a very hard aspect by itself.

I think this person has a hard time expressing themselves. I do not think body language and verbal language jive at all and probably makes for large displays of awkward energy, I would think. This person probably tries to say nice words but is easy to read like a book, and is thus, seen as insincere. I think there need to be other good aspects to make this person express what they want, and have it sync with how they act on a physical level

2. 8th house rules their 1st (asc)
I think even with a conflict between verbal and body languages this person is intuitive with this placement and can see things in others that most can not see on a deeper spiritual and mental level. I think this person might be reserved, not someone to show off and even hates those who are even slightly arrogant.

3. mars conjunct saturn
I think this person can be patient but in the same sense, does not act at the right time. Things seem to be all out of sorts. I imagine this person, if they use this energy poorly, just always give up. They want..get scared..give up..want again, can never stay put in their attitudes.

I think in love, this can be a troubling aspect but makes for someone who otherwise is very serious about success and makes a lot of effort to do well.

Coupled with the 8th house in 1st I think this placement makes the person even more patient

coupled with the mercury square asc, the negative part of this mars/saturn aspect again makes this person struggle to express what they want or to get it - partially because they are afraid of new things. prefering the comfort o something familiar.

4. 8th house also rules the 2nd house
I wonder if this person is some kind of banker or investor. Might look for a marriage that allows him to prosper.

5. 12th house in 6th house
Watch out for other employees!

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posted June 07, 2011 10:21 PM            

"1. Lonake, it seems your chart is very Venus heavy but also Pluto plays a huge role. This is an interesting combo, don't you think? I am wondering if you are someone who needs time to process their surroundings, has intense stares when meeting new people, probing, elusive at first until you have a better understanding of matters...Also appreciates art, music for its depth and beauty. You must feel pretty intune with people in general, good at reading them?"
Yes, time to process, I have to ferret out situations most of the time, sometimes I approach things with my Leo rising, which means just going about what I'm doing not paying attention to anyone or anything else, but most of the time, in order to feel comfortable, I feel I have to dig deep into other people. Sometimes I have to catch myself and stop because I could be putting my energy to other things, but it does come naturally to me. Sometimes I actually wish I couldn't since there are times when I want to just glide through life and it'd be easier not knowing a person's complete ins and outs; it'd be a more carefree existence but something pulls me into them.

"2. I noticed the Pisces Sun in 8th house which must be a pretty intense placement. With this combo, perhaps you put off a strong exterior, but have a more (secretive) soft side seen by close friends. Find a partner who lets you naturally feel at ease with your sensitive side, who you can share your deeper emotions with. Otherwise, I would think that people look at you with respect, but perhaps do not know the real you. Just a guess."
Yes completely. Other people see me as more remote etc. than I feel on the inside. I always feel that everything is on display but from other people they see differently. My ideal partner is just someone I feel at home with from day one, and then just take it from there, so you're right, a strong emotional connection from the start.

"3.With your Cap moon, especially in 6th house, you must be a practical person. Maybe other watery placements are subduded by the rational earthy thoughts of your moon? Don't get too caught up in over thinking or even rationalizing too much, especially feelings. I don't think this is the easiest sign and house for a moon (which rules cancer) but again, I think your outer shell exterior does not let on easily to the more in depth emotions within?"
The Earth/Water back and forth, they both get turns, you'd think Capricorn and Pisces would be more compatible but at least in my lil psyche they're not, my Cap side is very hard on my Pisces side, and the Pisces feels sort of burdened by the Capricorn. I don't know if I rationalize my feelings, they feel so overwhelming, maybe from the Pluto square, that I'd rather not feel them at all, so at times like that I cover em up and act like they're not there, since my needs won't be met at that time so it's not practical to show them, etc. I'm very sensitive to making sure I don't burden other people, and likewise I don't want them pouring all their stuff on me, only a few special people get to do that and everyone else basically I don't want to know their problems. People like telling me their problems but I don't think they should dwell on them so in the end I get frustrated.

"4. Mercury in aqua 7th house - You are attracted to intellectual social men who are a little different, and capable of being quick witted. Especially someone energetic who gives off a child like vibe (not to say they are immature, but just energetic, loves to get out and be active). Outside of partners, are you someone who takes an interest in NPOs, and some of our burning social issues of the day?"
I love Airy type quick witted partners, since I need that verbal back and forth to get turned on. I love the boyish look, too, so you're completely right, again. Also I have Mars in Air in the 3rd which adds to that. I stay on top of social/political issues, and volunteer and give money where I can.

"5. Rising trine Uranus - Are you a creative person? Able to express these feelings easily too? I think you have lots of potentials in some sort of artistic field. Overall, a laid back person, yes? With this placement, as long as others do not put it a damper on it, I would think you are an optimistic person. You like things that are different and furthermore, can make the different seem comfortable and normal!"
Well creativity is kind of debatable since you can take anything and call it art, but there are some people who think I am. I like to experiment. I can be quite optimistic but then I have a cynical side too that's sort of biting, maybe the Pluto/Saturn side.