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Topic: time to vent
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nordicsoul
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posted July 10, 2011 06:08 PM
  
This thread has no purpose other than to vent and get from some compassionate souls some consolation.I just relocated to another country a month ago for work. (i have been living in 4 different countries during the last 4 years to give some background) I like my job, but it there is a lot of newness which keep me stressed out most of the time. this would not be a problem if i liked more the city i live, but i dont like it much and it is super expensive. i am short of money..my salary is not bad, but it will take me a while to clear some of my debts and be able to travel to scape the city. My love life....what can i say. since i broke up with my ex two years ago and some sort of "friendship" going on for sometime, i have not met anybody that makes my heart pump. and then, i met somebody at work who did the miracle, but he was not interested because i thought he noticed my interest and Nothing. so back again to where i was. then i joined a dating website...start emailing with somebody and before we even met he stopped communicating. the reasons my be many. he may have been a fake who noticed he could not get my address without me seeing him first in a public place...but anyway....this was one that looked interesting, but how knows!!! I feel a little sad...i have joined a hiking group and went hiking 2 weeks ago, but given my budgetary restrictions, i cant go hiking all the weekends and travelling because it is expensive. so i feel sort of trap in a place i dont like but cannot scape because lack of money. this situation is temporary,but i am tired of it. for the last two years i have been in a hard financial situation after haivng a good life with no limitations. so this is temporary and as i said, my job is pretty good with good prospect..it is just the present that really takes on me. only my colleagues are my friends. new in a coutnry and with my dearest friend and family in other continents... and after moving so many times even friends fade aways alittle. distance and time differences are challenging when you need closeness. well, i dont have any hard transit now. my jopiter is approaching my AC and will be in 1st house for a year or so... and is sextile venus now... i think that something must happen soon. i just need the next three months to pass fast so some money can be available to travel. in the meantime, i allowed myself to nag here using the anonimity of this site and the knowledge that some caring thoughts will come my ways. thanks for bearing my uttering. love Nordic IP: Logged |
starfox
Moderator Posts: 445
From: London England
Registered: Aug 2010
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posted July 10, 2011 06:51 PM
Nordicsoul, I'd like to ask you, why are you moving around so much & so often? Maybe thats why you feel a bit lost and lonely? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted July 10, 2011 06:57 PM
 Nordic
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Benedict Moon*
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From: Avendesora
Registered: May 2009
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posted July 10, 2011 07:44 PM
Moving to new places so often must be difficult on your Cancer planets, as would not having people to connect with for your Gemini (?) planets....if I remember correctly. Although sometimes colleagues make better friends than others, as I've learned. Nothing wrong with getting together with them.  I've actually had some serious budget problems myself and a whole laundry list of legal issues, so I feel your pain. I'm thinking though that something's going on with your 2nd or 8th house? I know you didn't ask for analysis but I'm a bit curious. IP: Logged |
lalalinda
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From: nevada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted July 10, 2011 07:54 PM
Sending you a LL hug  IP: Logged |
nordicsoul
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posted July 11, 2011 03:18 AM
BM, LL, AA,, thanks a lot for the good vibes.what i travel so much, it is a long story, but one of the reasons has been job opportunities. when the financial crisis hit, i was finishing a master program and it was a change in career. so i went where to the jobs offers took me. i the trnasits checking my 2h and 8h. let me check, but i dont think so. well pluto still oppose my venus, but this transit has been for a while and started aspecting my mercury some years ago. the last planet is venus,after touching mercury, moon, mars and sun (in that sequence) so it is not much left that pluto can do to me or so i think. i dont see any special transit that is causing this sense of solitude. i will try to look at my transits and progressions and will post if i see something. in the meantime. thanks a lot!!! IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted July 11, 2011 08:30 PM
What wont break you will only make you stronger! Hang tight, it will get better  sending you good jojo vibes. IP: Logged |
Benedict Moon*
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From: Avendesora
Registered: May 2009
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posted July 11, 2011 09:11 PM
Honestly, I do think this is an effect of pluto. With the way he's opposing a stream of planets, he's probably asking you to re-evaluate the true needs of those individual eras. Like with your love life, he's asking for authenticity and throwing out what might not be true or good for you.And also, pluto can bring sweeping changes. Did he recently oppose your moon or was that a while ago? Actually....what's going on in your 4th and 9th, or to their rulers? IP: Logged |
MsCandeh
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From: Australia
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted July 12, 2011 08:09 AM
(((Hugs)))Vent away!! Out of interest is Saturn transiting your 5th house??? I get from your description that you are a Taurus ASC.. so Saturn would be transiting 5th? Cafe Astrology has some good info on Saturn transits (I am current undergoing an 8th house transit so I am feeling the money pinch and recently took out a mortgage). The 5th house transit of Saturn would be affecting your sense of romance and fun. It could also be responsible for you feeling claustrophobic in a place you don't consider fun... but maybe you are there for a reason? Saturn has good lessons to be learned! :P As saturn travels through the house you start to come to the realisation of what that house's lessons are trying to teach you. Saturn Transiting Houses Saturn transiting the 5th house
With Saturn moving through the house of creative power, you may feel limited initially by a lack of internal "spark" or "spunk". How you entertain yourself, how you have fun, and issues surrounding how you manage your ego are now coming up for "inspection". By the end of the transit, ideally you will have a stronger sense of purpose, and a re-worked ego. What makes you unique? How do you handle pride? What are your creative talents? Have you worked hard enough to feel good about "playing hard"? These are issues you will face during the course of this transit. By the time Saturn enters the sixth house, you should have a solid sense of what makes you different than others, and a rather concrete belief in your own creative talents. Many people go through a period of re-evaluation of their talents—how they have perhaps wasted them to date, and how they can express themselves in a more practical, useful manner. The fifth house is also associated with love and attention received from others. Issues you will face during this time include how "deserving" you are of special attention from others. Initially, you may feel unloved, and perhaps somewhat neglected or ignored. As you learn the lessons of this transit, you should learn to love yourself and take pride in yourself. Looking outside of yourself for "ego strokes" (whether through romance or other such "applause") may prove to be fruitless. You will learn through the course of this transit to depend on yourself and to take pride in yourself for what you really are, not only how others see you. IP: Logged |
MsCandeh
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From: Australia
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted July 12, 2011 08:13 AM
I just read what BM wrote.. all that Pluto!! lots and lots and lots of ((hugs)) There's some change going on it seems! This will make you a stronger person. The Saturn in 5th is just dulling down your sense of fun and optimism about romance (which doesn't help your pluto transits) IP: Logged |
nordicsoul
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Registered: Oct 2010
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posted July 12, 2011 03:32 PM
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Originally posted by Lioness:
What wont break you will only make you stronger! Hang tight, it will get better sending you good jojo vibes.
Thanks Liones. best IP: Logged |
nordicsoul
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posted July 12, 2011 03:36 PM
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Originally posted by Benedict Moon*:
Honestly, I do think this is an effect of pluto. With the way he's opposing a stream of planets, he's probably asking you to re-evaluate the true needs of those individual eras. Like with your love life, he's asking for authenticity and throwing out what might not be true or good for you.And also, pluto can bring sweeping changes. Did he recently oppose your moon or was that a while ago? Actually....what's going on in your 4th and 9th, or to their rulers?
BM this was exaclty what happened. pluto started about 3 years ago opposing my stellium first mercury, moon, mars, sun, and now is opposing venus. It has been exactly as yo describe, just thought it was over, but still nagging. and for the houses, my stellium is in 2/3 house, and plut is crossin the 9 house, but i think i went retrograde and now is in 8th again. so the 2-8 axis. you hit on the nail. IP: Logged |
nordicsoul
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posted July 12, 2011 03:37 PM
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Originally posted by MsCandeh:
I just read what BM wrote.. all that Pluto!! lots and lots and lots of ((hugs)) There's some change going on it seems! This will make you a stronger person. The Saturn in 5th is just dulling down your sense of fun and optimism about romance (which doesn't help your pluto transits)
F..ing pluto and saturn IP: Logged |
nordicsoul
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posted July 12, 2011 03:48 PM
just noticed that saturn is transiting my th rather than the 5th. my AC is 9 of taurus.i start suspecting that uranus may have something to do with it because is hitting my 12 house cusp (1 orb) and is squaring my mars-sun from 12. I am feeling the uranian influence a lol, specially at work with lot os swit changes...but not sure how to interpret the transit coming from the 12... Ok, i thank to all of them who has sent me good vibes. i have received them. i feel much cheeful now. it is so relieving to know that there is people miles away from you that has never crossed your path physically speaking and can send you good vibes. Thanks a lot!!! IP: Logged |
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