posted July 13, 2011 08:59 PM            

I have completely stopped talking to pisces.. I wont even walk through the break room, when he's in there... Im deleting him from me...

Another Leo friend, got another job and now I have no more contact with him He is like my brother..I adore him.. Im sad he's not around anymore..

Funny Leo went away when me and pisces stopped talking... Leo got in the way (so to speak) with Pisces.. Now both are gone..

Today at work, one of my employees decided she wanted to challenge me, we got into an argument.. I ended up suspending her pending investigation for in subornation.

Im feel so confused and lost.... I dont know what to think or do any more...
I wanna run away from home... LOL

Im not really a person who can understand what I am feeling so I asked the universe to help me...

Why do I feel so bad??? Whats going on with me?? Am I depressed (I dont think so)
Am I hurt ( I know a little, but its not a big deal, I can handle it)

Whats wrong with me Im miserable.. Life just sux..
I really want to run off, move and just start all over.... To bad I cant

What do the stars say about Whats wrong with me???
I feel soooo lost, soo confused, so misunderstood...

posted July 15, 2011 09:25 AM            

You have the Saturn/Uranus/Pluto configuration in your 1:st/7:th and 10th houses. This configuration has lately been hit by Mercury, Sun, Venus from your 4:th house. Mars is still to come I'm sad to say. Be prepared for this one! Take everything nice and slow. No mather what will happend.

It's a miracle that you have any relationships left at all! :-)

And considering the two eclipses in Gemeni and the one in Cancer this summer, all in your 3:d and 4:th houses, also beeing hit by the same planets in the same order. Gosh! No wonder you feel lika a havoc when it comes to relationships of any kind!

But there are good things to come later on. You will have transiting Saturn trine natal Saturn in 7:th and 3:d pretty soon. And for a rather long time thanks to retro motion of Saturn. And that one is really good. It's a time in life when you suddenly understand WHY and what you are supposed to do about it.

You are very much Leo? Sun/Moon/Mercury/Mars. It must have been hard when you where a child. Maybe not as hard as for an Aries but still very hard.

If you like, post your "Natal and Progressed Chart". That's where we can see if what you feel right now is just a passing thing or if there is some life-changing stuff going on.

Love/Anna

posted July 15, 2011 09:56 AM            

just two days ago, i was reading here on LL about horary and i did a chart about
"what is wrong"
and i generated the chart and it had exact this placement... 6 degrees sag AC and planets in same place
is it really possible for universe to give same answer to two people living in different parts of world looking for same thing?

posted July 15, 2011 12:07 PM            

I guess we were thinking about the same thing, at around the same time..

@ Anna-Lena.. OOO wow... Thanks for that info.. Yes Its a mess.. Yesterday I got so upset, and ****** off, I almost walked off my job... I left for lunch and calmed down, I was gone for an hour... Thank god for Lunch time.. lol

What should I expect with Mars?

Here is my natal/progressed..

posted July 16, 2011 10:06 AM            

Well; anger, fire, rage, explosions, competitiveness, rape, murder, violence, jealousy, sexuality, passion, hatered, sudden urges to the colour red in clothing, shoes, hair and so on.

After all, Mars is a Malefic. Some modern astrologers refer to Mars as "pure energy, not good or bad" and "there are no bad planets". BS if you ask me. Energy alright, but very harsh energy.

So for now, just keep your head down, your nose to the grindstone and don't let yourself be provoked in any way. By anyone. Don't take any action whatsoever. Just watch and be nice to people. Even those who are letting you suffer from their Mars! Don't respond! Be nice!

Mars is moving pretty fast so it will all be over by late August. And then you will see everything much more clearly.

Your Progressed chart is so interesting! I will get back to it later but I have to point out a couple of things right now.

Your progressed Moon is in Cap. Since about eight months ago. It's a hard placement for Moon since it's in detriment. Disposed by old man Saturn. It's a 30-month journey when you are helped (forced, that is) to build, define, rebuild all of your emotional structures. Very painfull. You feel cornered, in the spot and utterly helpless. Confused to.

But it will end, and by the time your Moon enters Aqua you will have all aspects of your life put into order. Saturn will force you to do it! :-)

And, you have your progressed Venus soon conj your sixth house stellium. It's so very nice! And you have a natal Jupiter Rx. Who is now direct! That is very, very rare!

posted July 16, 2011 12:23 PM            

As for Mars.. ooo Nowww you tell meee... Ok I can see that, I can see this has already been in issue that just started... Ive been feeling attacked lately.. Like WTF s everyone after me for.. So I admit I have been reacting.. So I will try to focus more on keep the peace.
Late Aug you say.... sighhhhh thats along time.. for me to not react... OO boy..

So its the progressed moon thats been confusing the heck out of me?? YES I have been soo confused.. IDK whats what.. I have no clue what I feel One day I have zero empathy, the next I feel the world on my shoulders..
I have felt like its all on me (the world) even though yes I know its not.. but IDK how to explain it... I want to run and live in the woods...

I have to admit, this last year has been very interesting. I have been extra social (not usual) Ive changed the way I dress.. (ok yes Uranus, been changing for like 2 years though) I'm going through a lace stage right now.. lol) I have always dressed masculine.. Jeans,Tennis shoes.. I have grew out my nails, and get my toes done.. Wearing heels... (idk still trying to get use to those things)
Anyways.. I have been meeting sooo many people having this "relationships" hit me one after another.. Very intense (even with women friends) I can deal and handle these, I actually like this, and I am getting hit with lessons, which I am ok with..
Its just what I feel bothers me.. I really dont want to feel.. But yes I am being forced to .. I hate that...
Leo's dont do well with force... hahahha Its not on my terms, and I cant control it.. so annoying..
Im not prepared to deal with all these emotions..

I look forward to hear what you have to say about P Venus/ on the stellium and about Jupiter.. Good NEWS.. YAHHH I need some..

My SR will be in a few weeks, Im already feeling it...
My ASC is in early Leo, which puts my natal Leo Stellium in SR H1.. Im already feeling this, Ive been sooooooo LEO lately.. Someone even asked me if I was a Leo.. hehehehehhe