posted July 17, 2011 09:12 PM
Not that I really want to put myself out there like this, but I just want to get it off my chest.. And get some possible feed back... There is this Sag man at work.. (sigh.. I know) BUT we work for the company but not at the same location. Our offices are about 30 miles apart..(we are both managers) I do have verbal communication with him on a weekly basis though, Since I keep an eye on all of Southern California, I have to contact him about the location he is in charge of..
Anyways we started talking a few months ago, we have gone out and played pool and had some drinks.. We were calling each other our going out buddy.. No biggie, we would meet up at a pool hall, play pool drink, and leave separately.
So on Thursday he called me, hey I will be in your area in about 15 mins, wanna go have a drink..
I had a really bad day, and was wanting to get out of the house.. So I was like H E L L YEAH!!!
He said ok Ill pick you up in 15 mins, I said wait Im not dressed, I need about an hour to get dressed (I was a total bum) He said well Im just going to go home then, Ill drive back... He had to work on Fri but I didnt. ( I took the day off) so I said well Ill just meet up with you in your area.. So you dont have to drive back..
He said ok COOL... He said to meet him at his house.. I said OK.. This was around 730..
Well I got dressed and left, I stopped at a store, and some young guys were commenting on my car... Saying DAMMM thats a bad azz car...
They CHALLENGED me to a race!!! Well since Im highly competitive and well a show off. (Im a total car chick!) I accepted the challenge. ROFL!!! lol
So there I was racing the guys on the freeway for a while... LOL... I TOTALLY WON BY THE WAY!
Anyways I looked at the clock and it was already after 10.. :O so I ditched those guys and jumped on another freeway to go to Sag's house..
When I get there he's like DAMNN girl what took soooooo long... lol.. I laughed and told him what I did.. He laughed...
He said hey Its getting kind of late, wanna just kick it here (planned..lol) I have alcohol..
I said yeah sure no biggie.. So we were drinking and talking... Nothing else going on... It was getting late, I asked him hey its getting late, you have to work, you want me to leave...
He said nooooooooo... I want you to come and lay down with me, he grabbed my hand and lead me to the room (ok, I know big shocker there..lol)
I'll spare the rest of the details
Well I woke up at 430 am... I said OMG... Holy CRAP!! crap crap crap.. Oo lordy..
I jumped up, got dressed and sneaked out of the house.. Quietly I didnt want to wake him up... I ran to my car and flew home..
Let me tell you about him. I dont have his placements.. Just he's a Sag... but I bet he's got Cap in him... He's a total workaholic. He works 14 hrs a day.. Even goes in on the weekends..
Let me tell you this man is GORGEOUS! He's done some modeling, and has like the most perfect body.. and ooo that chest (swooning)
All us ladies at work, talk about how fine he is... LOL Saying man.. one day.. one day Ill get that... LOL...
Anyways.. So the next day he texts me.. He said what the heck happen last nite?????
I said what do you mean... We then spoke over the phone, he asked if "something" happen because he doesnt know for sure.. (geee talk about boosting my ego) not cool!
I told him yes.. something happpen, he said I thought so... but wasnt 100% sure..
He apologized to me (confused)he said Im soooo sorry, and embarrassed and I hope this doesnt affect our friendship..
I said no, of course not, we are both adults.. It is what it is...
I asked why he's embarrassed he just said hard to explain... Never telling me, what he meant..
I asked him if he regrets it then, he said ohh nooo, its not like that, not at all..
I told him for the record you have NOTHING to be embarrassed about.. (let me tell ya, he has Nothing to be embarrassed about...) Oo lordy.. lordy....lordy.... Ooo and that chest... ieee yah ieeee....
So now what do I do, now I dont feel like I can call him and say he lets go play pool, and the worst.. Whats he flipping apologizing for?? I dont get that.. What could he be embarrassed about?
sighhhh... what did I do..
putting my head down in shame