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posted July 19, 2011 12:43 PM            

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hi
i just don't understand why have all matters all of sudden started disappointing me
so much is going on that m practically torn into pieces. please tell me something. what should i do. why m i feeling so down and depressed this year?

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posted July 19, 2011 12:45 PM            

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Saturn is on your MOST sensitive spot in the chart--the IC--your raw as a baby spot.
Next to it is Uranus which says "Lets shake it up. Lets go up and down. I love shock"

What do others thing about this aspect,for one?

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Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power,love and a sound mind.

He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
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posted July 19, 2011 01:42 PM            

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Hi there,
Im by no means an expert but im becoming one on saturn, it looks like you have saturn hard pluto as well, im goin thro this i posted something on nightmare transits, dont be alarmed though by my title, if you look down you will get an idea of what goes on.... however you have to bear in mind that what is happening is a clear out of some sort, it may not feel like it, you also have a full first house which would indicate alot going on with you internally. We have a very similar solar return, i have saturn in the 7th, a full first and a few other things similar... Things will work themselves out eventually.
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posted July 19, 2011 01:43 PM            

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Hi Snooks

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Enlightenment doesn't result from sitting around visualizing images of light, but from integrating the darker aspects of the self into the conscious personality
Jung
God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power,love and a sound mind.

He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city
Proverbs

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posted July 19, 2011 01:50 PM            

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It's not strange you feel like you do. Your SR AC venus uranus in square to your N saturn/uran. You must and will leave old bad pattern before you go forward to a new better future. Saturn feels like hell sometimes but the only one which really help to go off bad things...

Your Natal house 8 triggs much by all from your SR house 1. Your mind will go trought deeply thoughts.

You also get an square to N.N...everything this year are meant to be.

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posted July 20, 2011 04:26 AM            

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i feel like crying. i was so anticipating good times this year. people told me too. i have been through alot in last 4-5 years and i thought may be now things will change, but i don't see nothing. Its not over for me yet and i feel like its never going to be.

its soooo tough for another reason that one day m very very much optimistic and next day m all about tears and heartaches.

yes i let go of my ex, finally. but m just worried this will push me back to him, these disappointments and these bad times will make me go beg him again to take me back. i so do not want to do it!

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