posted July 31, 2011 12:06 AM
This is my Conversation with him on MSN:AstroMan says:
I mean
Its a statement of fact
like
if you said
I never had sex with an American
Vapor Lash says:
but things have connotations...
its not all exactly what is being said
there are also connotations to what is being said
and in this case
putting balck girl.. jungle fever.. monkey... in the same paragraph
and ending with
"this is guaranteed sex from a new race"
sends the wrong message
AstroMan says:
holy **** man
have you seen my facebook friends list?
Vapor Lash says:
why?
u have lots of friends
why are u asking me?
i am not saying u are racist
i am saying ur words are nasty and instigating
and its partially intentional
and i know you know that
AstroMan says:
.....
Vapor Lash says:
well you DO
u know that in this particular setting on LL>.. making a thread like this
will get a LOT fo people reeled up
so obviously you want that
AstroMan says:
how is it nasty?
Vapor Lash says:
because if i was black
i would feel completely objectified
by your words
--
ok moonfish said it best
"Well at the end of the day it's good that you want to open your horizons. But uh.. going around saying "I wanna have sex with a Black Girl!" I think to myself, so? She's a girl...with darker skin :/ that's it. If your looking for advice on how to have sex with a different race..There is none! because every indivdual has there own way of going about it."
i agree to that
AstroMan says:
well at least you see that
Vapor Lash says:
i am upset because
u cant be a bit kinder or nicer
i dont really understand why u feel the need to poke ppl
AstroMan says:
I dont really understand why everyone has to be so serious over an internet forum
Vapor Lash says:
well they are.. there are mostly women – first of all.. a lot of male dominated sports or politics forums are ‘rougher’..
but LL has become serious over time
because they/we know each other
the question is AstroMan.. when you're in rome - why do u insist upon NOT doing as the romans?
AstroMan says:
I mean Vapor.....
I would never do that in public.
This is the ******* internet for christ sakes
Vapor Lash says:
but they're still people who have lives
and feelings
and thoughts
AstroMan says:
its words on a screen
Vapor Lash says:
no its not
its words coming from one human YOU
being communicated to other humans THEM
AstroMan says:
but
anyone who knows me
anyone who knows my heart
Vapor Lash says:
i mean we're chatting and its also words on a screen...
AstroMan says:
knows that I m not racist
Vapor Lash says:
yes and
so what?
i know u
i know u're not racist
but they don’t.
why would u intentionally form a negative public imagine anywhere u go?
it doesn’t matter that its online
AstroMan says:
So
Vapor Lash says:
im curious as to
what makes u
want to do this
AstroMan says:
they are judging me falsely
Vapor Lash says:
no
they're judging u based on your words
which are instigating
which anyone in the world
would judge in a negative light
AstroMan says:
not anyone in the world..
no
Vapor Lash says:
yes welll the majority imo
AstroMan says:
there are people who see the bigger picture
Vapor Lash says:
and u just dont give a **** about anyone who does not?
right?
u think that’s your prerogative?
can i tell u what it is
AstroMan says:
can you tell me what is?
Vapor Lash says:
its the fact that
u get on a high horse about being evolved and so on
and very critical of others
u act 'nose up' about many other people.. if they do not understand you it is never your fault... it is always their fault for not being evolved enough...
AstroMan says:
lol you think I believe that I am so much better than anyone else?
I mean
do you think I really believe some of the things that I write?
Vapor Lash says:
well yes.. I believe *some*
i dont like this attitude..
because i think u should be able to accept other ppl as they are...
AstroMan says:
and you think that I don't?
Vapor Lash says:
dont what?
oh accept ppl?
umm
AstroMan says:
Do you think that the things that I write is coming from my ego?
Vapor Lash says:
its coming from something else.. DELETED PART
AstroMan says:
There are people who appreciate my point of view
Vapor Lash says:
i do also ..
but actually
its not so much what ur point of view is
its the way u express it
which can be nasty at times
or shocking
it kills the message
AstroMan says:
.........
this is just one medium
you know
what is really ****** up
Vapor Lash says:
what
AstroMan says:
you have never really expierenced my other mediums
you haven't talked to me on the phone
you haven't met me in person
these are all very different expierences.
you only know of "who I am" from an internet forum or msn. Trust me. I am not the nasty person that you think that I am
I am not a nasty person at all
I am very loving
Vapor Lash says:
AstroMan
i did not say u are a nasty person
and of course ive experienced other sides of you in THIS medium
i mean u can be a warm and caring person towrads *me*
but actually on LL
most of the time you're an ass
and as u told me yourself
its not just LL
u've been banned from other forums
AstroMan says:
...
Vapor Lash says:
do u think its always their fault... and never yours?
AstroMan says:
I dont know. I am tired of trying to defend myself
you are all going to find a way to criticise me
Vapor Lash says:
ok im tired to
ok... i'll quote something bm said
just a sec
AstroMan says:
ok
Vapor Lash says:
ok this here..
"its not the fact that he MENTIONED race, but the content. If he had mentioned he met a scorpio and had said, "Oh btw, this is my first interracial experience too and I'm not sure how to go about" then I wouldn't have an issue. But when you mention how WILD AND DIFFERENT this person is because they happen to be black, that screams "I HAVE A RACE FETISH", not "Hey, I'm open to new experiences". "
this is the problem imo
with the way you expressed it
thats how i would take it
AstroMan says:
okay
so that proves my point
If I said
the exact same thing
but in a different more camouflaged manner no one would care
Vapor Lash says:
Exactly! -- so please DO SO in the future.
im glad u learnt something!
AstroMan says:
so how is it, that I am wrong for what I said just because I was doing it more directly?
Vapor Lash says:
no... there is a time to be direct
and a time not to
it is called having TACT
and being able to behave and socialize with other people
because if you cant do that... then everyone neglects the message (or your question)
and they start arguing about the way you expressed yourself
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