posted August 06, 2011 05:37 AM            

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Originally posted by bethcarliseh:
Yeah. I think that I have a special relationship with God. I think that everyone else has a special relationship with God too but they don't really take the time or develop the understanding necessary to become aware of this blessing. At the same time, God doesn't always help out or heal because you have to learn from mistakes. If God just helped everyone out, then everyone would take God for granted and never really have the feeling of success that comes with the overcoming of problems on your own.

I also like how you typed "Creepy Cool". That flows. lol.

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Hmm I like this. Its true some people don't see what they have with God or try to let him into their lives. But I also think that some people might not have that chance to especially if they are from somewhere that doesnt know about God. So its not always their fault. I think those tribal people and such are some of the purest forms of humanity out there! They go on instinct. It's like looking back at how we really were. I wonder if they have less issues with sinning. And yesss creepy cool flows hehe Whelp goodnight!
And ya It feels good to do things on our own. We grow from it and such It just hurts admitting yu were wrong and getting over that feeling and figuring all that out on our own.
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posted August 06, 2011 05:44 AM            

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Originally posted by racole12:
I just looked at my progressed chart and I noticed that when my Prog Merc went into Cappy my handwriting completely changed. When it was in Saggie... it was a complete cursive mess and now it's all block lettering, non-cursive, all capitalized.

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posted August 06, 2011 05:45 AM            

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Originally posted by L0veLess:
Hmm I like this. Its true some people don't see what they have with God or try to let him into their lives. But I also think that some people might not have that chance to especially if they are from somewhere that doesnt know about God. So its not always their fault. I think those tribal people and such are some of the purest forms of humanity out there! They go on instinct. It's like looking back at how we really were. I wonder if they have less issues with sinning. And yesss creepy cool flows hehe Whelp goodnight!

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I also try not to call God, him or attribute any sex to God because I wouldn't think that God would have a penis. If anything God would have a vagina but I don't think that God is a sex.

I also think that it is impossible to not know about God. God is imprinted in our being or DNA. We are not born blank tablets as some might think. The nature or energy of God can be found anywhere and everywhere. The "Symptoms of God". I would like to make that into a book. It is impossible to escape the reality of God's existence in other words. It is just that some people are not willing to admit that there is a power beyond them.

I'm not clear with what you mean about the tribal people. Lots of tribes have more of a understanding in God than most of us do.

posted August 06, 2011 05:48 AM            

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Originally posted by bethcarliseh:
What is malpraxis? Do you know why you were born with it? How does this disability hinder you, if at all?

Keep working on getting published. Never give up, no matter what anyone tells you. Most people are not aware of a true genius or truly great writing or art. Most of the real geniuses wouldn't be appreciated until many years have passed. That is what is so difficult about being a great or powerful personality. I bet that you are a powerful personality. What do you write about? Do you have stuff that I could read? I could tell you right away if your work is superior. Some geniuses don't like lowering their personal bar of superior insight, they really don't like coming down to the level of the masses. The successful genius, in our times realize that this is the only way, so they take the elevator to the lower floors, so everyone else can get on board.

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posted August 06, 2011 05:54 AM            

So, what does it mean when people put hearts over their "i"s instead of dots?

posted August 06, 2011 05:56 AM            

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Originally posted by Rosalind:
1. A malpraxis is a malpractice. When I was born the doctor forced my birth. It's quite complicated to explain because I don't know exactly how things happend.
2. Wait. I am NOT a genius. I see myself as a mediocre person, not a genius one. Now... I wont give up writing. Never, because it's my sense of being. I write fiction (fantasy). I don't think you would like. Also I don't have a strong personality. I am weak. So I was told.

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Are you mad at the Doctor? Do you hold any resentment or do you believe that this was supposed to happen by design?

I still don't understand your impairment. Is your right hand or arm deformed? I do not say this to be rude. I just don't know any other way to put it. I think I may have an idea. There is this girl in the movie Rose Red, who was born with a deformed arm. The arm cannot stretch out, like it goes inward towards the rib cage. Is this what you have? If not, forgive my ignorance.

Why wouldn't I like fantasy? I want to see some of your stuff.

posted August 06, 2011 06:07 AM            

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Originally posted by bethcarliseh:
Are you mad at the Doctor? Do you hold any resentment or do you believe that this was supposed to happen by design?

I still don't understand your impairment. Is your right hand or arm deformed? I do not say this to be rude. I just don't know any other way to put it. I think I may have an idea. There is this girl in the movie Rose Red, who was born with a deformed arm. The arm cannot stretch out, like it goes inward towards the rib cage. Is this what you have?

Why wouldn't I like fantasy? I want to see some of your stuff.

Also, who told you that you were weak? Why do you believe this?

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1. I am not mad. If I hold any resentment I would detroy the last piece of my heart.
2. Now... My arm and leg (because is on my full right part) are not deformed. The nerves are numb. I cannot write with my right hand, I cannot do many stuff with it. Also I cannot walk properly.
3. Many people told me I was weak.

posted August 06, 2011 06:12 AM            

Dominant signs:

posted August 06, 2011 06:24 AM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
Sand ^ I like your writing it is so different. ok, you have a lot of markers that say you know your own mind and are a v.v. determined person. You like to be thisclose to others in relationships and they can start to feel smothered. Also imaginative. I would call it sharp and that is Mars/Pluto. You can be sort of caustic and sharp tongued to people at times, esp people who you see as not up to snuff on your mental level. Your mind builds from one set of ideas on top of the next, in sort of a plodding like way, you want to be sure of yourself before you move onto the next step. You present yourself as an optimist to others and are fairly confident that you can get the job done.

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awesome! yeah ((thisclose)) haha! imaginitive maybe neptune in 3rd. it is sharp though, wow iv never seen it upclose before. maybe that's uranus too though my weakest planet it's unaspected/ singleton. saturn might make my writing small. yeah the sharp tongue, merc in aries 6th. i thought the magnified version of yours was similar to mine but when i saw the unmagnified not so much anymore. we have the same mbti- intj- system builders indeed. what decan of pisces are you? i know a march 15 and 16. 1 is an intj too. the other i dunno but very different from yours still. theirs are similar. the 15 was a lefty too.

oh and i pretty much stole my sand sig from this. i use it for wheni hafta sign a lot of contracts. everything else is how i actually write. maybe a lot more unreadable for quick notes. a tarot/ psychic guy once told me it was bad luck to make a backward movement in your signature, which is what i actually do with mine when i finish writing everything. dunno if there's any truth to that.

posted August 06, 2011 06:32 AM            

So, why would "many" people say that you are weak? How many people do you mean, when you say "many"? Also, why would you believe them?

For example, there are many people who think that I am either, insane, weird or that I need to "grow up". In the past, maybe 5 or 6 years ago, I would have gotten angry and believed these terms that they use. However, Now, I understand and with empirical evidence to support me, that I am not insane, weird or that I need to grow up. However, I could be a little more responsible I guess. I understand that I have a better grasp on the totality of the human mind, what it means and CLOSER to the actual reality of existence than those lower conscious beings who call me these limited terms of understanding.

What insanity really is, if such a thing exists, or rather, what they are projecting that they are unaware of, is that I have a more vast understanding of all that makes up the world of the mind. I can see the different realities, the meaningless perceptions of what is thought to be "reality" and the fact that true reality is somewhat distant from our current comprehension of the way that things work. It is POSSIBLE that there are people who are actually insane. But this is very difficult to prove. These, of course are people who cannot understand their perspective or why they see things a certain way, or people that have things or outside events "happen to them". This could be a better grasp on the unseen reality or it could just be a unique viewpoint which holds no basis on actual reality, which is the closest that I can conceive of anyone really being "insane".

I am called weird because that term is always applied to someone, when the observer does not understand that someone which they are trying to analyze. For lack of better terms, when you say that someone or something is weird, you are accidentally admitting that you are stupid. It is "weird" because you do not understand. You do not understand because you are ignorant of the nature or perception of that which is "weird". I could be a lot "Weirder" but I keep it PG 13 for the "kids".

posted August 06, 2011 06:34 AM            

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posted August 06, 2011 06:46 AM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
Thank you! but I'm a girl.

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posted August 06, 2011 07:21 AM            

i browsed through the thread (no offense, but i wasted time doing that... ), but i still don't understand how i get the Pullen data with dominant planets/signs. will someone explain to me?

here are my handwritings... i use cursive and block for different occasions... my default is generally cursive, but for notes or things that need to be clear, i use block letters.

posted August 06, 2011 07:23 AM            

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Here's mine

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posted August 06, 2011 08:44 AM            

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Originally posted by bethcarliseh:
Oh okay. Thanks for clearing that up!

So, why would "many" people say that you are weak? How many people do you mean, when you say "many"? Also, why would you believe them?

For example, there are many people who think that I am either, insane, weird or that I need to "grow up". In the past, maybe 5 or 6 years ago, I would have gotten angry and believed these terms that they use. However, Now, I understand and with empirical evidence to support me, that I am not insane, weird or that I need to grow up. However, I could be a little more responsible I guess. I understand that I have a better grasp on the totality of the human mind, what it means and CLOSER to the actual reality of existence than those lower conscious beings who call me these limited terms of understanding.

What insanity really is, if such a thing exists, or rather, what they are projecting that they are unaware of, is that I have a more vast understanding of all that makes up the world of the mind. I can see the different realities, the meaningless perceptions of what is thought to be "reality" and the fact that true reality is somewhat distant from our current comprehension of the way that things work. It is POSSIBLE that there are people who are actually insane. But this is very difficult to prove. These, of course are people who cannot understand their perspective or why they see things a certain way, or people that have things or outside events "happen to them". This could be a better grasp on the unseen reality or it could just be a unique viewpoint which holds no basis on actual reality, which is the closest that I can conceive of anyone really being "insane".

I am called weird because that term is always applied to someone, when the observer does not understand that someone which they are trying to analyze. For lack of better terms, when you say that someone or something is weird, you are accidentally admitting that you are stupid. It is "weird" because you do not understand. You do not understand because you are ignorant of the nature or perception of that which is "weird". I could be a lot "Weirder" but I keep it PG 13 for the "kids".

Then the issue of "growing up". What does it mean to grow up? To be "responsible"? To be like everyone else? To be like they say that you should be? To live out life on the predictable and boring road. To confine yourself to one partner (maybe more depending on your certain view of monogamy but with the same results nonetheless) who wishes to change everything about you? I could go on forever but you get the idea and at this point probably no one cares. Holy Jesus and Moses, its almost 7 bells! I am sorry, I am way off track here, you can get back to handwriting. I just needed to vent, in hopes my tum tum would get better, which it has not! **** , I hate being a woman. lol. Anyways, ta ta.

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