posted November 15, 2011 07:15 PM            

HAPPY 1000TH COMMENT, BABE! You're like, one a the big players now.

Now that aside, I noticed an aspect we both have and it's got me curious...

posted November 15, 2011 07:24 PM            

hahaha! thanks! i noticed i was that up in the game when i posted earlier and had 999

the semi-sextile, huh?

dunno.. i had a software for a while that looked into those super small aspects (harmonics) and the semi-sextile is i think about 30º in separation so you could just consider them next door neighbors..

posted November 15, 2011 07:34 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
Neighbors, huh?

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are u here?
u outside?

..u by my window?

posted November 15, 2011 07:37 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
are u here?
u outside?

..u by my window?

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posted November 15, 2011 08:05 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
LOL I'm creepin' Tuxy and I like what I see!

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posted November 15, 2011 09:37 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
LOL - stop!!!! i rofl'd so hard that it's not even funny!

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posted November 15, 2011 09:43 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
Lmfaooo, I apologize, just sometimes...I can't help it - quick, Tuxy, restrain me!

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with my saturn? lol...

-i don't know what to dooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! i don't know how i go through this.. i just had a choatic night the other day and i told myself i was going to take a break and hide away for a month and i'm not sure if i've even gotten the break that would have me feel 'rested' but i'm already itching to do something and don't know what..! it's not like i live in a lame city so i can go out and do things but i just don't knowwww what!!!!!!!

usually i just find a reason to spend money when i feel like this and it seems that no one is even posting on LL today!!!!! URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was looking forward to spending it on here for a few days, if not weeks; i don't know if i can really spend more of my time reading anymore.. my brain is overloaded with stuff! seriously, i woke up today and jumped straight to what i left off on last night and it wasn't til about a few hrs ago (maybe 2) that i had to force myself to pry it away because my eyes just didn't want to anymore... after about maybe 4 or 5 hrs of sleep, we're talking approx 7 hrs of non-stop reading just today with in-between breaks to pee and race back because i was so interested! (you'd think i'd want to pay more attn to my grammar but the reality is that i sometimes really just don't give a sh!t!.. i say to myself that i'd work on it and sometimes i do but then i see all those people who try to throw around 50 dollar words and how isolated they have the people they end up talking to feel and then i just get sooo put off by them so i don't do it because of it.. how gemini, isn't it? ended up exchanging a few words with some ph.d's and walked away so disillusioned because not even a ph.d is certification that they're not stupid and straight up losers... i've lost respect for the institutions because all they do is give the certificates for their going through the motions.. what the hell does that do? some of these places are making millions for certifying that ignorance accompanies the very same people we encounter while driving our streets! arggh.... did i digress?)

dunno what it is but even thinking about going to someone's house to hang-out or something doesn't feel the same as it did once upon a time.. i feel so estranged from people but i'd like the human connection for a bit, as it helps me feel connected...

posted November 15, 2011 09:55 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
thought about even getting in touch with that 'beast' person.. i think though that it's just because i'm bored; how selfish of me, gross!

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HAAA. Well, I dunno hide out then, if that's what you so want. I wonder...

I wonder that since, when I feel like going into seclusion, I hide away for a week, that maybe, when I'm older, might that week turn into a month?

Sometimes I feel as though my middle name is inertia as well. Sometimes.

I kinda live a lame city, but that's what friends are for! I mean, this place would be boring as hell (though not as boring as my gawd forsaken birth town) if I wasn't as social as I am.

posted November 15, 2011 10:02 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
HAAA. Well, I dunno hide out then, if that's what you so want. I wonder...

I wonder that since, when I feel like going into seclusion, I hide away for a week, that maybe, when I'm older, might that week turn into a month?

Sometimes I feel as though my middle name is inertia as well. Sometimes.

I kinda live a lame city, but that's what friends are for! I mean, this place would be boring as hell (though not as boring as my gawd forsaken birth town) if I wasn't as social as I am.

And you're right! It's like Lindaland is ghost town today...

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it's a big city, though... 'friends' around here are taken with a free gift basket of possibly organic sea salt.. some, i've heard are packaged with crushed up complementary cement rocks, included...

but yeah, you might just... i read something about how the 'youth' goes through this daredevil phase that lasts til about maybe age 23-24, etc... then they start to mature and get a little more serious and of course, at around 28-30, they experience the saturn return so it only makes sense...

posted November 15, 2011 10:07 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
it's a big city, though... 'friends' around here are taken with a free gift basket of possibly organic sea salt.. some, i've heard are packaged with crushed up complementary cement rocks, included...

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Geez...that doesn't sound too pleasant. What about like...I dunno what ta call them.

"Real" friends? But you are an adult, more or less, after all.

I heard adults have less time for friends.

posted November 15, 2011 10:11 PM            

i can be impatient, sometimes that could appear to be superficial but anyway-- whatever. uh, yeah, like, i find my interests are soooo different from just the crowd here and don't know if i feel a sense of community but i don't think i've felt that anywhere... even with 'family'.

i avoid them completely and when i have had to see them for some reason in the past, they try small talk and mingling but then i feel like they're just looking at me waiting to see what might i say or do or share because it's as if i'm so alien from them...

my upbringing was sooooooo different from all of theirs; i've never been in the same place for longer than maybe a few years before moving again and it's taken some adjustment to try to not go bezerk from living here the years that i have (which can be counted on one hand)........... i'm ranting, aren't i? i'm ranting! i know it!

i don't know what to do, honestly... i think it's this mars.. it's in my fifth now and man.. i'd go for a run but then i'd not be able to sleep and i'm getting a routine check-up on thursday but think i woke up super early today without knowing it to get in sync with it ahead of time but i don't know why... i'm just anticipating it.

this is probably why i go places late.. because it's the natal mars in me.. it just wants to get it over and done with and the waiting from the time i'm informed of something til it's actually time for it has already felt like so stupidly long to me that i then see no point in going somewhere early to wait even some more!

posted November 15, 2011 10:16 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
Geez...that doesn't sound too pleasant. What about like...I dunno what ta call them.

"Real" friends? But you are an adult, more or less, after all.

I heard adults have less time for friends.

[b]That makes me saaaad.[/B]

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don't know.. friends, i think are what kids are encouraged to make in their younger years while in school to not realize that their parents are probably wasting a lot of their time and sending them off to slowly rot their brain in some of these institutions (ever see a documentary called 'waiting for superman'?)

think i left high school with possibly one friend and that friend moved away before i even graduated so we never saw each other again til once or twice a yr later and then i moved away and so did they so it was all over the phone and internet from then on..

we shared everything! it was pretty cool as we'd talk everyday but then the 7 yr itch happened and i dropped them like a fly because not at all was it a mutually-supportive thing and that totally turned me off.

a lot of everyone that i met since i've been here, uh, well... don't know anything else of them.

i'd say maybe they're on facebook but facebook has slowly dwindled down and my news feed got slower and slower even though the friends kept increasing..

i deactivated it recently and feel it might've been a good thing, to an extent..

facebook slowly turned into more of a 'professional' than a social thing but i guess it depends on what every individual decides to use it for; me? that's what it's been.

posted November 15, 2011 10:23 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
i know you've seen my aspects, so it's ok, (i don't like throwing em out there randomly though, i'm so private.. gah!)

my upbringing was sooooooo different from all of theirs; i've never been in the same place for longer than maybe a few years before moving again and it's taken some adjustment to try to not go bezerk from living here the years that i have (which can be counted on one hand)........... i'm ranting, aren't i? i'm ranting! i know it!

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Honestly, Tuxy, I'm alright with you being supah private - it makes me feel special that I got ta see yer chart, though really, anyone and everyone could have by now.

And about the ranting thing. I like listening to/reading your rants. Really! I find it supah interesting.

posted November 15, 2011 10:25 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
...not at all was it a mutually-supportive thing and that totally turned me off.

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Personally, I feel like everyone could use some support. I try to be as supportive as possible, BUT NOT over the top about it.

Like, I make myself available, I guess? I dunno. I won't be all "CRY ON MY SHOULDER!"

But will ask questions to, y'know, help them think it through and talk it out and stuff...I dunno. "It" being like, something that's bugging them.

posted November 15, 2011 10:27 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
Honestly, Tuxy, I'm alright with you being supah private - it makes me feel special that I got ta see yer chart, though really, anyone and everyone could have by now.

And about the ranting thing. I like listening to/reading your rants. Really! I find it supah interesting.

Even in person, I just wanna hear what you'd have to say.

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lol awwwwww!!!! that's the nicest thing i've heard anyone say in quite a while! thnx for that, scorpy-boo!

posted November 15, 2011 10:35 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
Personally, I feel like everyone could use some support. I try to be as supportive as possible, BUT NOT over the top about it.

Like, I make myself available, I guess? I dunno. I won't be all "CRY ON MY SHOULDER!"

But will ask questions to, y'know, help them think it through and talk it out and stuff...I dunno. "It" being like, something that's bugging them.

I strive to be a good friend and to make people happy.

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i'm kinda like that, too.. i've been granted the gift of insight so i can really sort out through a lot of people's psyche (within healthy limits, keeping in mind certain boundaries) and i'm able guide them to better get in touch with themselves and usually find myself in some situations dealing with that.. part of my mission, i guesss... i know that i'm good at it, too, so i'm definitely cool with it, lol!

something i have in me also gains their trust right away and lots of people end up confiding in me lots of personal things and it's not a bad thing because i stay true to my word and would never betray their trust; when so many people are being advertised to or taken for all these spins, my word means more to me than probably anyone could ever know!

that's a biggie for me! at the end of the day, i'm the one that has to spend the most time with me and love myself and care for myself so i find that to be even better and more satisfying to do so when i know i've stayed true; live from the heart and you'll see great things.. the one thing the heart could probably never forgive, is if it was ever untrue to itself..

posted November 15, 2011 10:37 PM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
lol awwwwww!!!! that's the nicest thing i've heard anyone say in quite a while! thnx for that, scorpy-boo!

u turn my skies a beautiful, royal/indigo blue!

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You made me smiiile. So if you ever have something you wanna talk about or whatever, I'm here, Tuxy-boo.

posted November 15, 2011 10:39 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
You made me smiiile. So if you ever have something you wanna talk about or whatever, I'm here, Tuxy-boo.

And please know that all I've said, it's all true, just for you.

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posted November 15, 2011 10:54 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
^Was that too tacky? Too corny? In the middle of typing it I wondered if maybe I was coming on too strong or something.

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we've both got a venus in water
both, (mine is) in the piscean decan...

seriously?

i might rule with an iron fist sometimes.. but come on, scorpy

lol