posted November 21, 2011 02:13 PM            

am loyal and faithful lover, I would never do anything to tarnish a relationship. And If I was no longer interested I would abort the relationship and TELL them so. I take relationships VERY seriously and I never get involved with anyone that I do not wish for any form of permanency. I like being in long-term relationships. Im not a serial dater I like to stick and be with ONE person, but clearly many don't 'buy' this. I find that with the people that I date there seems to be a pattern here - they all don't trust me.. for whatever reason. They don't trust me to stick around, don't trust me to be faithful, you name it!

They say they do, but we all know actions SPEAK louder than words. By how they behave, the questions they ask all of that stuff it leads me to believe my partner at the time does not trust me for whatever reason. When I disappear not for their sake, but because I need reclusion/space for my sanity = mistrust, anything I do = mistrust. And I don't get why as I have never given any of my previous partners a reason to not trust me. I am very loyal, patient and supportive. Is it the Venus(pisces house 1) Quincunx Chiron (house 7 leo) that allows my partner for whatever reason not to trust me? Thats the only placement I have in House 7..

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posted November 21, 2011 02:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
12th house planets may make people feel you are hiding something. With this placement, you will have to struggle NOT to hide things to yourself, first of all. This may be the root of what they are picking up

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Good point, I have sun in house 12 and uranus and neptune in house 12. Its kind of hard. I'm normally a secretive person, not because I am hiding information in a negative light, I just like to keep things to myself. The whole "private" living is expanded 200x for me. I have to be pushed and pulled to divulge information.. often I resist and rebel against anyone trying to get information out of me. I can be mistrusting of them, for example when someone asks me a question i tend to get defensive of course this doesn't show (its all in my head) I think "Well WHY do YOU want to know x y and z?" even someone asking "how are you?" i think "why DO YOU want/need to know how I am?"

posted November 21, 2011 05:49 PM            

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Originally posted by YoursTrulyAlways:
In order to let others into your life, you must first be willing to open yourself up a little. Think of it as a door. If it isn't open, nobody can come in.

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This. ^

posted November 21, 2011 05:55 PM            

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Originally posted by lindisfarne:
Good point, I have sun in house 12 and uranus and neptune in house 12. Its kind of hard. I'm normally a secretive person, not because I am hiding information in a negative light, I just like to keep things to myself. The whole "private" living is expanded 200x for me. I have to be pushed and pulled to divulge information.. often I resist and rebel against anyone trying to get information out of me. I can be mistrusting of them, for example when someone asks me a question i tend to get defensive of course this doesn't show (its all in my head) I think "Well WHY do YOU want to know x y and z?" even someone asking "how are you?" i think "why DO YOU want/need to know how I am?"

haha does that make sense? I am very reclusive with information especially in regards to myself. So anyone that wants to know something from me offline has to really push me and pull me.. But I don't hide things *all* the time, I understand I give off the appearance that I am "mysterious" and not "Showing all of my cards" thats also something a lot of people tell me.. most of the time I don't even know what I feel/how i feel, late reactions is something prominent with me in regards to sun/aquarius in house 12

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Yes, it is an inherent part of you, not a trying to hide, intentionally. The 12th house planet turns inward. It is VERY hard. I can relate with Retro Saturn conj the ASC cuz Retro is similar.

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posted November 21, 2011 06:01 PM            

Is this how you experience it?

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posted November 21, 2011 06:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You have an opposition of your Nep and Uranus to the moon in the 5th, I think. So, your emotions will want to go out, dance a jig and have fun, but your 12th house planets will say"Protect yourself, hide, stay safe from rejection if people see the real you"

Is this how you experience it?

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posted November 21, 2011 07:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Lonake:
I thought of Uranus first, you have both Mars & Venus in aspect to it.
You said you're vain, that doesn't help either.
Also you have a lot of focus on yourself w.Sun conj Merc conj Asc, it doesn't help to make the other partner think that you are there for them. Sun is the DSC ruler, Leo Dsc wants the partner to serve their ego on some level, and your Sun like I said, is right there on Merc/Asc. Mars sq Jupiter doesn't really help, then Venus trine Pluto from 1st, you look like you're out to secure something from others via your looks, looking for power from relationships. It's not that difficult to see.
Chiron in the 7th doesn't help love matters, but that's more in general.
That's if the tob is valid. Looks rounded off, of course it is true that some people are born at the top of the hour.

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Man----that is such a putting together of the chart. I want to get to that place!

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