posted November 23, 2011 07:42 AM            

I'm feeling a bit uneasy about things lately and some unexpected and unsettling developments have come up like.....a friend of mine is now in touch with an ex of mine who in the past had a very powerful impact on my life when he was in it and when he left it too. All the memories have come flooding back and out of the people I knew many many moons ago, who have gone from my life, I remember this bloke the most. Maybe my friendship with him was the most painful one for me......

I am happy for my friend that she has found him. She was searching for him over this past while. She gives me updates but it is sort of like ripping a scab off an old wound. I loved it when he was mysterious out there in the universe and the past feelings/memories were buried.