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Topic: is the better time on a horizon? Please help
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Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 10:36 AM
  
Hi
Is there better time on horizon for me? Or Not
I am going through a hard time. I am emotionally drain and tired
And the hopelessness of the situation making me very sad.
Carrier wise, I am ok for now Even though My Company went trough multiple restructuring in 2011 ONLY. I was moved 4!!! times from one department to another.
But what really concerned me are 2 things
1. Love
2. Money
I know I know, cornerstones of modern society.
I am so tired of being alone; I feel a void in my heart.
I am not afraid of being alone, but I prefer not to. Human being a social “animals” so to speak and we crave companionship.
I am quite social, I like people for the most part, I do not have plenty of friends but I have couple of really good friends, I have wonderful parents. And I have adorable baby girl  (She is my heart and soul) and yet…. Some part of my heart is empty.
I told myself I have to be thankful for all the good staff in my life. And I am, but…. Still…. The sad thing, I am not attracted to anybody. Nobody makes my heart beat faster and verse versa. I am wondering why? I am not THAT old, I am NOT THAT shaded, I am not THAT ugly lolMoney, ahhh interesting topic.
I have never been interesting in money per ser. Yes, I paid my bills, and I lived without any debt, but I did not have ANY savings until 5 years ago. Stupid? You bet. It just has never crossed my mind to save ( I guess, it was my aqua sun)
About 5 years ago I decided to save… and I was able to my surprise.
Pluto went into my second house 2 years ago. In the beginning it was great. I bought a condo for myself (very modest, but MINE), then hell broke loose. I lost almost everything. I am in so much debt right now. Even though I work as a professional (I am an engineer) and I do make comfortable salary. Honestly I am dreading my future.
In Eastern Europe, where I am originally from. We have a saying ” If you do not have love you will have money, if you have money you will not have love”
Well….. LOL I am without either. Can you help please? Can you look at the transits?
Please do…. For some reason when I post a new tread on LL nobody answers. Well… almost http://images16.fotki.com/v363/photos/8/1844118/10247634/transitsdec132011-vi.gif IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 11:31 AM
anyone, pleaseIP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
From: USA
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posted December 13, 2011 04:15 PM
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RegardesPlatero
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From: Storybrooke, Mr. Gold's Shop
Registered: Sep 2011
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posted December 13, 2011 05:38 PM
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Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted December 13, 2011 06:36 PM
Thank you so much RegardesPlatero
all of it what you wrote resonates in my heart.
However I want to clarify the gender. I am a girl  IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
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posted December 14, 2011 08:03 AM
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YoursTrulyAlways
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Registered: Oct 2011
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posted December 14, 2011 08:44 AM
I just wanted to chime in to express my empathies and morale support. I'm no expert a astrology, so I won't comment.Home ownership, regardless of how modest, is a heavy responsibility and has been over-emphasized by society. Behind maintaining a residence is usually a debt load. These are challenging times and the only course of action is to ride out this economic downturn. You have your lovely daughter, and in the whole scheme of things, your ties to your loved ones are your most precious assets. Rejoice because nobody can take those away from you. Keep your confidence up. Keep your patience. These times shall pass, and the love of your life will walk into your life when you least know it. IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted December 14, 2011 10:21 AM
YTA
Thank you Your words and encouragement do make difference.
I always remind myself a saying which was written on King Solomon ring. "and that shall pass".
I still would love to have some kind of interpretation of my transits.
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YoursTrulyAlways
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posted December 14, 2011 11:40 AM
You are most welcome! Gam zeh ya'avor - This too shall pass. I am endeared to women who know their Scripture. Being a man, I am especially affected by the burdens of women. At the end of the day, it is faith that carries us through these challenging times.  Hug your daughter a couple extra times I wish I could do more. Unfortunately, I'm a total novice at astrology so I an unable to comment about transits. IP: Logged |
Still_Hopeful
Knowflake Posts: 505
From: USA
Registered: Aug 2009
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posted December 14, 2011 02:12 PM
YTA
thank you
To know the history is very important in my mind. Even though I am do not belong to any institution of faith, I am rather spiritual.
yes, I will hug my little Sofia extra times.
But if I hug her more I am afraid she will turn to "mashed potato". I am very affectionate by nature (all my family is).
Sofia is a mix decent (as your kids). I hope she inherited the best from the 2 world, if not well...it does not matter. i still love her more than anything.
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VenusDiSirius
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posted December 18, 2011 09:47 PM
Mars transiting H9 coincides with those times when you think that you have fought too much,and no award;when you feel you should give in. WRONG.
You really have to follow through,for it will be very productive when Mars hits H10.
Think next few months as preparation,perfecting your craft/goals. IP: Logged |
VenusDiSirius
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posted December 18, 2011 09:48 PM
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