posted December 28, 2011 10:16 AM            

So I'm posting this in hopes to relate to others who have the need for self discovery as well. I know this has nothing to do with astrology.

Obviously not everyone is into this sorta of stuff. Except a few people I know but they just nod and look at me blankly, then lose interest. I'm also comfortable enough with this forum to talk about myself

I don't know if any of you guys study numerology but I find it so fascinating. I'm blowing off some steam in this post. So I might whine a bit.

The most interesting things about numerology you can find out your lessons in life, also your karma lol.
I'm actually seeing myself go through my lessons now! Its scary
I've studied my parents numerology chart and could see them infront of my eyes dealing with their lessons also.

The point of this post is, I'm curious about other peoples lessons and karmic debt. I wonder if you relate to it and how you're dealing with it If you know a lot about numerology
I would like to hear some things I probably would not know. Also your opinion about it

This is my first challenge in life, its self explanatory. You have 3 challenges in each phase of your life.

"A 7 Challenge always marks a very serious period in your life. This period will be marked by intense introspection and the pursuit of spiritual wisdom. Your challenge will be to move through this period of self-discovery while dealing with the isolation such inner journeys often cause. Also you will have to learn to differentiate reality from fantasy.
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Like you have no idea how much I relate to this especially about the isolation part.

Okay so now I'm going to bring up karma which I'm seriously dealing with right now

"Karmic Debt Numbers signify past abuses of your talents that you must make amends for. Like all of us, you have made many choices and taken many actions in your lives. Some of those choices and actions have been mistakes. Your past errors must be addressed, so you can use your Karmic Debt Numbers to identify exactly what type of mistakes you have made in the past and how you can atone for them."

This one is not very specific. A bit irrelevant for this time in my life.

"A 14 Karmic Debt Number indicates that you have abused your right to freedom. Possibly you increased your freedom to act at the costs of others, or you exercised your free will in ways that abused your own spirit (e.g., drug use). The solution for you is to find a true path to freedom that does not harm you or others around you."

Hmmmmmm..... lol I do relate to this also in some aspects.

"A 16 Karmic Debt Number points to an abuse of love in your past. Your were not honest about your feelings and/or neglected to consider the feelings of others. You also might manipulated those you have seduced. The consequence of these actions is that you must now reconnect with that part of your spiritual self that will not allow you to misuse love and affection. Doing this is no easy task. To succeed that which earned you the 16 must be destroyed, so a more spiritually ethical self can take its place."

Okay so I feel like number 16 is the reason I have a non existant love life. I noticed most of the people I associate with and know are in a relationship. Also then there is the attraction issue. I'm usually not attracted to the random people who pursue me. The people who I get crushes on are always unobtainable. I'm a 12th house venus if I use whole signs. I've never had a serious relationship. ever. I mean you could say that this hardly important right now but it obviously tells you what kind of person I am by making a huge deal of this. haha according to numerology I took advantage of other people and now I need pay consequences,

I noticed with my mother her challenges and karmic debt all have to do with money and greed. which is obvious in her life. Ironically None of my lessons or challenges have to do with money, and I get all the necessities I need. Some times all the bells and whistles regardless of my parents financial situation. Which I am so so thankful for.

My father has 0 challenges, and actually no karmic debt. He's always doing is own thing. He's like a child playing around enjoying whatever life has to offer. complete leo.
I'm not getting into any more details hahahaha.
http://cafeastrology.com/numerology2/index.htm