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posted February 09, 2012 09:39 AM            

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Fear of losing control and having my heart/soul/life shattered into pieces!

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posted February 09, 2012 09:45 AM            

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vlog response to fears. http://youtu.be/d5qhxUw5-00

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posted February 09, 2012 10:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Chironrising:
vlog response to fears. http://youtu.be/d5qhxUw5-00

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Are you following meeeee?

I noticed a trend of threads I recently responded to, you responded to them a little bit later too! ;D

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posted February 09, 2012 10:16 AM            

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haha...noticed that too.

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posted February 09, 2012 10:16 AM            

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I'm following this now http://youtu.be/RXe8PFKsOIc
it makes me feel good for workin for my hugs GEROME!

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posted February 09, 2012 10:32 AM            

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My, that's rather nice. I'm jammin' out to Adele, this fine morning. C:

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posted February 09, 2012 10:42 AM            

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NOICE!!!

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posted February 09, 2012 11:23 AM            

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Rolling in the deep?

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posted February 09, 2012 11:25 AM            

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Chill.

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posted February 09, 2012 11:28 AM            

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Adele

Rolling in the Deep
Someone like you
Set Fire to the Rain

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posted February 09, 2012 11:43 AM            

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A lot of Adele. She's my fav artist currently...I especially love Set Fire to the Rain. Adele and Crystal Castles have pretty much consisted my recent playlist.

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posted February 09, 2012 11:45 AM            

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yum.

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posted February 09, 2012 11:51 AM            

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I was walking with a ghost! I said please...please don't...no matter which way you go....you're out of my mind...I was walking with a ghost!
http://youtu.be/jeYyoU8kKPQ

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posted February 09, 2012 12:13 PM            

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Fears:

- People I love dying

I have no problem with people leaving. As long as I know they are still of this world.

- Bugs & insects

They freak me out big time! If I know it's there, it's not so bad. But when it comes out of nowhere, I SCREAM.

Don't know what in my chart causes this.

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"Cynicism, like gullibility, is a symptom of underdeveloped critical faculties." — Jamie Whyte
"I am not absentminded. It is the presence of mind that makes me unaware of everything else." ― G.K. Chesterton

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posted February 09, 2012 01:31 PM            

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Being Buried Alive; Drowning; Having my throat slashed.

Not being in control of how I die. Death itself isn't the issue.

Kind of odd...

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posted February 09, 2012 01:35 PM            

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Blindness, i am very afraid of that ever going to happen. Saturn on the MC

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posted February 09, 2012 04:28 PM            

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Things happening with my head.

Losing my mind. Having my eyeballs scratched out, being scalped while alive, having my nose cut off, having my lower jaw broken and ripped off while being alive etc etc ...

Another is fear is darkness, I sleep with lights on when I'm alone. I'm also scared of mirrors during the night. The transition from day to night feels very scary and volatile to me. I usually do something upbeat or watch something funny to keep my mind busy during those transitioning minutes.

Sun & Venus in Twelfth house.
Sagittarius in Saturn.

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posted December 27, 2012 05:10 AM            

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i am extremely afraid of sharks.. this fear started back in 2007 when i had a shark encounter at coney island (sand shark). which has caused me to now have this stupid shark phobia (Galeophobia). which has ruined my love for boats, beaches and pools/lakes/rivers. which is something i used to LOVE ever since i was a baby. so much, that as a child i used to demand that my parents take me to the pool/beach every thursday or weekend (an they did too). i just loved being in water( i'm water dominant btw). now i cannot even take bubble baths anymore because of this phobia. even showering is a bit of a problem lol (because some part of me is actually convinced that there IS a shark right under the bath tub, or behind the wall, ready to break through and eat me -_-). however, despite having this phobia, i LOVE shark week LOL. these creatures do fascinate me on some level. but ONLY when i'm watching them on tv
-i'm terribly afraid of developing some type of disease, or contracting an std.which is one of the main reason's i am celibate. i'm also hypochondriac

- PORTER POTTIES.

- getting cheated on (especially emotional cheating). or falling/being in love with someone, who ends up falling out of love with me.

-walking DOWN the stairs scares me a lot sometimes.. i have this fear of loosing my balance and falling to my death. my vision even gets blurry when i'm looking down at the stairs. ive rarely been able to walk down some stairs without holding on to the handrails or at least touching them in some way.

-small insects creeeeep me out bad.

-being pushed into train tracks

-becoming blind. and i HATE when people cover my eyes from behind. it makes me panic soo bad and angry,that i actually once hit a friend in the face by accident for sneaking up on me from behind covering my eyes.

but my biggest fear of all though, is loosing my mother. despite all the intense issues me and her have had, the thought of my mother dying just hurts me soo bad. about a year ago, i was CONVINCED my mother was going to die soon. i kept obsessing about it to the point i could NOT go to sleep until she woke up EVERY morning. and even while she slept, i would go into her room to make sure she wasn't dead or some sh*t . and i'd check all over the house, looking for pill bottles, and doing research on EACH one, to see what each medication was for. thinking she might be secretly taking medication for some disease or something, that i didn't know about (yea it got that bad). this started because i had a very vivid horrible nightmare about her dying unexpectedly. i tend to have dreams that actually end up coming true (in few cases the real life event was exactly like how i dreamt it), so naturally i was super paranoid.

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posted December 27, 2012 06:05 AM            

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I also fear deep waters that are full of the unknown. Not afraid of drowning or death though.

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same here.

I have a list actually:

I fear heights.
Rats
am claustrophobic too.

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posted December 27, 2012 06:14 AM            

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- Blindness. Unfortunately this is more probable than I'd like it to be.
- Being disabled in any way or living a vegetable life for years in a hispital or some other place. Generally being trapped in my body and not being able to take care of myself.
- Big amount of insects and any amount of hornets. I usually panick if I think I see one.
- Old age. I don't wanna live very long.
- Acid "shower" since I read about muslim women who were attacked with acid and saw their pictures.
- Being unhappy for the rest of my life.
- Losing control over my feelings.
- Unplanned pregnancy.

Capricorn Saturn in the 5th house.

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posted December 27, 2012 07:37 AM            

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Chaetophobia - fear of loose hair (unattached in my case)
Virgo Asc - neat freak ; ;

myriopodophobia - fear of centipedes/milipedes

idk o.o

Nosocomephobia - fear of hospitals/asylums as well as Dementophobia - fear of going insane

actually, I have a fear of the odour of hospials/institutions, and an intense almost hatred of hospitals. Fearing madness... Baachus cnj Uranus cnj Venus in Sag 4h - or Eris/Pholus cnj 8h Aries with nasty aspects all around

Agathoraphobia - fear of abandonmen/rejection coupled with Eremiphobia - fear of being left completely alone

iunno? maybe Ariadne 12h sq Eros/Saturn 3h
or Venus/SN opp Vesta/NN -IC/MC ?

Virginitiphobia - fear of rape (The Rape of Lucretia by Felice Ficherelli)

Lucretia Sco 3h square Nessus-Thereus Leo h12

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posted December 27, 2012 07:38 AM            

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cont...

Zeusophobia - fear of God (Chandra observatory)

- 9h Taurus Moon cnj Chiron?? ~opp Saturn? (again I don't know why)

and um... galactic-xenophobia - fear of aliens

- not sure on aspects relative to the phobia/paranoia haha - maybe all those stars touching on important luminaries idk rly~

Fear of losing a child/a child dying

Klytamenestra cnj Sun - Capricorn 5h

~ and there's also. fear of failure - Kakorrhaphiophobia >.< --- Saturn is lord of taskmasters, rules my 5h sun from Scorpio 3h.

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posted December 27, 2012 09:06 AM            

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Regrets

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posted December 27, 2012 10:28 AM            

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Aries Saturn in 1st house.
Fear of abandonment.

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posted December 27, 2012 10:30 AM            

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Wait! Am supposed to name a specific placement?? Hmmm...can't think of one. I just don't want to die having regrets.

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