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Topic: Can someone please tell me whats going on astrologically?
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peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 13, 2012 05:59 PM
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lalalinda Moderator Posts: 2186 From: nevada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 14, 2012 01:42 AM
Hello peachbeigeblue! Welcome to LL
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Planet Queen Knowflake Posts: 162 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 14, 2012 01:48 AM
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Planet Queen Knowflake Posts: 162 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 14, 2012 01:53 AM
Astrologically speaking, were going through similar things considering I'm 5 days older than you. Honestly though, I'm starting to realize that everything boils down to having low self esteem. And especially as a Leo, we pride ourselves for being unique and unfortunately when we don't feel special the depression takes over and its an endless cycle of self-loathing. Pluto to Mars can be transforming. Try to nourish yourself and things will start to look up, trust me... IP: Logged |
BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 14, 2012 02:24 AM
peachbeigeblue -Things have been tough for everyone, you just have to have faith that whatever you're feeling is temporary. No one feels happy 100% of the time. Roll with it. The Mercury & Mars Retrogrades have been rough, but things are starting to relax a bit, and you'll realize very soon that you can just breathe easier. ------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. IP: Logged |
peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 14, 2012 12:19 PM
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BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 16, 2012 02:02 AM
peachbeigeblue -Hi again. Well, it looks like your T-Square is between Pluto, Mercury & your Moon, is that right? I have a T-Square, so look at your Empty Space, which is directly across from the Apex of your T-Square. Your Apex is your Mercury in Leo in the 9th House. Your Empty Space is your 3rd House in Aquarius. Without going into too much detail, unless you request it, that Empty Space is where you "fall" after the tensions from the Opposite "legs" break. A 3rd House/Aquarius energy is an extremely social one. Add to that you're a Leo, very social, and with a Taurus Moon you have a natural ability to attract quality and sometimes material wealth. So there may be huge introspection regarding the "value" of things, or what true wealth really is. You Venus is in Gemini, and Gemini is Ruled by the 3rd House, your Empty Space. So when the tension builds up and the T-Square breaks down, it affects your love life. On top of that, your Moon is in Earthy Taurus, and in the practical 6th House, and whatever's in that House needs to be in order. With your Moon there, you may have a greater need to sort your feelings out. Opposite that is Pluto in Scorpio in the 12th, which is much more "sensory" oriented. So the T-Square is teetering between logic/practicality to feelings/subconscious'.
Perhaps with your Scorpio Ascendant & your Mars in Aries in the 5th House, the House that Rules Leo, you are relying too much on your impulsive actions to get you thru. What are you doing in terms or work or education, you know, hobbies, what are your outlets?
Finally, I'll just say this, and just trust me because I know a little bit about it. You can do all the "right things" and yet inner peace will elude you. Your mindset is very much about earning your rewards, which is a very noble place to be. But ask yourself, would you rather have nobility or peace? Just ask yourself. Also ask yourself, what is more important, the condition or your heart, or the truth? Think about that. You see, because when your at the very precipice of inner peace, it can literally feel like "death", and it can make some people reject it outright and very impulsively, because at first it feels like a threat to your survival. This is on a very primal level.
As you get older, you allow the things that don't work anymore to go by the wayside. It IS a little bit like a death at first. Stay on course and you may realize, it's not death, it's just inner peace knocking at your door. This is important because sometimes when people are very "reputation" oriented, they begin to feel resentment on a very subconscious level, and may act out in ways that may be hidden even to themselves. What they're seeking is the "right" to be free to just be themselves without the ton of weight of perceived obligations to others. Study that Empty Space and what it means in terms of what is lacking in your life. The next time you fall into that Empty Space, (and you will), it helps you to have filled some of that void in your life beforehand.
Your Apex & your Leo Sun are both in the 9th House, which brings you great opportunities for higher education, travel and communicating with those from other countries. So, you have the resources, you can do this. ------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. IP: Logged |
peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 16, 2012 02:03 PM
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BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 16, 2012 11:23 PM
You wrote: quote: i always thought it was my sun, asc, and moons t square because they're all at 12 degrees and my mercury is at 14.
I'm looking at that .jpg of your Wheel, it looks like the line is tilting from the Moon to just above the Asc, to Pluto. But you may be right. And it shows Pluto is Square both Sun & Mercury. To learn about your Empty Space, study what a 3rd House Aquarius Cusp represents. You'll find a lot online if you do a search. People here are always recommending good articles, etc. To me, it may have to do with the UNmaterialistic side of life. Like you said, sharing for the sake or sharing. And.. Oh, those questions were, "would you rather have nobility or peace?"
and "what is more important, the condition of your heart, or the truth?" Because nobility could include something like what you're saying about your work ethic, you almost seem to confirm that you're leaning towards "peace" in that you quit your job. And the other, the condition of your heart because when we're in a denial phase (perhaps just one of many), we take on a sort of fake "I'm a happy person" thing, or we focus too much on our surface appearance, and I for one don't think us humans are as good at juggling that surface image with "the truth" before us as we think we are. Especially if we're receiving a lot of short-term instant rewards, such as in the case of people who are always in the limelight. Many of them crash & burn because they fake the condition of their heart so well, they begin to drift from the truth. It can be difficult because when we're focused on the truth, our entire posture, forms of eye contact, and expectations for every nuance of gratification changes completely. At first it can feel like trying to write with your left hand if you're right-handed. So it just depends how deep you want to go with it. In my personal experience I've found that I'm much happier without the constant almost obssessive compulsive surface image thing. For example, if you're in a store and you don't get treated the way you want or expected, your reflex may be to think about stuff like, "My hair's a mess today, no wonder." Or something like that. You can't control what people think of you!! Again, depends how deep you want to go. I've found that when the "condition of my heart" is on an even scale with "the truth", that it's something people pick up on and the results are even more amazing. When you're confident of your heart's intent being number one priority, without even a micro-second of self-doubt throughout your day, that's what comes across as most powerful, even if your hair's not perfect, or you're wearing a crazy hat, or your jeans aren't the latest style, etc. Hope that makes sense so far. ------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. IP: Logged |
peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 17, 2012 12:20 AM
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BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 17, 2012 12:46 AM
No No! Please don't edit. Add another post, but don't edit. It's important in this context.I was super mean to guys in those days too. It's from feeling the world is your oyster, but no one can reach you. Want to say, think about fashion and how it's sold to us. We are able to become many characters, and we're willing to spend a heck of a lot of money to do it. But do you see any potential pitfalls? Even if you're wearing that outfit for a 3-hour dinner, that's way too long to be disconnected.
You know, we have a problem, we tell ourselves if we buy that shade of lipstick, or that dress, or those shoes, we'll feel better. But we don't, and it often just makes us feel worse. Like an alchoholic who just needs that one drink. The next day you have a hangover, no problems solved. Have you ever spent some time at a hospital just to walk around? That's one way to get focused on what's important, if you know what I mean.
I think since you've gone through this long period of being "untouchable", you may have lost sight of what there really is to touch. Inner peace is difficult sometimes because we FEAR that others will never notice the honest work we're doing, or the progress we're making. Inner peace is not about how fast. ------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. IP: Logged |
BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 17, 2012 12:52 AM
UH! I'm too late, you've already edited. Well, my post stands, but let me see what changes you've made: OK, you wrote:
quote: I literally have no filter. It's part of my charm
Ha Ha! Me too. So funny. It's that openness & the hope of vulnerability that guys love. They mistake spontaneity for vulnerability every time. Will they ever learn? Ha Ha! Going to get some ZZZZZzzz's. Ciao! ------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. IP: Logged |
peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 17, 2012 01:07 AM
What are your placements? Like sun moon asc venus? Goodnight! IP: Logged |
BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 18, 2012 05:18 PM
Sun - Libra Moon - Cancer Merc - Scorp Venus - Virgo Mars - ScorpThe only Fire in my Chart is Uranus & North Node in Leo. As for the 5th House, my Sun in Libra is there. So that's how I might be connecting to your Leo infuences. Also, my Ascendant is in Taurus, but at a very late Degrees, and not much is said about an Acendant Cusp, but I do feel it rubbing up with Gemini a little bit. My mom was heavily medicated when I was born, and I like to think I may have been born under Taurus Asc, but woke up with a Gemini Asc. Another interesting commonality we may have in terms of energy is, my Empty Space in my T-Square is the 12th House in the Aries Cusp. Mars in Scorp is the Apex. So when it breaks, I fall into that dark & impulsive abyss of a 12th in Aries.
Similar to your Mars in Aries, if you see what I mean. And then, my Stellium in Scorpio matches your Asc in Scorp too.
------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience.
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BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 18, 2012 05:20 PM
ooops.. made correction. My Venus is in Virgo.IP: Logged |
peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 18, 2012 10:47 PM
Ah my ex was a libra cancer moon. I know a ton of Libras. I usually get along with them swimmingly. IP: Logged |
BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 19, 2012 04:24 PM
Oooooh... a male version of a Libra Sun/Cancer Moon can be even more of a player than we females. Until reality hits us upside the head, that is.------------------ . . We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. IP: Logged |
peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 19, 2012 04:29 PM
Have you cheated? IP: Logged |
BackToEarth Knowflake Posts: 77 From: Registered: Mar 2012
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posted April 20, 2012 05:00 PM
Very proud to say I'm not the cheating type. I have never and would never get involved with a married man. NEVER. I don't care if he turns out to be the love of my life. NO! He can get a divorce, but I won't touch him for at least a year afterwards. All you women out there who do, wait until you get into a car accident and he leaves you on the side of the road to conceal any evidence. I've seen it more than once. When I was in late teens, if I ever thought of cheating, I would break up. Something about this HUGE honesty theme in my life. Even thinking about lying makes me nauseous. Hence, I've never married because it would completely crush me to go through the whole wedding, buying a house, kids, etc., and have to find out I'm being lied to, go through a divorce, divide up all the memories and have kids spending time with their dad and his new girlfriend who might be a whacko for all I know. Nah... it's ok.... not for me. Did I sound like I'm a bad a** player at first? Not in that way. But in the subtle hunt for a great lover? Yup, if the environment allows for extraordinary freedom from ancillary pain, chaos or drama. And I don't do "mothers" that well.
Have had great times, yet, I've had a TINY fraction of the sex that most women my age have had. It's not quantity, but quality with me. Now it's not even sex, so the quality goes 100% into what my heart really feels. Got caught in the sprocket of "no strings attached" before, but I'm an extremely fair person. If I can't keep my word, I break it off. If the guy's not over his ex, I do NOT get involved. Not sure where that comes from. Libra Sun? Virgo Venus? Not sure. With all that charming openess is an exposed heart, as well as an ability to foretell any hurt the other may feel due to my actions. I've never met a male version of Libra/Cancer Moon. Probably because we repel each other. Ha Ha.
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peachbeigeblue Knowflake Posts: 99 From: Registered: Apr 2012
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posted April 20, 2012 08:28 PM
What? Married man?
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