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Topic: For Ami - Saturn in Scorpio
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Chironrising
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posted April 19, 2012 03:29 PM
  
"I think you need to have some job that has a lot of depth to it--anything that deals with taboos such as a therapist, sex therapist, detective, FBI Profiler etc. My point is that you NEED to go deep to be interested, I think.The Gemini ASC would make you able to communicate in a light way so not so heavy that you drive everyone away lol The Gemini ASC opens up a LOT in that you can take the 8th house and talk about it such as a therapist, for one example. Not everyone can do this so you are fortunate with this imo" This is dead on. I am able to speak about things in conversation using skill and diplomacy that others would never dream of to all sorts of people. I am in need of depth, but my gemini ascendant would never reveal that. I guess I am one who has been built to be a communicator, but my birth path is 8....so my soul mission involves power seizing and take overs. This is where accounting comes into play. Accounting is also ruled by gemini, and my scorpio saturn in the sixth house demonstrates how my mind is perfect for accounting. I did consider psychology and therapy but that is something I will do later in life. I still need more experience, and of all the things I could do....dream analysis is my forte...and simiontics..like umberto ecco. You hit dead on with the FBI, my plan is to work for the FBI....it's a dream, and to do investigative work, or to be a forensic accountant. Something where there is a hunt and a target, and a goal....and this would help me turn my lead - accounting, into gold - work + passion, as I wield authority without being dogmatic or dictatorial, I am sure this will manifest itself simply because I am a non dualist, or someone who does not see people as parts, but sees their essence as their surface, not necessarily their meaning, but their breath without judgement.
I am also, or have been, an ascetic, which is extremely rare for my cultural background....most people who do this go to a monastery. I had teh will power to do it for a year still submerged in the modern world, exposed to beautiful woman and all sorts of temptation. Yet at the end of it, I found that from it I acquired a celibate streak, but the extreme asceticism is ultimately a drug like alcohol, an escape from the self. Suffice it to say, I have learned to hear the true voice within.
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Chironrising
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posted April 19, 2012 03:38 PM
"NN in 12 in Taurus so SN in 6th in Scorpio.Your goal is too be more spiritual, more amorphous to the next dimension so you may want to add this spiritual dimension in your work such as a hospice counselor or hospice worker, for an example, only. Scorpio would be an easy energy from the SN there but Saturn is there, too, so it is hard to figure out, I guess. However, you are GOOD with some passions as your SN is where you are comfortable. Taurus for the NN suggests doing a practical thing for people as a spiritual service. This may be a hospice worker again in that they do hands on things sometimes. These are just examples to illustrate the points lol" This is rather interesting. I do go to nursing homes frequently and visit elderly people. The first thing the ladies say is "are you married," and then begin to flirt with me. When I go with other guys, it annoys me a little, because they only say it to me, and I feel bad for the others, although these ladies are nearly blind, and it could be my height and a blur they find attractive. I have begun to think that I should take my guitar, since I am very good now, and go and play their, and this is a goal I have to do soon - Taurus is singing and music too, peaceful, simple, practical music like Johny Cash, as opposed to the complex intense chaotic music of Jimi Hendrix.
But to work in a hospice, I could not see myself doing. I need novelty and technology. I am very good with it, but to make a living or live in a monastery I am too enlightened for. I know that to live in a place for ones life is to go against ones will to move, and be in motion, like the water. For me, it is important to hone the inner I since this is the fruit which is most important to cultivate for the world. Sometimes this means failing for twenty years in order to fertilize the soil, and ripen the mud. But to work in a hospice would be very very difficult.
I have also tried tutoring children, but because I am so sensitive to the child, I hold the parts that may incidentally wound him back, and I am not able to fully or with health teach children, for I am all too much in tune with every slight pain or tinge that is delivered inadvertently by their own misunderstanding of meaning. When we are children we take things far to personally, and my taboo nature makes me ill prepared to teach children also. I would have been a great doctor, but my moon in pisces brings the pain in on my own body. I can feel cuts and scrapes as they are performed on screen in the cinema, and all my life, I had been exposed to this, so now I shun it to a degree, but also expose myself to the amount necessary for balance, as the movies made are also within me as they are within others so to ignore them would be to judge. But I have passed out watching blood flow. So I am very in tune with people's emotions. However, the moon in pisces makes me a creative artist type who prefers periods of seclusion. My skin tends to burn when I am around toxic people. If I were around toxicity for too long, I Feel like I would absorb it all and get ill. Surprisingly, I am thick skinned, and I am no coward, but when it comes to people's tragedies I Begin to get sick because I know the answer, but I also know that I Cannot convey the meaning of this answer since it cannot be said in words - hence maybe therapy is something that doesn't work for this reason....
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Chironrising
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posted April 19, 2012 03:44 PM
"Venus conj the MC shows you will bring beauty to the world. You could be a model, a clothes designer, a fashion photographer, make -up artist or something that deals with beauty. The MC planets are super important. They have to be factored in. You could bring beauty in the face YOU present to the world, too, not in your job description, neccessarily."This is correct....entirely, since a youth, I have been gifted in art but not because of my ability to draw things perfectly. What I do is I assimilate the object or symbol, and distort it like pablo piccaso, or monet, I am unable to draw things as they are because of passion....it is almost as if I have a lense or filter that changes my drawing so that it looks a certain unmistakable way. On one hand this is a true gift, but on the other hand I envy others who are able to render things as they are perfectly. Specifically, I am able to blend and arrange colors so that without drawing a single thing, it seems as if I drew many things, but in reality, what I have done is take the middle road between form and formlessness...or beginning to have form, or beginning to lose form. My attention to detail is endless. As a child, I would draw pictures that would win first place because I could draw a dungeon with bricks. Even though my dragons and figures were not as great as some of the other kids or students, my pictures were littered with so much detail that I guess the other kids at schools thought they were good enough to vote first place. Year after year, I drew things that I thought were sub par and I wanted to rip apart and throw into the waters of memory, yet again, and again, I was suprised to see first place ribbons. My art teacher attempted to coerce my parents into pushing me into art by failing me at history, she was also my history teacher....but my parents realizing that my attention to detail overflowed into all things began to set my life on a different path. Happily, now I can actually understand art as the projections of the soul they are, because of my affinity for symbolism, and to feel the artists pain simply by gazing at his or her work. IP: Logged |
Chironrising
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posted April 19, 2012 03:49 PM
"i would add that you are a very deep person who is attuned to human suffering. This would be an asset to the type of job I mentioned. I met a girl who did Reiki. That is a fantastic healing modality. One would be better if they understood pain. That is the kind of thing I am talking about. That or something like acupuncture etc."I have considered this deeply, however, at the moment, I am on this train to pass this cpa exam...but after, I will have the money for training in qigong and acupuncture. Now to answer the most important question of all. What would I do if I had money taken care of, or it wasn't an issue? I Would research the human energy field, I would lead a parapsychology foundation and also live in an art commune. I would use what i've learned in business to run it efficiently and organize it, and I would supplement my education with biology and electricy so that I could administer the research to specialists who also find teh bioelectric field as interesting as I do. I would paint by night, and devote myself to improving the quality of life of all people by demonstrating to the world that human comfort is important, and that to deny people the right to dignity and respect just for being people is as backwards as bleeding someone to death so that you could cure their sickness as they did in pre modern era....in other words, I would prove the existence of our other bodies....so that people could see that work environments....and I would work to learn the nuances of rieke and such healing modalities so that charlatans who taught fake reiki could be exposed. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted April 19, 2012 05:17 PM
Wow--cool what the chart showed! ------------------
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Chironrising
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posted April 20, 2012 07:20 PM
IT shows a lot, but it doesn't show fate.....unfortunately, I wish It did.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted April 20, 2012 07:59 PM
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Originally posted by Chironrising:
IT shows a lot, but it doesn't show fate.....unfortunately, I wish It did.
Well, God is above every chart imo.
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Chironrising
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posted April 20, 2012 08:30 PM
I know what you mean. But regarding passions and Scorpio.....the passions are not meant to be sacrificed....sacrificing passion is like bleeding oneself physically o cure a disease....it's crude, barbaric, savage, and archaic.
I'm not talking about lust....which isn't the same type of passion as painting a picture of lost, or filming lustful scenes in a movie....I'm talking about catharsis, and the need for the human to engage fully in his or her total psyche as a complete self in order to dissipate hate and anger...this will ultimately be the sollution to ending wars, and curing much psychosomatic illness....but in the meantime...the church has to apologize for what it is currently doing - psychologically bleeding people to death....in a very crude, barbaric, and animalistic way.
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Chironrising
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posted April 20, 2012 08:36 PM
For example, it is a bioglical need for some people to play instruments...if they do not play instruments they suffer and may become schizophrenic....science will ultimatley prove what psychologists know to be true... And although it sound selfish to say that every human deserves luxury, and comfort, and peace......it is the same people who claim to be helping and aiding the unfortunate that support the system which sustains them in that way as unfortunate...it is the mother theresa's of the world who instead of rising up and opposing the evil of patriarchal institutions like martin luther king jr....simply clean up the mess that is left behind and sustain atrocities.....this is what my north node in taurus in the 12th house tells me about working in a hospice...it says...if you want to make a difference, make a million bucks and use it to make a difference....working in a hospice is not going to work...the people in a hospice need more than simple food and shelter...they need their culture back, and they need restitution from the pillaging. IP: Logged |
Chironrising
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posted April 20, 2012 08:39 PM
Thank God for buddhism...they actually attempt to change the socio, political system without trying to usurp it and then take control for themselves...the llama also has north node in taurus 12th house...I see eye to eye with him...but I am even more enlightened than him...tall order, but what do you expect from someone without an ego...had I an ego strong I'd hide the fact that I was enlightened to this degree simply to usurp the world and move it around like a sack of potatoes.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted April 20, 2012 08:46 PM
Do you Mercury Conj Uranus?------------------
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Chironrising
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posted April 20, 2012 09:13 PM
Yeah. You already knew that...IP: Logged |
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posted April 20, 2012 09:15 PM
Which of the statements remind you of mercury conjunct uranus?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted April 20, 2012 09:15 PM
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Originally posted by Chironrising:
Yeah. You already knew that...
NO--I didn't. the cpa was my clue and the nursing homes lol
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posted April 20, 2012 09:22 PM
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Originally posted by Chironrising:
Which of the statements remind you of mercury conjunct uranus?
No statements. I was just wondering if it was you 
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Chironrising
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posted April 20, 2012 09:25 PM
If I were ostrasized for claiming I am the most enlightened person in the world...it would only be because an unenlightened person would think that I was claiming to be perfect. However, because I am enlightened, I know it to be a fact that we are all one, and therefore what is perfect is that I am only the most enlightened person in the world because there is another who is the least enlightened person in the world, and neither him or her nor I is worth less or more for the fact, but simply, we are, just two droplets of droplets in a river of water.IP: Logged | |
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