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Topic: I ran from my aqua ex
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sexyaqua30
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From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:05 PM
  
As fast as I could. Retro got me. I saw him this past weekend haven't seen him since the break up over a year ago. He contacted me wanting to hang out and as soon as I saw him all of those old feelings came rushing back and it was explosive. There he was trying to plan a date and I was already thinking sex. It happened it was amazing and so was the date. He just wanted to hold me. Telling me how much he misses me and I was so overcome with so many emotions I didn't know what to do. In the past I fell extremely hard for him and it took a lot for me to try and get over him and now he's back. Later he ask me to stay the night I refused his mood changed but he tried to hide it. I told him I could stay a little while but I can't stay the night. We did it again and I high tailed it out of there. He's in my dreams, my thoughts you name it. I can't shake him. He contacts me the next day I make it brief then I hid in my shell like a turtle when I emerged I deleted him from my social network and his number from my phone. He's the only man whose ever scared me. I hate showing my emotions and in the past I was completely vulnerable to him and scared us both (me: venus cap him: moon cap) I dumped him he retaliated and soon did the same. I took a job offer moved out of state changed my number and he found me on the social network telling me how he's tried contacting me in the past. We had only one conversation where I chose to distance myself. Venus is retro I see. Anyone else running scared of their exes? IP: Logged |
ail221
Knowflake Posts: 234
From: Mary Margaret Blanchard's home
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:11 PM
Does it count if someone had feelings for you and you were never in a romantic relationship with them but you were their friend?IP: Logged |
sexyaqua30
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From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:16 PM
I think it counts as well if the friends secretly knew there was an attraction there but in the past were too afraid to confront it so the rx is a way of getting to root of it. Do you reveal the feelings or has that feeling you once felt still there?IP: Logged |
Hera
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From: the OR
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted May 19, 2012 03:19 PM
Interesting. Can you post the charts?I sort of did that with my ex the Bull that kept on coming back over and over again. Felt the need to push him away as hard as possible to cut the tie. He came back after that but I guess I got over him in the meantime so I'm ok talking to him once in a while now.  IP: Logged |
ail221
Knowflake Posts: 234
From: Mary Margaret Blanchard's home
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:23 PM
No it wasn't I. a few months ago I had this guy friend that I knew had feelings for me but I made it known I wasn't interested in being in a relationship only my career. I rather just stay their friend . Luckily he became involved in a relationship a few weeks later and we were cool. But for the last three weeks things have been awkward plus he deactivated his facebook and everything. A few days ago at my graduation I thought I saw him but I figured it wasn't him because the person completely ignored me, I thought it was someone else. But I was looking through the photos and in one of the shots they were in the background so it was him with his GF. IP: Logged |
sexyaqua30
Knowflake Posts: 40
From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:27 PM
Him:
Sun Aquarius 15.32Moon Capricorn 5.03 Mercury Aquarius 0.05 Venus Aquarius 18.46 Mars Cancer 26.31 R Jupiter Gemini 26.28 R Saturn Leo 28.03 R Uranus Scorpio 16.18 Neptune Sagittarius 17.48 Pluto Libra 16.38 R Lilith Cancer 2.02 Asc node Libra 7.17 Me:
Sun Aquarius 29.37 Ascendant Aries 10.10 Moon Sagittarius 29.24 II Taurus 16.47 Mercury Aquarius 4.25 III Gemini 13.19 Venus Capricorn 24.31 IV Cancer 6.08 Mars Libra 19.09 V Cancer 29.50 Jupiter Scorpio 10.17 VI Leo 29.20 Saturn Libra 21.57 R VII Libra 10.10 Uranus Sagittarius 4.28 VIII Scorpio 16.47 Neptune Sagittarius 26.38 IX Sagittarius 13.19 Pluto Libra 26.49 R Midheaven Capricorn 6.08 Lilith Sagittarius 16.21 XI Capricorn 29.50 Asc node Cancer 22.05 XII Aquarius 29.20 IP: Logged |
Hera
Knowflake Posts: 1578
From: the OR
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted May 19, 2012 03:32 PM
My mind is really tired from overtime work and cannot for the life of me see anything in the placements you posted, other than the fact that your Moon conjuncts mine exactly!  But you prolly don't care much about that. Can you post the images of the charts? I'm better with those, though prolly should go to bed soon.  IP: Logged |
sexyaqua30
Knowflake Posts: 40
From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:33 PM
I wish I can shake him I was doing so good for so long but when I saw him it felt right and we both admitted it was like we never stopped talking. I felt a warm rush over me (some hormones lol) but I seriously felt warm and cozy. I got so overwhelmed that during the movie I got up and excused myself because I felt tears forming it was happy tears but I'm not an emotional person so I was scared to pieces. What's wrong with me?IP: Logged |
sexyaqua30
Knowflake Posts: 40
From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:34 PM
Lol sure I'll post them. IP: Logged |
ail221
Knowflake Posts: 234
From: Mary Margaret Blanchard's home
Registered: Feb 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:37 PM
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Originally posted by sexyaqua30:
I wish I can shake him I was doing so good for so long but when I saw him it felt right and we both admitted it was like we never stopped talking. I felt a warm rush over me (some hormones lol) but I seriously felt warm and cozy. I got so overwhelmed that during the movie I got up and excused myself because I felt tears forming it was happy tears but I'm not an emotional person so I was scared to pieces. What's wrong with me?
You still have feelings for him  IP: Logged |
sexyaqua30
Knowflake Posts: 40
From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:40 PM
 HIS CHART ABOVE
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sexyaqua30
Knowflake Posts: 40
From: USA
Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 19, 2012 03:48 PM
Awww...I love that pic Ali.It sounds so corny but that embrace that's us. I've never been this affectionate with anyone but him. It's like we have to touch and kiss. Crap I do still have feelings for this man. I thought for sure in the past things between us wouldn't work because we hump on our first date so I didn't expect a call or nothing I put it in the back of my mind but it didn't stop him we continued to date and go places. All the while he was wondering why I didn't contact him after the first night. We were both stubbornly or insecurely waiting for the other to call. He didn't reveal that fact until after we broke up when we had a conversation the day before I moved out of state. Lol talk about late. IP: Logged |
Hera
Knowflake Posts: 1578
From: the OR
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted May 19, 2012 04:03 PM
quote:
Originally posted by sexyaqua30:
I wish I can shake him I was doing so good for so long but when I saw him it felt right and we both admitted it was like we never stopped talking. I felt a warm rush over me (some hormones lol) but I seriously felt warm and cozy. I got so overwhelmed that during the movie I got up and excused myself because I felt tears forming it was happy tears but I'm not an emotional person so I was scared to pieces. What's wrong with me?
Hun, nothing's wrong with you! But you do have Moon conj Neptune... I am surprised you are not more in tune with your emotions. I used to repress mine too, I am Cap rising, but during Pluto's transit over my Moon-Neptune, an emotional catharsis happened and they overflowed.
I swear I don't know whats happening but I can't read those charts either OMG. Hope I'm not losing my astro modjo lol - not that I'm that good. I guess rest is in order - and overdue. Goodnight! PS: I did see a double-whammy of Mars and Venus, so no wonder about the sexual attraction and not being able to keep hands off! lol
PS2: Could you pls post the synastry and composite chart - if you can from astro.com, it is easier to read?  IP: Logged |
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