posted June 09, 2012 05:53 PM            

I have 4 planets and NN in Cap, and I thought the worst of this transit was over… But no. My Sun is 21 Capricorn, and this is definitely the hardest square to tolerate, and then Saturn still has to square my natal Saturn and NN before entering Scorpio.

On the surface things are actually going pretty well in my life and good things are happening, but underneath I am fighting off feelings of isolation, unhappiness, etc. Saturn is in my 4th house and I’ve definitely had to own up to damaged relationships with family members, and deal with past childhood/teenage wounds, and I’ve felt very trapped, literally, in the place I grew up which is where I wanted to escape from the most… Of course I know I’ll be better off for having to deal with these things now as opposed to later, but I’m really just ready for this transit to be over and for Saturn to move into Scorpio.

posted June 09, 2012 06:08 PM            

Mainly, what's been killing me is relationships with others.

I really feel like people don't like me much, and I worry that I'm judged as creepy, weird, and unlikeable.

posted June 09, 2012 06:40 PM            

My moon and mars in libra in the 11th H

So I've been feeling alot of that saturn all up on my 12th house.

I feel like the whole transit made me work extra hard to prove myself to the world. It's a struggle between learning to grow up and mature vs. being blissful in a bubble. It's about learning to stand on my own two feet without having a layer of comfort. It's not pleasant but I believe after this is over, I will become a very strong person.

posted June 10, 2012 10:57 AM            

When I see it about to destroy something (mainly a relationship), for example, I do what I can to salvage it...but, when I see, feel and, or realize that it is about to fall apart--I let go. Really, it seems this transit is about (among many other things) claiming personal power and being strong in oneself. So, as such, I am doing just that. Can be a little isolating and unstable, but I have uranus heading into my seventh right now anyway, so whatever.