posted July 04, 2012 07:13 PM            

We over came the battle of the ego, and we both gave in to each other..
We started the "romance" chapter around early April.. We were intimate but not totally being physical. We would stop before that...

We started seeing each other more and more... We had a few set backs here and there, and a few disagreements.. But we talked them through after a few days...

After what seemed to be a long wait we progressed into the next level and became physical..
The first time ended in an argument, yes during (dont ask) Sun opps mars, mars opps mars.. (what can I say)
That was another set back..

Sometimes the emotions run so high between us, its impossible to get a grip on...

The other day..
He grabbed the side of my head, putting his hands around my ears, while holding my hair. He bit his lip and looked me dead in my eyes and he didnt say a word to me.. Just stared at me..
At this moment.. I melted.. I could feel his entire being, he made me feel like he was giving himself to me...
That one moment was so deep and intense, that I cant even describe in words...

After this (heres my problem) I felt so much fear.. I wanted to give into that, but I couldnt... The fear over came me...
5 Minutes later I was saying he should go.. He said ok...
When he was leaving, I said good bye.. I turned and started to walk away.. He yells HEY!!! Im trying to give you a hug here!!!!
I said Oooo Im sorry.. I turned back and gave him a hug... then I walked away.. Not looking back.. I could feel him watch me walk away.. But I never looked back..

I was with him earlier today, and after about 5 mins.. He was hugging me.. The fear hit me again... I told him.. Im sorry but I cant do this.. I have to leave.. I cant do this..
He said ok.. I understand.. I left..
He called me and said I cant believe you left.. I said I was sorry.. But I just had to go.. ( idk.... Im feeling really emotional today)
He said ok.. I understand..
He texted me, he said no pressure.. Im just feeling anxious to see you, I wanted you to know how I was feeling for you..
I said I know.. Me tooo... I just dont feel right today... I said are you upset?
He said No babe... I understand..
I didnt reply after that..

Soooooo.. IDK why Im freaking out here??
The emotions just seem to be to much sometimes.. unbearable..

What could be causing the fear??
Or is this Venus/Pluto Moon/Pluto??
Maybe its my Uranus in H7..

posted July 04, 2012 08:26 PM            

Still, you mentioned your Venus/moon are having Pluto contact. I imagine that it would really rock your boat, considering you are a Leo. Maybe deep inside of you, you are threatened that you are losing control of yourself. That¡¯s not what Leos are known for.

posted July 04, 2012 08:44 PM            

Correction.. It's not my venus moon to pluto..

We have a composite of moon conjunct pluto and venus opps moon/pluto..

posted July 05, 2012 10:19 AM            

My best friend is a Pisces who is head over heels in love with her Leo ex-boyfriend. I have never seen her this crazy about someone.

He is SO difficult to understand! She is basically offering him anything he wants (casual relationship, JUST going out for coffee, ANYTHING to be near him) and he is rejecting her...

While, meanwhile, giving their mutual friends the impression that he is obsessed with her. And telling her that he loves her like crazy, he just doesn't want to be around her.

Is it fundamentally a trust issue? Do Leos simply not trust Pisces enough to fall "under their spell"?

posted July 05, 2012 11:22 AM            

Just to answer this question from my personal Leo-experience;

I did indeed not 'trust' my Pisces but if it was up to him we would still see each other.
He could not 'promise' anything regarding the future or simply give the confirmation (~it's YOU that I want~) that I needed so badly.... and there's nothing more worse for a Leo (I assume) than just flying in the wind without any clear direction or assurance that next year you'll still be his' (littlelittledarrrlingforrreverrrr) lol.

posted July 05, 2012 03:58 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Wow! This is interesting and weird. Sounds a little familiar to me, just going by sun signs.

My best friend is a Pisces who is head over heels in love with her Leo ex-boyfriend. I have never seen her this crazy about someone.

He is SO difficult to understand! She is basically offering him anything he wants (casual relationship, JUST going out for coffee, ANYTHING to be near him) and he is rejecting her...

While, meanwhile, giving their mutual friends the impression that he is obsessed with her. And telling her that he loves her like crazy, he just doesn't want to be around her.

Is it fundamentally a trust issue? Do Leos simply not trust Pisces enough to fall "under their spell"?

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posted July 05, 2012 04:01 PM            

Of course this is a sweeping generalization that is radically altered by the actual placements of planets of stars and which ones hold the most influence for a person.

I liken it to someone being big into spirituality (Pisces) and the other person feeling like the person is just spewing rhetoric and is phony (how a Leo might view a Pisces)

posted July 05, 2012 04:03 PM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
y'all are just a giant web of confusion. lol

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posted July 05, 2012 04:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:
LOL.. Who? Leo's or Pisces?

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posted July 05, 2012 04:15 PM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
both, first it was him, now you. lol

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posted July 05, 2012 04:21 PM            

(which sounds like a thing I would do, too, against better knowledge, just getting so scared...)

Anyway, maybe you need to find out what it is you are so scared of? And if it is an old issue being triggered (chidhood, youth, even past life) or if it originates from the connection itself.

What is behind this fear?
Do you fear abandonment? That someone knows you inside out, all dark corners of your soul, nad then one day will abandon you, maybe even expose you?
Or is it that kind of emotional commitment you fear?
Maybe also that if you really surrender to it, it will be all or nothing, and in the case you crash and burn, everything, including you, will have changed, and you have no clue how to pick up the pieces, how to ever recover from a love that was or is so deep, that it touched the deepest parts of you?

Maybe nothing of this is even close to the truth. But I think if you want to make it work, you need to find out what your fear is, and adress it.

posted July 05, 2012 04:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:
LOL... Well its complicated.. What can I say..

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posted July 05, 2012 04:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
When you described the scene, when he held your head in both hands and looked at you, I thought that was so beautifully intense and soulful.
It seemed very very deep, and then you ran.

(which sounds like a thing I would do, too, against better knowledge, just getting so scared...)

Anyway, maybe you need to find out what it is you are so scared of? And if it is an old issue being triggered (chidhood, youth, even past life) or if it originates from the connection itself.

What is behind this fear?
Do you fear abandonment? That someone knows you inside out, all dark corners of your soul, nad then one day will abandon you, maybe even expose you?
Or is it that kind of emotional commitment you fear?
Maybe also that if you really surrender to it, it will be all or nothing, and in the case you crash and burn, everything, including you, will have changed, and you have no clue how to pick up the pieces, how to ever recover from a love that was or is so deep, that it touched the deepest parts of you?

Maybe nothing of this is even close to the truth. But I think if you want to make it work, you need to find out what your fear is, and adress it.

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Yes Ceri it was very very deep... It touched me so... I felt my toes tingle...

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Ceri wrote:
Do you fear abandonment? That someone knows you inside out, all dark corners of your soul, nad then one day will abandon you, maybe even expose you?
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Yeah that.. very very afraid he will leave me

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Ceri wrote:

aybe also that if you really surrender to it, it will be all or nothing, and in the case you crash and burn, everything, including you, will have changed, and you have no clue how to pick up the pieces, how to ever recover from a love that was or is so deep, that it touched the deepest parts of you?
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Yeah this too.

Once he leaves.. IDK how I will recover.

posted July 05, 2012 04:29 PM            

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posted July 05, 2012 10:39 PM            

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Once he leaves.. IDK how I will recover.

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I think anyone can relate to that fear.

((Hug)))

Edit: ^ if you don't mind.

Also wanted to add that I'm a Pisces moon married to a Leo 13 years, so some of this sounds familiar to me as well.

posted July 05, 2012 11:37 PM            

Your fear is possibly caused by experiencing such deep connection for the first time. Orr, you don't want to hurt/lose him since he exposed his true self to you and you realized how sincere he is. Orr, maybe you feel that he's overpowering you with his strong feelings making you grow weak, very weak, so you're running away.

posted July 06, 2012 12:24 AM            

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Originally posted by JoJo:
Girlfriend, I'm a Pisces and I was married to a Leo for 16 years. As a pisces, I can tell you he did get it. We get all of it. Give yourself to him - wholeheartedly. But don't hang on too tight or your fishy will swim away.

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posted July 06, 2012 12:31 AM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
oh boy -_- you womenfolk enjoy making situations complicated , dontcha? lol if yall both love each other just go for it. im rooting for ya.

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posted July 06, 2012 12:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:
Lol.. Hey I'm a leo, I always have some sort of drama going on.. Especially in the romance dept..

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