posted July 20, 2012 09:53 AM
I have this too! And Conjunct NN. In Capricorn.
I grew up in a pretty dysfunctional family, and found someone in high school who had a very similar background (our asc were conjunct 1 degree). Needless to say we ended up just re-enacting a lot of the things we saw growing up, and it was just a toxic relationship overall. I stayed in that situation (on and off but still) for way too long. I felt very deflated as a person and had to completely re-examine my sense of self worth. But.... I took a lot of lessons away from that relationship so I'm hoping it went a long way to paying off my karmic debt lol and I'll be able to have better judgement in the future...
Also I'm not really attracted to partners who take their lives overly seriously. My ex was like that in a poor me sort of way, but in the future I'd prefer someone who can keep things light and make me laugh once in a while