posted July 25, 2012 11:12 AM            

I believe I'm overly anxious for input towards this upcoming transit. Fast approaching and I'm scrambling to prepare for it. My fellow Scorpio Asc ppl, just how do you feel about it? I have mars, saturn and pluto in asc square sun...are we talking formidable perseverance maybe? Or more towards toning things down and fastening my seatbelt VERY tightly? lol

Your pov pls?

posted July 25, 2012 11:23 AM            

The Saturn Return asks us to find the courage to head in the right direction in our life, the path that we were intended to take when we were born. It’s a wake up call. It’s a time to consider your unique individual needs, the contribution you want to make to the world, the resources that are important to you, inner and outer, and who will go with you on your journey. It is said that making the right authentic choices at 30 guarantees a more happy and fulfilled life and better health since it is stressful to live a lie. It is not uncommon for relationships and jobs to end during this time of life restructuring and reevaluation. On the other hand, many people also marry and take on big responsibilities at this time as well. Many major life milestones seem to happen around the ages of 29 and 30 and this is why astrologers believe the 30th birthday is a major rite of passage because it marks the true beginning of adulthood, self-evaluation, independence, ambition, and self-actualization.

The Saturn Return in Scorpio

posted July 25, 2012 11:24 AM            

Really? It was a nightmare, my ASC is Virgo, so i've basically been this way all recent years. Like nothing goes well, no , for sure, it does, if i try hard. But there are always these thoughts that i can do better, blablabla, what am i, how could that happen to me, why i'm being so indecisive (hello, Libra)... It's hard to explain. It was sitting on my Sun, when it went really bad, i had a depression, problems in university, problems in relationship, i didn't want anything, just stare somewhere.. it's getting MUCH better now.

posted July 25, 2012 11:42 AM            

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Originally posted by sand:
Ready for the world is how I feel.

The Saturn Return asks us to find the courage to head in the right direction in our life, the path that we were intended to take when we were born. It’s a wake up call. It’s a time to consider your unique individual needs, the contribution you want to make to the world, the resources that are important to you, inner and outer, and who will go with you on your journey. It is said that making the right authentic choices at 30 guarantees a more happy and fulfilled life and better health since it is stressful to live a lie. It is not uncommon for relationships and jobs to end during this time of life restructuring and reevaluation. On the other hand, many people also marry and take on big responsibilities at this time as well. Many major life milestones seem to happen around the ages of 29 and 30 and this is why astrologers believe the 30th birthday is a major rite of passage because it marks the true beginning of adulthood, self-evaluation, independence, ambition, and self-actualization.

The Saturn Return in Scorpio

“If you were born with Saturn in Scorpio, the issues during your Saturn Return will be about sexuality, assets, death and loss, trust and betrayal, personal magnetism, manipulation, revenge, extortion, seduction, self mastery and personal power.”
http://www.scorpioseason.com/2011/01/the-saturn-return/

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And thus you bring a great deal of insight here. Although I've got much more to learn with chart interpretation, naturally I can say the Libra saturn transiting 11H & 12H was like walking out in public in the nude. I felt vulnerable, out of place and an overwhelming need to isolate myself and pick at everything within. Everything "hard" about my persona became very much softened. I confidently dismissed dead weight relationships; yet still it felt weird to do so. Absolutely the house of endings. So I am feeling that "rebirth" already with the transit hitting my rising. You make perfect sense with the coming into your own between 29-30; that's applicable here. Thank you!

posted July 25, 2012 11:49 AM            

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Originally posted by Aeline:
I'm soo looking forward for it to move out of my Libra Sun.

It was sitting on my Sun, when it went really bad, i had a depression, problems in university, problems in relationship, i didn't want anything, just stare somewhere.. it's getting MUCH better now.

When it moved through the 1st house it was easier, so good for you. But it's only my opinion.

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Eek! I've came across a few who've explained almost the very same. That gut punch when it hits your Asc can feel like someone with their foot on your chest. Did you try to find a way to channel that depression? Or were efforts to work around it just NOT feasible at all? What was it like once things simmered down as it transited your first house? I would've lost my mind with all that Libran indecision. Seems like a life overload of "keeping it all together"...

posted July 25, 2012 03:04 PM            

I am learning more lessons here.
I am happy with guy I am with, but he hates labels such as "girlfriend" "dating" "seeing each other" even "married" wtf!
Usually when a guy is like this, effing run. But he treats me with respect like no one ever has before. He was explaining when we first hung out, he feels like the labels ruin it. It hasn't even been a year...I can kind of see what he is saying, I believe rushing and forcing things ruin it...but time will tell if he ever will come around. So I choose to be patient and I trust him. I'm not in a rush either for labels...though I don't know how to explain what is going to people sometimes.
But if he wanted tabs on me and none on him then I would not bother.

It's confusing, a few days ago he called me his girlfriend when he was on the phone with his friend. !

And apparently he has been talking about how I have been visiting him to his Marine co workers. And so for some reason that triggers one of his female higher ups to ask him out. Did I mentions she knows about me!? And apparently this chick is a bit older, has a kid, and is engaged.
What's wrong with her head!? Why are some people like that? Because they are trash? Because they are an idiot? Self esteem issues? Basket case? They a h0e?!! All of the above?
But he did the right thing thing and he told me that he would rather be with his girlfriend.(me)

But anyways when he told me this news, it caught me off guard a little, cause it was shortly after we had sex.
Part of me couldn't help but feel like he wants me to be jealous of him. So I got a tad defensive and vengeful (scorpio moon here) and was kind of like well the custodian at the school I work at hits on me. (no this is not some rugid joe dirt mullet janitor...he is a handsome black guy. That looks very good for his age and he doesn't have to wear one of those janitor jump suits either)
Then my guy goes on to say something like well this is different. And that's I say he actually looks pretty young for his age.

Other then that I really kept myself in check, from this news he was telling me. But it was obvious. That nuclear explosions where going on deep inside of my brain...with the red alert buildings and voooomp!voooomp!voooomp! danger noises. And people evacuating the building.

And so then he says "I don't know why I even brought that up." Then I felt kind of bad. He was just telling me cause now he has to deal with this every single day. (and in my case I can easily blow off the custodian, plus I have the summer off. haha)

But for me being me, I took it pretty maturely.

Plus my last relationship, the ex would do things like this to me. To make me jealous of him, so he could feel like an attractive person. Sometimes he would obnoxiously flirt with a girl, and then try to tell me that that girl was flirting with him! hahahahahaa!!! wtf I would even call him out like "no, it really just looked like you where the only one flirting" Like he would always want to assume that. And he is a total loser, you guys have no idea.

I need to learn how to not let that baggage affect my new relationship.

Sorry if I vent to much, this whole calling me girlfriend sometimes but not liking labels, and stupid people that distastefully hit on my guy. Knowing he is seeing me...makes me want to hit them in the head with a shovel, until their brain works properly and maybe turn on the self respect and moral part of their brain that is obviously broken. (hey I never said I was evolved eagle scorp moon) Has all happened in the last couple days. But anyways I understand being attracted to someone who is taken. But come on have some respect for yourself and others! Sorry I seriously can't stand people like that.

posted July 25, 2012 04:10 PM            

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Originally posted by depth:
I'm dreading it. 0nce Saturn leaves libra, I'm dead meat. I've 9 planets in the 4 signs that follow. N0 peace for years. My Jupiter, Sun/M0on midpoint, Mc and pluto are in scorpio.
My ascendant's at 1 aqua. Fingers crossed.

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On a light note, it means Saturn will be mostly conjuncting (better that than squaring,opposing or quincunxing), or sextiling (better that than conjuncting, squaring, opposing and quincunxing) those planets.

posted July 25, 2012 05:07 PM            

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Originally posted by lalalinda:
Hello Plutonian_Rossi! Welcome to LL

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Thank you so much for the welcome!

posted July 25, 2012 10:13 PM            

Saturn will be transiting my fourth house...it actually looks fun (?) based on this reading: http://www.cafeastrology.com/saturntransitinghouses.html

It will square Mercury, but I have Saturn opposing Mercury natally so I'm used to the sludge brain.

I'm more antsy about Pluto creeping up on my Cap sun in the 6H, and Uranus squaring it.

posted July 25, 2012 10:38 PM            

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Ready for the world is how I feel.

The Saturn Return asks us to find the courage to head in the right direction in our life, the path that we were intended to take when we were born. It’s a wake up call. It’s a time to consider your unique individual needs, the contribution you want to make to the world, the resources that are important to you, inner and outer, and who will go with you on your journey. It is said that making the right authentic choices at 30 guarantees a more happy and fulfilled life and better health since it is stressful to live a lie. It is not uncommon for relationships and jobs to end during this time of life restructuring and reevaluation. On the other hand, many people also marry and take on big responsibilities at this time as well. Many major life milestones seem to happen around the ages of 29 and 30 and this is why astrologers believe the 30th birthday is a major rite of passage because it marks the true beginning of adulthood, self-evaluation, independence, ambition, and self-actualization.

The Saturn Return in Scorpio

“If you were born with Saturn in Scorpio, the issues during your Saturn Return will be about sexuality, assets, death and loss, trust and betrayal, personal magnetism, manipulation, revenge, extortion, seduction, self mastery and personal power.” http://www.scorpioseason.com/2011/01/the-saturn-return/

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And thus you bring a great deal of insight here. Although I've got much more to learn with chart interpretation, naturally I can say the Libra saturn transiting 11H & 12H was like walking out in public in the nude. I felt vulnerable, out of place and an overwhelming need to isolate myself and pick at everything within. Everything "hard" about my persona became very much softened. I confidently dismissed dead weight relationships; yet still it felt weird to do so. Absolutely the house of endings. So I am feeling that "rebirth" already with the transit hitting my rising. You make perfect sense with the coming into your own between 29-30; that's applicable here. Thank you!

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posted July 26, 2012 04:31 PM            

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Originally posted by sand:
When does it hit 0 Scorpio guys? September?

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It goes into Scorpio October 5th!

I am actually extremely excited for Saturn to move into Scorpio

It will be leaving my 4th house soon (finally!)and it's been a brutal transit for me because I had a lot of unresolved family issues to deal with and I also ended up right back in my home state which I had been trying to run away from lol. But I'm moving pretty soon which is nerve racking but also very exciting.

Before Saturn decided to go retrograde it was in my 5th house for a little bit and I actually felt great during that time. I started noticing art (in daily life) a lot more and got really motivated to start writing freelance articles and even to take up playing my viola again lol. I had a new interest in painting, photography, etc.

posted July 26, 2012 10:18 PM            

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Originally posted by FireMoon:
It goes into Scorpio October 5th!

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posted July 27, 2012 02:41 PM            

Like even the weekend he doesn't have the energy to do much. We had a plan to go to the river a few weekends ago. I was really looking forward to it. Its pretty effing close to his place too. Thinking my cooped up-ness would be rewarded, during his work week.

Then that fuqing day comes...it doesn't happen. How can he do this to me? Can't he suck it the f()ck up for me?! I was livid, numb, disgusted, resentful.
And since he said he was tired he didn't get any. (though I bet 50 bucks he still had energy for that.)

It seems like work can make people not wanna go out from being so drained, or they snap and go stir crazy and shake things up around town. I've experienced both myself. But can't he just try for me!?

He knew I was upset..."are you okay?" "yeah" "are you sure" "yeah" "are you sure" "YES" he apologized for not having energy. In our almost half a year of seeing each other we have not got in a fight. And I'm afraid to.

The only outings we have been on the past two weeks where walmart, the gas station, and two restaurants. That does not cut it for me!!! Bottling this sh!t up is not solving the problem. I can't really vent to anyone either, cause everyone I know works during the day...I've tried venting to my mom but her phone is a piece of **** and cuts in and out when I talk to her.

I want to tell him how I feel, but I have Scorpio Moon conjunct pluto. And when I'm ****** off it's hard to choose my words wisely to get my point across. I don't want to verbally tear him apart, and start a fight especially on the last day here. But we will see, when he apologizes I just become very numb and just say one word like "okay" "yeah" or NOTHING!
(I also have Moon square Mars natal.)

I've had moments of depression from being so cooped up here. My fuquing moods swings yesterday omg. I finally cried last night. Thank God...I could let those feelings out somehow. The emotions of going home and not seeing him for a while and also being mad at him, and caring about him so much. (sh!t I just started to cry)

I hate leaving on this note...but if we where having more fun I would not look forward to going home.

I have quite a few neggo transits going on right now.
like I said Saturn Oppose Sun one degree away
Mars loosely opposing My Sun too
Uranus square Uranus
Mars Square Jupiter
Jupiter square Venus
Mercury Square Mercury

okay a few is kind of an understatement, but yes I am feeling this clash of transits. I have more neggo transits than postive going on right now.

posted July 27, 2012 03:43 PM            

Having said that, I am relieved Saturn will be leaving Libra, as the conjunction to my Pluto and MC was very stressful. Perhaps with Saturn leaving my 10th house, my career will finally move on to the next level.

posted July 27, 2012 06:02 PM            

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
My dad has Scorpio rising... Aquarius sun, Capricorn moon. I just found out a few days ago he's been cheating on my mom with the same woman while commuting back and forth (due to his job) for the past four years. Maybe the Scorpio transit has to do with why it's coming to light now?

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