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posted July 26, 2012 07:17 AM            

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Shorlty Im sun in Libra, moon in libra, mercury in Libra but venus in scorpio.
I have absolutely nothing in common with Libra character. Im not light headed and Im not easy to go with. More like Im too complicated.Sometimes even I cant understand myself. I hate this. Im too emotional.No we can say that Im Hyperemotional but only in love. In other things Im cold and uninterested. I wont even say anything about intensity and possesivness. When it comes to my feelings I become inadequate. + I hate
guessing other persons minds. Im reading them so easily. And its pain. Because it gives + even more emotions when I see that someone whos important for me plays with me, doesnt love me, just has fun.Knowing it hurts as hell. But strange thing. Even from pain sometimes I get pleasure. But sometimes I feel that I cannot bear anymore. Okey theres one guy. I loved him for whole 4 years, From these 4 years,1 we were friends, 2 we were together. then he simply said that I was obsessed that he couldnt take it anymore and just left me. I dont want to explain what Ive been through during that 1 year. Ive become even more dark. Lets call it like this. I always liked mysterious things but what I am now. I have dark thoughts. Sadistical thoughts. I was suffering myself not only mentally but hysically as well. Then I tried to lock all these things inside. But it made me crazy from there....
And now this guy is back.. Point is that I see he feels nothing towards me. Yes when he came back I didnt give up easy.. I wanted him to repay abit for my sufferings. I guess it was mistake. and I tried to manipulate. But if he loved me. How could his love disappear in one day? .. He letted me down already 10 times if not more since his back. but I cant do anything with myself. Im head over hills into him. I suffer I suffocate. he says he wants to be friends with me now because when he came back loved me but then he saw smth in me that made him stop. I tried getting rid of him. But I cant stay without him. Btw. Hes SUN in lEO. and Venus in Leo.
He desnt simply understand that I usually dont mean what I say. that I mean one thing but I say another. ..
Shortly I dont know whats the way out of this. If he leaves again Im sure Ill end up being pshycho.
I want him back! ..
Sorry I really need help/.

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posted July 26, 2012 02:26 PM            

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interesting ... i have libra in my sun & mercury, and venus in scorpio but moon in aquarius. my bf has his venus and mercury in leo but with a virgo sun. we both tend to say things we don't mean and mean something else it can be difficult sometimes. anyways where's that dude's moon?

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posted July 26, 2012 03:14 PM            

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His moON IS in scorpio.
Srsly he keeps ignoring me.
[6:36:54 PM] Melloe: then hwy you need me?
[6:36:56 PM] Melloe: what for?
[6:37:02 PM] Melloe: you never have time for me.
[6:37:08 PM] Melloe: well i dont know
[6:37:24 PM] Melloe: I just wanted to be kind of closer. and have fun with you
[6:37:28 PM] Melloe: and share your sadness
[6:37:29 PM] Melloe: thats all
[6:37:59 PM] deus: i dont need to share my sadness
[6:38:14 PM] Melloe: you do.
[6:38:17 PM] Melloe: everybody does.
[6:38:27 PM] Melloe: everybody needs someone to cry on somoenes shoulder.
[6:42:56 PM] Melloe: if not. you wouldnt be listening to.
[6:43:02 PM] Melloe: really sad instrumental song.
an example.
Shortly..
I need to bring him back. But he doesnt give me chance. He simply ignores me. Doenst talk to me... But somehow still keeps me in his list. my mind is twisted. Because what I guess. That he doesnt give **** .I dont want this to be true. But my head tells me this.
and it makes me die.
Could it be because I showed him my feelings?.. I dont know.

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posted July 26, 2012 03:16 PM            

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and I feel as if theres an affraid btw him and my best friend. I dont know if its true. But I feel it. And it killsme. because usually what Im guessing is true.
I simply dont want to feel anything anymore.

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posted July 26, 2012 03:53 PM            

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Aww Porcelain Heart, I am sorry to hear about your troubles. But wanted to welcome you to our community and hope you will receive advice and consolation for your problems!

It would be very helpful if you could post the natal charts, the synastry and composite. Do you know how to post charts?

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posted July 26, 2012 05:03 PM            

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Hera By natal charts. You mean map? Ye I can post it. Uh here.
Me:
Rising- aqua
sun-Libra
Moon-Libra
Mercury-Libra
Venus-scorpio
Mars- Cancer
Jupiter-Virgo
saturn-Aqua
uranus-capricon
neptune-Capricon
pluto-Scorpio
N Node Saggitarius
Selena-scorpio
Lilith-Aqua
He :
Sun:leo
Moon:Scorpio
Mercury-leo
venus-Leo
Mars-libra
jupiter- sagittarius
saturn- Pisces
Uranus Neptune capricon
and pluto scorpio.!
please helppppppppp!!!!!!!
How to get him back.
I want it.

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