posted August 19, 2012 06:44 PM            

For the last several years going on over 10, there has been dysfunctions in my life. They seem rather odd, like really odd too. And they always seem to go in sequence. For the longest time I thought I had a stalker or Stalkers. I can't count all the crap that has transpired, but to put it mildly it would really appear as though someone(s) were purposely plotting some terror on me. I stopped believing in coincidences years ago, and I even notioned the fact that maybe I am just haunted and destined to be tortured by this crap for the rest of my days. Now that I have learned many of my planets, I'm wondering if that isn't my actual problem. It used to be every couple months something would flair up, and then it would be every six months. Now it's up to every year. Things were so horrible in my life, it tore me and my brother apart. We thought each other were purposely attacking the other and refused to speak to each other. It wasn't until last year we finally spoke on the phone about some of the going ons and realized that neither of us were at fault for all our shenanigans. My brother however does not have it as bad as I do. I seem to be haunted and plagued by $h!t consistently. Very much of it I can't do anything about and most of it ends up destroying my life in some aspect. Right now currently something has popped up again and it is going to take much legal activity to delete it from my life, yet that may not even work and I'm remained with the scars forever. I do believe it drives personal relationships away from me, and this is why I can never get close to anyone. At one point I even plaused the idea that I have negative energy effecting me from an unknown force, for the coincidences were thrown out years ago, and all the suspected people are not valid. What is going on has to be explainable in some way.

Which ultimately leaves me at a fate right now at this time that I do not want to do. I have been trying to get to know someone and I have to let go, I really don't want to do this, but I know I have too. Dealing with my insane life all the time takes up all of my energy and I'm no good for anyone. Been trying to help out with my sick family, get my own line of work going, and get to know this person which doesn't seem like he really wants to know me anyway. I can't figure Scorpions out and I refuse to do all the work. Maybe he has someone and just kissed my hiney while I was at his place to be nice. Prolly glad to get rid of me, and considering what I have to deal with right now, I don't blame him. This really hurts. I just lost a friend not long ago, and I have to deal with these burdens by myself, and I can't even get new relations with anyone going for my crap always over consumes me. I'm very very sad.

What is a Capricorn to do?

posted August 20, 2012 12:37 AM            

Being Sagg rising should give you a jovial outlook but since you have scorpio moon, I am going to assume your moon falls in your 12th house, which would explain a lot of our difficulties. It is a placement that tends to create immense confusion and depression. The 12th house is the house that we have the hardest time understanding and integrating, which means that you have a difficult time understanding your emotional makeup and integrating your emotions and feelings into a coherent whole. It's also the house of the undoing, so your emotions tend to get the best of you and can ruin your life. You probably also have a lot of difficulties with women.

I would highly recommend you work with a therapist/counselor who can help you sort out your emotions because 12th house moon is just a very difficult position that doesn't make for easy self-analysis and self-understanding.

posted August 20, 2012 01:19 AM            

Scorpio Degree: 2° 16'
People with the Moon in the same degree
Intense, devoted, purposeful and persevering. Likes everything that is strong and powerful, adores hot water. Hates being exposed or overpowered.

The Moon feels uncomfortable in Scorpio because the intensity and the permanent inner struggle of this sign contradict the Moon's idea of comfortable life. The Moon in Scorpio individuals are often overfilled with difficult, powerful emotions, and it may be difficult for them to recognize that the source of these emotions is inside of themselves. They might paint into dark colours the surrounding world, become bitter, revengeful or aggressive. They might choose to fill their life with conspiracy or select such a lifestyle that they are seldom seen in public.

The limitless energy of Scorpio, when being revealed through lunar functions, makes people insatiable in one or another respect. Some of them can have a passion towards food, others towards sex, or money, or work, or power, or drugs, or anything else. If the Moon in Scorpio individuals have decided to pursue some goal, it can be difficult for them to stop until they hitsome external limits. Such a lifestyle can be rather destructive for their health, and sexual functions and organs might be the most vulnerable.

The Moon in Scorpio folks intuitively understand many things which are secret or hidden. They can make mysterious, deep impression on the other people, as if mesmerizing those of the opposite gender. However, to achieve harmony in their relationships, they need to teach themselves how to most harmlessly unload the disturbing, dark component of their energy, and that's not easy. Sex is the most natural way for them to unwind, and satisfying sexual life is a must for the Lunar Scorpios. Another way to harmonize inner energy which many of them appreciate is to soak in a very hot water - so hot, that most people would consider it intolerable.

These individuals like everything strong, concentrated, saturated, so some amount of good old whisky or cognac can be a healing elixir for them.

The Moon in Scorpio can be a difficult parent. This person can go from one extreme to the other, such as from being extremely generous to being extremely mean. The subconscious aim here is to gain total control over the child's soul, and as a result, a very close and intense relationship might develop between the parent and the child.

I don't see the house. I'm blonde at this yet. lol

posted August 20, 2012 06:59 AM            

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posted August 20, 2012 12:51 PM            

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Originally posted by Capricorn Sun:
Situations arised. I am a Capricorn by Sun, with plenty of it's aspects, Scorpion by Moon, with many dark qualities, and a Sagittarius Rising with plenty of my sparky quirks. I have a dilemma in my life. I don't know if the planets injunct with my current affairs. I need help here.

For the last several years going on over 10, there has been dysfunctions in my life. They seem rather odd, like really odd too. And they always seem to go in sequence. For the longest time I thought I had a stalker or Stalkers. I can't count all the crap that has transpired, but to put it mildly it would really appear as though someone(s) were purposely plotting some terror on me. I stopped believing in coincidences years ago, and I even notioned the fact that maybe I am just haunted and destined to be tortured by this crap for the rest of my days. Now that I have learned many of my planets, I'm wondering if that isn't my actual problem. It used to be every couple months something would flair up, and then it would be every six months. Now it's up to every year. Things were so horrible in my life, it tore me and my brother apart. We thought each other were purposely attacking the other and refused to speak to each other. It wasn't until last year we finally spoke on the phone about some of the going ons and realized that neither of us were at fault for all our shenanigans. My brother however does not have it as bad as I do. I seem to be haunted and plagued by $h!t consistently. Very much of it I can't do anything about and most of it ends up destroying my life in some aspect. Right now currently something has popped up again and it is going to take much legal activity to delete it from my life, yet that may not even work and I'm remained with the scars forever. I do believe it drives personal relationships away from me, and this is why I can never get close to anyone. At one point I even plaused the idea that I have negative energy effecting me from an unknown force, for the coincidences were thrown out years ago, and all the suspected people are not valid. What is going on has to be explainable in some way.

Which ultimately leaves me at a fate right now at this time that I do not want to do. I have been trying to get to know someone and I have to let go, I really don't want to do this, but I know I have too. Dealing with my insane life all the time takes up all of my energy and I'm no good for anyone. Been trying to help out with my sick family, get my own line of work going, and get to know this person which doesn't seem like he really wants to know me anyway. I can't figure Scorpions out and I refuse to do all the work. Maybe he has someone and just kissed my hiney while I was at his place to be nice. Prolly glad to get rid of me, and considering what I have to deal with right now, I don't blame him. This really hurts. I just lost a friend not long ago, and I have to deal with these burdens by myself, and I can't even get new relations with anyone going for my crap always over consumes me. I'm very very sad.

What is a Capricorn to do?

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