posted August 24, 2012 05:09 PM            

I went on to say that if I were to ever be with anyone who'd understand me, there is nothing there that they could really over power me with since none of us are perfect and we each have our own horizontal directions. I also mentioned that my ex bf put up of alot from me, he must've really loved me.

Then the thought hit- even though all these people are different signs and what not, when it comes down to it, we attract the same type of people that blend into us. They might not have the same output on the outside, but underneath the exterior there are very many valuable similarities. I've noticed this in all my guy friends whom are all very different star signs, they still have the same love and admiration for me. So really it has nothing astrological to do with any of it.

You may not have to know someone to know exactly how they will correspond and treat you. When it comes down to it, naturally if theres something there, they and you like, it is going to be the same sort of package. The only difference is the appearance obvioulsy. Does this make sense to anyone?

My ex knows that I have been after another mission in my life and he blessed me with the best and said he hoped he gave me some good outlets to look for in someone being a decent person to me. I responded by saying that there is alof of him that I'd be more then lucky to accumulate in someone else. He is a rare individual and it hurt when he left. I know this sounds strange, but someone I have/had been trying to get to know has very similar qualities as he does. Their astral signs are very opposite, yet I see much similarity between the two and that's a comforting zone for me. And that very well could be why I've been liking him. I'm very comfortable in this thought.

So what people and myself have called me obsessed. I clearly see why I have been now. I'm am totally trying to retrieve back what I had that cared about me soooo much! I can totally see it in this person. I don't think it's wrong at all to want something you can actually tolerate. The only reason my ex left me is cuz he had to move back north to be closer to his father to take care of him and he met someone there who actually gave him everything he wanted (mostly sexual). I have missed him, but ever since he has been gone, I have found someone else I can clearly see myself in and that is SO NOT ME. I truly believe that the world works in rhymatical spins. (my typing sucks on this puter I have no word check) I haven't let go completely because it was sent for me. The world took away my ex and gave me something else. I don't want to lose it, I never wanted to lose my Leo to begin with. It is here for whatever reason and I have to learn it whatever it is. When it is time for it to grow somewhere else, then it will be that time.

Yes I believe the world can shift things around and it doesn't matter what we are born under, what is given to us is given and what is taken is taken. The ride is a joyous one. I know for certain that when one leaves us, another is reunited with us. I knew there was something more to this then I was able to figure out, it just took a few weeks. Last week I remembered who he is from a few years ago. Yesterday I realized it is of some soul journey that I am on is why it's even presented to me. And today I finally understand that even though we think we lost what all we will ever have had, is so not true at all. That same gift comes back in another package. Peraps this time around or as many as it takes, we can grow and learn how to treat it as what we wanted all along. Life is a journey!

Oh yeah it gets deep. Noting is simple. I'm ready for this adventure.