posted September 07, 2012 02:43 PM            

he is very cold, he is childish he contradicts himself. he is into his career he is only 22 he was born in 09 march 1990, klaipeda, Lithuania.

he is the one who initiated us to be together despite we were frinds for four years but not that close and when we did, HE FELL FOR ME :S am so like hard on my self and he always goes like dont be. Anyways, he finds me attractive with or without make up, he made me feel like am the queen and he just wants to make me happy. He broke up with me on august 25 2012 :/ after ehm ehm My first time having sex It was not a pleasent feeling and i forced my self. anyways, then I left got his keys back then we went back together and he said lets not label us to be gf or bf then we stayed together for days then he left me again cuz i told him , a my urs he said, am sorry sarah :/ how many times do i have to tell u , we r two different complete people and we are not suited together, two planets wo r different cannot go with the same flow. we have different taste in music and am sorry NO relationship however, am strongly attracted to you.
I am heart broken.

I was born at 06:34 A.M. in 07 oct 1989.
I am devasted and I miss him, i had so much fun with him am not even picky. I think I scared him off with the whole marriage thing despite he wants to get married when he is 25 :S. I just do not understand him.

He says lets not be in a relationship and he gets annoyed when am with other guys and when i am bitchy with him. And he still touches my hair and does soem physical thinsg with me, he likes to hold my hand for hours and huggs me in bed too for hours.

Please someone help me, am trying to understand this man! O_o and I feel connected with him deeply. and I want to know how to make him see we r suited together.

and i admire everything in him. forgot to mention, he is astonished by my talents in acting and making weird voices like on Tv and stuff he finds me very talented and he encourages me to go public on it. I never found any man who actually understood me spiritually and he does.

P.S am no despret just sick and tired of moving on and meeting aries guys who r douchbags!! and sagittarius who always lie to me despite I love all signs !! i just always have falling for a guy and then they leave me. am no clingy am not the annoying gf type am more of anything u want, give u space and wants to help type of girlfriend and lover.

am a sun, mars and ascedent in Libra.
moon in capricorn.

mercury in Virgo, venus in scoprio.

both of us have cancer in jupiter.

saturn, uranus and neptune in capricorn.

posted September 07, 2012 05:46 PM            

He was cray cray. Would often be really hypocritical and would often say things just to get a reaction out of me. He loved games. Eventually I got sick of it. He decided we should break up because I was going back to school an hour away but he didn't really want to break up, he was testing me. I called him on his bluff and said fine because I just didn't have it in me to give a **** about his games anymore. He was also emotionally abusive and insecure as hell. That pushed me away.

posted September 07, 2012 06:15 PM            

sorry if this is personal but is it okay if you elaborate more on his emotional abusive and insecurities? maybe my guy has it too.