posted September 29, 2012 01:16 PM            

1st time:
I was walking to a bench to sit down and after I did I looked up and saw him walking in my direction. We both saw one another and he kept glancing at me but when he got closer to me he put his head down so I figured he didn't want to talk but the moment I looked away he looked back up at me and was smiling to himself.

2nd time:
I was at a party and he ended up being there too. At first we saw one another and I could tell he wanted to say something but he wouldn't. He always kept his body positioned towards me though and whenever I would be talking to other people (especially guys) he would be looking. Then a fight broke out and I stepped back to get out of the way. All the sudden I feel someone grab my elbow and its him. He asked if I was ok. I was shocked I didn't even know he was near me at this time but he was. I tried to initiate convo but he seemed nervous. He wouldn't look at me and he kept moving around. I figured he didn't want to talk so I started walking away and he called out "great seeing you". For about an hour he did the same thing as before. Was near me and never kept his back to me and watched me. When he was finally leaving I had my back to him and he came up to me and touched my shoulders and said have a good night. Still wouldn't look me in the face though. That was it.

3rd time:
I saw him a few days after that party and I decided to wave at him. He waved back but then started laughing to himself again and kept walking past me. I was then like whatever and kept reading my book. About a half min later I look up to see him walking back towards me. He kept his head down the entire time and the put out his hand for a hand shake. It was a VERY weak hand shake. Again he wouldn't look at me very much and he only did when I looked away or just for a few seconds. He was moving around a lot. But he told me he wanted to say hi and break the ice between us. He said we don't need to act like we don't know one another. I told him I would say hi then and he real quick said "you don't have to say hi" so then I was confused on what his point was. We chatted a bit I asked him a few questions about his life and he answered them but never asked me anything g back. So again I assumed he's not interested. As he was leaving he turned to me and looked at me and smiled while saying "see you soon".

I'm confused. Real confused by his actions and words. I don't understand any of if. He still won't bring up the past but he cares if we're not talking? Can anyone see what I'm not seeing? I do still care for him but if he's not feeling the same way then fine but apart of me feels he does and then the other part of me feels like its all in my head. Is he nervous? Or does he not care? Is he waiting for me to make a move? Is he playing games with me? Like I said before he is very Insecure and in our past I wasn't as patient so I always made the move first. But now I've been holding back and surprisingly he's been coming to me. Slowly but somewhat surely.