posted October 03, 2012 11:05 AM
Today I spent my day with him and his friends at the campus which rarely happens because we don't have compatible schedules. We had a study group yada yada yada... now, what really confuses me is that sometimes he acts like we're just friends, talking about how many pretty girls are there around the uni (of course i'm jealous! venus in scorpio right here!!) and then when his friends left he becomes the old him again.. :/ btw, his friends are all guys. We caught the same bus together when we were leaving, as we sat down he asked me out of the blue.. if there was one place, only one country that I'd love to visit in the future which place would it be and then I told him my answer, he told me his which was different from mine and said that he would actually love to go to my chosen place, too...he started talking about other places he wanted to visit..we both know that we want to travel at some point of our life but the thing is, he is actually talking about his future. Him asking me about this stuff, wanting to go where I also want to go, showing some concern about life (yes)...I can't help to overanalyze things and view this as him feeling me out, maybe? :/ It's like...we're both feeling each other out but no one is actually making a move and it just leaves me hanging there, never really knowing where I stand in his life 
he told me the other day his dad nearly got fired from his work, that his mom sometimes comes home from work crying, that a girl should be pretty inside and out to be called beautiful coz personality is what matters...which is odd for him to say because he's known to always talk about how hot some girls are or how cute or pretty they are..
to be honest I am scared. I've read somewhere that if a scorpio is open about himself, talks about his life, those issues he's facing or have faced in the past, or the greatest moments in his life..it means his falling for you BUT we are just close friends I don't wanna expect too from him anymore especially we know we're best friends..I don't know if this means I am friend zoned or it is his way to making me closer to him I don't like this feeling coz I find it hard to talk about this to anyone
I had a tarot reading done last week... the Temperance card appeared as his feelings towards me, Page of Cups as the root/connection of our relationship, 10 of Wands as his action and Empress as the outcome.
the reading sounded promising but I don't know if its even worth the hope...
Lindaland
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posted October 03, 2012 11:05 AM
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