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From: los angeles, ca, USA
Registered: Jun 2012

posted October 05, 2012 12:50 PM            

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I have a progressed sun in Leo (H11) and moon in Taurus (H8) and it's SCARY how much this is me compared to my natal sun in Cancer (H11) and moon in Capricorn (H5)!! Sadly, I still have Saturn in Leo (natal-H11; progressed-H11) and I know this aspect is the culprit of all my issues! I literally feel an internal pull stronger than anything, between being "the disciplinarian" (Saturn) of life and all things living and "the sun/entertainer/leader/shining star/clown"(Leo). What I want to do and be (Leo), the other half of me (Saturn) despises and I also know that in order for me to move forward in life I need to overcome this. How would I go about this??

I secretely love getting attention, from afar..., but as soon as it gets too close or if people start to give me accolades, I feel myself shrink and all I want to do is run away somewhere so that I can hide and that will shortly be followed by me telling myself that I don't deserve the attention. It's a viscious cycle and it's very, very tiring. :-/

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posted October 06, 2012 06:00 PM            

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Hi Charlie!! I feel your pain...i have leo saturn also! One thing ive decided is it is somewhat my responsibility to be upbuilding and help ppl laugh and see the lighter happier side of life! You know some ppl do make a living being a clown...its their responsibility to entertain! I bet your blessed with a good sense of humor and good timing...i think it comes with the territory of leo saturn since its our responsibility to bring sunshine into others life! Feel proud when you make others happy...your doing a good job!

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