posted November 22, 2012 02:28 PM            

I have a very difficult chart. As said in the title, in my attempts to understand more about my chart, I have discovered that two individuals born within hours of me, have died under tragic circumstance.
A woman, Emanuela Ferro, a student was murdered by her stalker in 2001, who then killed himself. A man, Erik Rhodes, a gay pornographic actor, died from a heart attack at the age of 30 (this past summer) after publicly battling depression and drug use.

Why am I sharing this? Because I am not going to follow their fate. But I have lived a hard life and its still suffocating me. I have my good days, yes, but I'm stuck in a frequency I can't seem to find my way out of.

Any input, insights, anything, would be extremely appreciated, and needed. I know I am meant for more than this. I have something in me that is yearning to be free. I feel I know too much. I feel I don't know enough. I'm a walking contradiction, but I am a flying spirit with wings itching to soar. I believe to be wise beyond my years for various reasons, but this seems to be a hindrance.

Nobody in my life knows how to help me. Be there for me. Most people have left me, or I have left them. I am being very raw and candid, something which is hard for me to do. Please help.

I truly thank you =)

posted November 22, 2012 04:35 PM            

I also notice that Uranus has been transiting over your MC. That feeling of wanting to break free is shown by that aspect.

posted November 22, 2012 11:30 PM            

Your chart has expired, re-post it after I transfer this to Personal Readings