posted November 25, 2012 03:32 PM
I have NEVER felt close to my natal birth chart. It feels wrong just looking at it and I don't know why! It consists of a Cancer stellium (venus, merc, ceres, saturn) in 11H , Cap moon in 5H and Libra Pluto in 2H square moon. Midheaven and Jup is in Taurus and Nept in 4H Sag. Sure, I can make a case for the stellium in that sense that I am more Aqua than Cancer and that I put a fairly large emphasis on group activity and friends but I feel I have done this simply because it makes sense on paper. Can also make a case for the Hades..This is my Prog chart (all per astro.com with correct birth time)
Leo-Sun 12H; Saturn,Ceres 11H
Taurus-Moon, Jupiter 8H
Virgo-Venus, Mars, Juno, Merc 12H (mars and Juno are 2 degrees from 1H)
Pluto in 1H-inconjunct moon
Gem-Midheaven
And this chart I FEEL!! I AM that Sun in 12H and I AM that Venus/Merc/Mars/Juno in Virgo 12H and most of all, Pluto in 1H is me more than anything.
Both charts have asc in Virgo.
So my question is: who am I??
And as a weird sidenote: I am super in tune with Full Moon's and the only times I feel "free" is when it is in Aries and Taurus. The other times I am nearly suicidal (crying spells, confusion, sense of hopelessness etc)..especially in Pisces and Scorpio.