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Topic: Did I lose the love of my life? Help!!!
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rorrr Knowflake Posts: 51 From: Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 26, 2012 09:01 PM
I moved to Europe and met a man; we fell completely in love. You know those checklists we secretly make about what we want in a person??!It sounds crazy but I swear he had them all! It was unbelievable wish fulfillment. We made a little world around each other and things moved fast. But then on my bday (Sun-Pluto conjunct here! *waves*) things got really dark and we had a disgusting, horrible violent fight. It was awful. I left and I haven't spoken to him in a month... I can't stop thinking about it though. It seems like there is nothing good to learn from the experience except "life giveth + taketh away" kind of thing But of course there is still love there. Painful, broken love but glowing love nonetheless
So my question is:
Did I lose the love of my life??? I tried to read the horary but don't understand it... First thought 26 Dec 2012 6:19pm @ Denver, CO [Natals are: 1 Nov 87 9:12am Denver CO & 31 Jan 90 00:28 Klagenfurt AUS] Please help Lindaloves!!!! I've never felt so lost by love before IP: Logged |
rorrr Knowflake Posts: 51 From: Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 26, 2012 09:06 PM
Here's the chart for easy looking!!!! IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 124 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:09 PM
So is this the chart for the question you ask about being reunited with your lost love? Doesn't look good for the moon or Venus. Are their other women involved? Looks like you are feeling some intense emotions over this. You definitely feel a loss of love. IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 124 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:10 PM
Sun doesn't look that great but Mars has some promise. IP: Logged |
birdy Knowflake Posts: 572 From: Registered: Dec 2011
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posted December 26, 2012 09:11 PM
27 degrees means you already know the answer.IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 124 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:19 PM
Could see him again but it might be a while Mars has some promise with Jupiter, with Sag in house five which is somewhat of a relationship house. More like a dating house.Mars rules house five but has a nasty square to Saturn. It means delay in happiness. IP: Logged |
rorrr Knowflake Posts: 51 From: Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 26, 2012 09:22 PM
I know, I am having a really tough time deciphering this one!This is the chart for when I thought of the question: Did I lose the love of my life? @Starlight: There might be one Sag woman involved... This is my worst nightmare but there is the possibility. I'm really afraid to think about it...
What does the chart say? @Birdy: Ahhhh but I'm a libra mercury! A 29' Libra Mercury Rx!!! Clarity???! You should see me in an ice cream shop...
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JLyn ~ Knowflake Posts: 521 From: my state of mind Registered: Aug 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:22 PM
I feel he still thinks about you to, and having a hard time moving on.But theres some stubborn going on and if you dont wanna lose him forever, you should reach out and be the bigger person and forgive. Test to see if hes suppose to be in your life and ask for forgiveness so ya'll can continue what you both had. If he doesnt respond theres your answer. IP: Logged |
rorrr Knowflake Posts: 51 From: Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 26, 2012 09:25 PM
@StarlightThanks so much for the insights. I definitely see a delay in happiness. You are right on the nose about feeling a loss of love... This has been a major hit IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 124 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:27 PM
quote: Originally posted by rorrr: I know, I am having a really tough time deciphering this one!This is the chart for when I thought of the question: Did I lose the love of my life? @Starlight: There might be one Sag woman involved... This is my worst nightmare but there is the possibility. I'm really afraid to think about it...
What does the chart say? @Birdy: Ahhhh but I'm a libra mercury! A 29' Libra Mercury Rx!!! Clarity???! You should see me in an ice cream shop...
Delay in getting back together. Other women can present obstacles in you emotionally experiencing love. Notice Sagittarius with Venus and Mercury in house 5? Sag is the sign of people from distant lands so it probably means him.
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StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 124 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:29 PM
Mars is also in house 7 that's the ruler of the 5th house and it trines Jupiter. Good sign of reconciliation at some point. Jupiter promises good things but Saturn delays them and Mars experiences both in this chart. IP: Logged |
rorrr Knowflake Posts: 51 From: Registered: Oct 2010
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posted December 26, 2012 09:35 PM
@JLyn, I was contemplating that... What a sweet response. You are a darling romantic I suppose you're right. With women we always test men to see "if their feelings are true" but I think as a woman you must ask for what you want... Nothing wrong with that. @Starlight: Very interesting. The Sagg woman "my worst nightmare" was an ex of his whom I had made into a kind of phantom in my mind... My insecurity of her definitely caused a lot of trouble in the relationship. In fact, it may have been a big root of the insane blowout we had. I wonder if that's what you're seeing... The fear is still present.
Sagg symbolism though is cloudy since I am American, he is Austrian, and she is from Dubai (though born in Austria? So does that count?) I might be reading too much into this. Thank you for that Mars - Saturn/Jupiter insight... I didn't see that
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StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 124 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 09:40 PM
I see that in Moon opp Venus and Mercury. If I remember correctly, Mercury and Venus make some stressful aspects to Uranus and Neptune while the Moon remains pretty much void except for it's dealings with Venus and Mercury. This is where I see the intense feelings about other women coming into play. With Mercury, it suggests this occupies your thoughts a lot. Sorry, just looked, it's the sun that squares Uranus. My memory is not he greatest heh. Still, it is Uranus and that shows up when there are sudden separations and since the sun is masculine energy, suggest you are separated from the man you want to be with. However, I am pretty sure the sun aspects Saturn in a positive way which suggests there could be a reconciliation at some point. IP: Logged |
mir Knowflake Posts: 896 From: Registered: May 2009
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posted December 26, 2012 10:43 PM
I'm not into horary but from a progressed perspective this is very interesting.At this right-now moment her progressed Sun is EXACTLY trine his natal Moon (let's say 1 minute or so applying) And..+ her progressed Venus applying 2,5 degree conjunct his natal Mars. With the peak in about 2 years. Great sign for *progression* between the both of you! Pretty physical would be my guess.. I go through the exact same progressed conj. v/m with someone right now .. no way out ~ although ours is almost exact. IP: Logged |
Haplesschild* Knowflake Posts: 239 From: Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 26, 2012 10:52 PM
When you mean violent fight... Did you mean he hit you or did you hit him?Cos that doesn't sound healthy at all. o_o IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 24153 From: Saturn next to Charmainec Registered: Apr 2009
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posted December 26, 2012 11:57 PM
Moving to Personal Readings.------------------ "Fall down 100 times, get up 101...this is success." --ME IP: Logged |