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Topic: What's happening today - the first day of 2013?!
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7thGuardian Knowflake Posts: 536 From: Transylvania Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 12:42 PM
Something feels very weird/strange about today... What happened - what's happening? It's as if - i forgot something in 2012... part of myself maybe, hard to explain... it reminds me of an old feeling from childhood when i slept all day an woke up in the night time and "nobody was around" - was a black night outside and turning the TV or the lights didn't help - the light felt as it was (superficial) - my parents were missing but was more than that... felt as if "i was left behind...". ...not sure how many people feel the same, but i know at least 2 that do - so it's not just me. I'm obviously puzzled by this feeling - but i don't know where to look for an answer... does anybody know something specific in terms of astrology that could explain this feeling? IP: Logged |
DepTaurus Knowflake Posts: 2064 From: canada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 01, 2013 12:48 PM
Moon was squaring North node early this morning.your emotions might be sticking on to the past.IP: Logged |
7thGuardian Knowflake Posts: 536 From: Transylvania Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 01:05 PM
I can't relate with that... must be something specific to you and other with similar placement... My moon is in House 2 right now, natal NN in house 12...IP: Logged |
Jovian Knowflake Posts: 576 From: US Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 01:32 PM
^^ 7th: DepTaurus isn't referring to a specific natal chart, but to the general chart of "earth" today. Check it out--you can see Moon squaring NNode. ...Whatever is going on, I can relate to your feeling of unease. I am feeling a distinct sense of aloneness today. I wouldn't begin to know how further to explain it. ...Certainly not feeling ebullient about "ringing in the new year." ...Maybe that Moon aspect does somehow signify the tone of the new year. Personally, I have had a horde of long, hard transits this year...some for more than a year...that have really kicked my butt, and continue to...so my perspective is definitely somewhat colored! Hmm...that Moon aspect is further illustrated in my literally being trapped and alone at my apartment the last few days, as the unplowed snowfall has me unable to get my car out, for now.
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7thGuardian Knowflake Posts: 536 From: Transylvania Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 01:36 PM
Was talking about the moon i have in transit - the natal moon is in House 10. I don't relay on transits taken by signs only... cause the houses are meant to show in which way - and the NN is transiting House 5 in my chart... was in Square with the moon before (along the year) and didn't feel anything like that... like today.IP: Logged |
ail221 Knowflake Posts: 2579 From: Mary Margaret Blanchard's home Registered: Feb 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 01:51 PM
Today feels kind of grey, I was waiting for the sunlight to hit me through my bedroom to wake me up but its far too cloudy almost dreary.IP: Logged |
Ceridwen Knowflake Posts: 5107 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 02:36 PM
Feeling very inward-oriented today, maybe some would perceive it as melancholy. But it doesnt really fit the feeling. More very centred, in an intense internal way.IP: Logged |
ShyVirgo1979 Knowflake Posts: 1384 From: Registered: May 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 03:48 PM
Wow. Here I thought it was just me and one of my moods. I feel it too. I should be happy bc its the start of a brand new yr...just not feeling it. Things look bleak outside the window...I feel isolated as if the world is on one dimension and I'm on another. Like forgotten, cut off. Very strange feeling. I figured it was just me and that id snap out of it. ??IP: Logged |
bridgetostars23 Knowflake Posts: 126 From: virginia, usa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 03:50 PM
quote: Originally posted by 7thGuardian: Something feels very weird/strange about today... What happened - what's happening? It's as if - i forgot something in 2012... part of myself maybe, hard to explain... it reminds me of an old feeling from childhood when i slept all day an woke up in the night time and "nobody was around" - was a black night outside and turning the TV or the lights didn't help - the light felt as it was (superficial) - my parents were missing but was more than that... felt as if "i was left behind...". ...not sure how many people feel the same, but i know at least 2 that do - so it's not just me. I'm obviously puzzled by this feeling - but i don't know where to look for an answer... does anybody know something specific in terms of astrology that could explain this feeling?
Yes. I actually got lost on my way to my New Year's Eve party so spent it in the car alone. So that could explain it for me. However, today I do not feel the collective's feeling of new beginnings/joy and usually even if I'm not into a holiday I can just get a boost from feeling the world celebrating it. It's not depressing. It's just.....It feels like this is not the year for fake new year's resolutions. Like, time to find the real change? I don't know. IP: Logged |
Geeky Knowflake Posts: 156 From: Portland, OR Registered: Dec 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 04:29 PM
Weird. I just posted about suicides today. http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/217157.html ------------------ "Most people would rather be sheep and have company than stand out on their own with antlers on." — Tori Amos IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 151 From: Poland/Saturn Registered: Nov 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 05:08 PM
I cried at 5 am and I felt like crap. ------------------ Do you have some chocolate?
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Ceridwen Knowflake Posts: 5107 From: Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 05:23 PM
A few years ago I was having a dream I want to share with you. Maybe it is just my weird imaginative mind, but the feeling I got today when waking up, was the exact same I was getting from that dream. I was having variations of that dream during the years after that, the last snippet actually from shortly before christmas.------------------------------- The dream was about the "end of the world". the archangel Michael and the four -mute- horsemen arrived in my livingroom (my old flat actually), and the angel was telling me that he needed to "show" me, how it would be. Like a visionary experience. I was not really happy about it and did not want to be "shown" the apokalypse, but he was adamant, that I needed to see and feel it for myself BEFORE it happens. Well, the time came, and it was not what I expected it to be. I expected destruction, apolcalyptic scenarios, the world going under in flame and water, well, total painful destruction I guess. All the stuff the media fed us for so many years.
Instead what I experienced was that time stopped. For some moments (I cannot define them, as they fell out of the concept of "time", there was NO time, there was actually nothing. It is hard to describe "no thing". And then everything took a deep breath and the wheel kept turning, or the earth. And I was expressing my surprise and incomprehension to Michael, like: THAT is no apokalypse! The world hasn`t ended, cannot have, as it still is going on. Nothing has changed. And he said to me: "Nothing ever ends. It all just evolves and transcendends that which has been before. But it is not the same. Can`t you see and feel it?"
And that was when I saw and felt what he meant; there had been changes, huge changes, but subtle. What had changed was the "density" of the physical, something on the molecular cell-level and energetical level. It is still hard to describe, but what had changed was the microstructure of what we are, what the world is. Like the frequency had been "heightened". Like it had been subtly pushed into another dimension, still so similiar to ours that noone really would notice the difference. I got the very same feeling, just stronger, this morning, though it had accumulated over the last weeks. Interestingly my brother complained that several electrical devices failed in his and his gf`s appartment. I have made the same experience in my appartment. So have my parents. Something about the electrical power seems to have changed. Maybe coincidental. Still if I am open, and most people will think me nuts, I feel like the dimensions have been come "closer together".
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StacyLewis Knowflake Posts: 334 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 05:26 PM
What's happening for me today? Not a whole lot, other than just a few hours after midnight, I filled out the FAFSA. I wasn't playing ANY games. lolIP: Logged |
bridgetostars23 Knowflake Posts: 126 From: virginia, usa Registered: Dec 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 05:29 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: A few years ago I was having a dream I want to share with you. Maybe it is just my weird imaginative mind, but the feeling I got today when waking up, was the exact same I was getting from that dream. I was having variations of that dream during the years after that, the last snippet actually from shortly before christmas.
You don't sound crazy....and to me at least, what you are saying makes sense. I was lost for hours last night driving alone. I got home and kind of had an emotional outburst. Crying like I haven't cried in years. As I lay down to go to sleep I felt the darkness engulfing me and I got scared so I turned a small light on. Then I kind of meditated. When I opened my eyes I saw green on the ceiling. A circle. Then blue, pink, purple, yellos. Colors sort of dancing. This has happened to me times before but last night was definitely more intense. I just watched this happen and felt the colors landing on me for awhile until I fell asleep. (I don't drink or do drugs by the way, haha.) So if the dimensions are closer, last night makes sense..... IP: Logged |
Geeky Knowflake Posts: 156 From: Portland, OR Registered: Dec 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 05:47 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: Interestingly my brother complained that several electrical devices failed in his and his gf`s appartment.
Weird! This last week I have been tripping breakers & that has never happened in this house (I have lived here since 2009). I didn't add any new appliances or move them. One of my GFCI outlets have even failed and those breakers have tripped. ------------------ "Most people would rather be sheep and have company than stand out on their own with antlers on." — Tori Amos IP: Logged |
mercuranian Knowflake Posts: 739 From: uranus Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 01, 2013 05:51 PM
your dream makes perfect sense to me Ceridwen.IP: Logged |
Pisces Adonis Knowflake Posts: 92 From: Catholic Altair Registered: Oct 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 06:19 PM
The Moon in Leo ended today and just entered Virgo and currently is at 3°'2.IP: Logged |
astrofan123 Knowflake Posts: 157 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 07:58 PM
I have been feeling restless since Christmas, but it was holiday and I thought maybe because we were busy. Since I'm still feeling restless now that holidays is over, I decided to ask. The answer is I have to do something. Do what? I am told I will know in February. So I will spend January jut organizing and getting old projects out of the way. As in your experience, you might want to read Mayan calendar experts articles about entering "No Time" which starts 12/22, if you haven't already. Basically the past is meshed into the present timeline. This doesn't manifest the same way to each person. Some may feel it deeper than the other. For some, it could be actual return of long lost love/friend/connection, a chance to reunite. For some, a complete ending of past role/position/job/belief etc and a step up to a new one. Support/assistance of any kind will be provided, all they have to do, is ask. This doesn't sound extraordinary on its own, but if you do enough reading, you will find more information. I'm just writing what I remember. Also 12/22 is Earth entrance to Timelessness, doesn't mean all life on Earth enters it on the same date. Our Sun entered in 1998/1999. Earth had entered "No Time" before, but there is a slight difference this 'now'. Anyway happy new year All, and wish the best for Linda Land forum and staffs. Much love and blessings IP: Logged |
violet7887 Knowflake Posts: 1333 From: a thousand years of solitude Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 08:06 PM
interestingly enough, i feel different but in a good way since yesterday.i slept amazing last night and woke up so refreshed. which i havnt had in a while. heres to hoping the rest of my year will carry on this way.and also to hoping...all of yours strange feelings disappear too. =] ------------------ The love you seek, you will find within. IP: Logged |
Dreaming111 Knowflake Posts: 1264 From: Registered: Oct 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 11:14 PM
I felt weird today too... I felt like the day was soo long up to 3 pm pst and all I was doing was watching it from afar or living life superficially today. Then from 3-7 it seemed to go by so quick. I feel sad, waiting, calm, confused all at once.
Maybe it is that we see new year as a goodbye to the past which is sad yet hopeful at the same time. I had serious work related plans but today I decided to just enjoy time with the people I care about the most. I sent people messages on New Years and barely anyone replied. I felt as if...I was left out in the raining cold. That can be explained away by the fact people are probably in sleeping or out having fun. IP: Logged |
Dreaming111 Knowflake Posts: 1264 From: Registered: Oct 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 11:18 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ceridwen: A few years ago I was having a dream I want to share with you. Maybe it is just my weird imaginative mind, but the feeling I got today when waking up, was the exact same I was getting from that dream. I was having variations of that dream during the years after that, the last snippet actually from shortly before christmas.
I love that dream. I can deal with transcending and learning about other dimensions etc....but not * I AM Legend* stuff...Jezz that would suck. IP: Logged |
Dreaming111 Knowflake Posts: 1264 From: Registered: Oct 2011
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posted January 01, 2013 11:20 PM
quote: Originally posted by astrofan123: I have been feeling restless since Christmas, but it was holiday and I thought maybe because we were busy. Since I'm still feeling restless now that holidays is over, I decided to ask. The answer is I have to do something. Do what? I am told I will know in February. So I will spend January jut organizing and getting old projects out of the way. As in your experience, you might want to read Mayan calendar experts articles about entering "No Time" which starts 12/22, if you haven't already. Basically the past is meshed into the present timeline. This doesn't manifest the same way to each person. Some may feel it deeper than the other. For some, it could be actual return of long lost love/friend/connection, a chance to reunite. For some, a complete ending of past role/position/job/belief etc and a step up to a new one. Support/assistance of any kind will be provided, all they have to do, is ask. This doesn't sound extraordinary on its own, but if you do enough reading, you will find more information. I'm just writing what I remember. Also 12/22 is Earth entrance to Timelessness, doesn't mean all life on Earth enters it on the same date. Our Sun entered in 1998/1999. Earth had entered "No Time" before, but there is a slight difference this 'now'. Anyway happy new year All, and wish the best for Linda Land forum and staffs. Much love and blessings
So interesting...I love listening to stuff like this. IP: Logged |
Jovian Knowflake Posts: 576 From: US Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 11:22 PM
Wow, so intriguing how similarly we've felt today.As well, my power breaker tripped off too today!--though, I did have every appliance turned on, so I wasn't surprised. Ceridwen, I'll take your interpretation anyday--that a shift has already happened, and perhaps we are just not quite acclimated to the change yet...that we are amidst the "pause." And of course this concurs, in a way, with IQ claiming we have already shifted to the next "dimension."
Hey--I'll ride on that wave. ...It sounds better than the few apocalyptic dreams I had the last few years: Total police state, aliens among us exposing themselves, alien (and/or gov't black op) crafts shooting down at us. Ugh.
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Jovian Knowflake Posts: 576 From: US Registered: May 2012
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posted January 01, 2013 11:25 PM
" I sent people messages on New Years and barely anyone replied. I felt as if...I was left out in the raining cold.."OMG, I was going to say the same thing! ...I just wanted to connect with the people I cared about, though I am not usually one to reach out like that... Some people eventually replied, after hours...and I felt grateful for those who replied.
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PhoenixFire Knowflake Posts: 1183 From: The Crossing Registered: Jun 2009
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posted January 01, 2013 11:31 PM
Thank you for sharing your dream, Ceridwen makes total sense to me, that is how I've been feeling off and on for the last two weeks. Initially on 12/21, I felt amazingly energized and in tune. Then, a feeling of restlessness w some unease.. Like an outsider looking in on the holidays.My holidays went very well, yet I didn't feel as involved as in the past. Like something so much larger is going on, that my attention is not really on the usual everyday things & celebrations. I suddenly became ill earlier this week, and ended up ringing the new year at home instead of my usual party attendance. Today I celebrated w my entire extended family, but again felt odd. I also found out something hurtful related to a friend, and am probably going to let that friendship go. Was very sentimental and cried much this morning. Then decided to brush it off as once more there's a feeling that the big collective shift is to mean more than these bumps on my path. My heart is still bruised but my sprit is ready to soar into this new change IP: Logged |