posted January 13, 2013 09:25 PM
I have Uranus/jupiter conj. square a mars/Venus conjunction. Pluto cazimi.I am seeing a man for he past 8 months with not only a 5 planet stellium in scorpio but a mars/pluto/uranus conjunction which conjuncts my mars/venus( square uranus).
Our composite has venus conjunct pluto.
This is our powder keg, I am acutely aware... but i am having trouble letting it go. I have always been good at separating myself from people but good lord almighty... just the thought of not feeling him next to me hurts on an almost physical level. My head has always won in past relationships but my emotions are a mess!
I am not asking for advice ( though thoughts are welcome!)..I just had to get this out. I am still, after almost 2 years of knowing this man, in a state of metaphysical shock.