posted February 13, 2013 09:25 AM            

im feeling stuck as i dont seem to be able to find a job and without a job no money and no money no honey haha- well i jest but i just seem to have big big problems always with finding a job and keeping one- saturn return in scorpio 6th house.

i dot know why its such a problem i mean im reliable, work hard etc but it is usually personality clashes almost always with women (i swear women are my achilles heel) i just do not seem to be able to get on with them easily- thereare always exceptions though andi need to focus on the exceptiosn as ive had some great female managers and bosses...best to focus ont eh positive.

posted February 13, 2013 09:50 AM            

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Originally posted by sharpei:
yah i am not a great family girl type of person- i like my own space and gah- it just sucks things movingso slowly

oh gosh this guy who iwas sobadly in lovewith put an fb pic where i can see his face (this sounds so sad and pathetic but whatev)and his face and body just make me melt like no other - its ok though - ill find someone else that can make me melt- he is not an fb friend btw - i just look him up everyonce in a while because im sad like that. you would think after 4 1/2 years id have moved on but no because i am sad and pathetic- i need to find a husband and get a baby inside of me

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posted February 13, 2013 10:26 AM            

i just want things to actually get moving - i hate how my life has been one big obstacle course, i really rebel against being ''nice'' it just seems like a cover for mediocrity and yet society LOVES women who are nice- at least english speaking countries do (in europe it is a bit different...) i hate shallowness and small talk and yet seem to end up in jobs where it is almost a requisite.

i dont know what would possibly suit me in life- right now i just want a job and have good contacts and references so should not be so hard...im rambling now haha

posted February 13, 2013 11:17 AM            

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Originally posted by peregrine:
i want a harley but then i remembered it's saturn return not midlife crisis!

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posted February 13, 2013 09:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Jessica2407:
That made me laugh out loud. Sand xoxo.

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posted February 13, 2013 09:25 PM            

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Originally posted by sharpei:
i spoke to my personal trainer who just knows alot about life and she said i just need to let life flow and accept the lessons that come...its very hard for me though because i just i like being in control but i can do it she said i need to listen and ask for guidance and show gratitude for what i DO have - and i have alot of good things going for me too...

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don't listen to trainers. i don't listen to mine. i told him my dad was a doctor and he asked me if my dad could fix his teeth. his name was Aries even. the other was Hercules. not kidding. i miss my old trainer a little muscular mr. universe looking dude that had to use a stick to change the tv channel. he claimed dogs could smell the testosterone of him. he was a napoleonic douche but he was good. got me ripped really fast way back. i'm all flab and thunder thighs now.

i say don't listen to him coz that's not really constructive and it just seems like he/ she is soothing you. your problem is career. talk to someone in HR. ask them y perhaps you are not getting call backs. talk to someone in the field you want to enter. ask them how they got into it.