posted February 13, 2013 03:09 PM            

The virgo i really like and confused as to whether he likes me or not is so confusing and irratating and not even that attractive i just cant let go .

My pluto squares his sun and his pluto ALREADY squares his sun and you can so tell . Ive posted about him about 50 times already (For future reference anytime i post about some dude who aint acting right its the virgo) and i still dont understand ANYTHING about him but yet i understand him all too well. I know how he feels i can just look at him and i know everything i find it funny sometimes how easy he is to read he CANT lie to me ill know he is . hes not a bad liar he can fool everyone else but not me i always know when he's not being 100% honest with me .

But the amazing thing is the last time we had one of our little dramas it didnt feel over i kept saying it was over but it didnt feel over and i just wanted it to end but i couldnt let go i litterally felt like life was trying to keep us together.

And now it just feels done i dont know if he thinks it feels over but i feel like what he did ended it for me yet i dont want to let go the thought of him with someone else makes me want to break down and cry . I hate that he knows i feel this way .

Does this sound like the prime example of a pluto relationship to you ? Its the most jealous , possesive , competitive and ego destroying thing ive ever been through and it just wont end !

We have sun-venus venus-mars mars-mars and moon-mars in our synastry to top it all off but i can only feel these when im in his actual presence over the internet and the phone i just feel pluto its like pluto is the smoke that suffocates our relationship .

It annoys me that i dont know how much he can take i dont know if hes gonna end it or if i will i dont know where his head is at
He gets jealous then he wont talk to me i act like i dont care he comes crawling back usually how it works . he tries to make me feel how i make him feel and i just act indifferent when all i really want is to make it work but i feel trapped when he plays games with me .

-_- this is some teen drama btw first time i ever felt IN LOVE with someone and it feels like hell !

ill post his chart too if it helps