posted February 26, 2013 03:19 PM            

(At this time i didn't know nothing about astrology i was 14y)
It was the first time i would hang out with this friend he wanted me to meet his gf.

So we approached this little hill, and as we walk towards the top of it.

Out of nowhere a girl come in my face with a smile saying 'HI' i was a bit in shock so i just stared and thought(Do i know u? cuz your in my personal space..) 2 sec went by, and because i didn't say nothing she smiled and said 'u are a quiete one aren't u?

I didn't answered that one either..i just nodded and moved with my friend towards the bench down hill.

So after that, she holded back a bit, that's what i felt, but for some reason i felt she really had to force herself to do it?

We never actually spoke a lot, but i can really sense like the 'Urge' ...she wanted something from me..but i have like no idea what..
(i began to learn about sun signs)
so 5 or 7 years later not seen, i suddenly meet her at a place she works apparently.

Still strangers to each other if u ask me..So i go to the counter where she is, and we handle the billing part.Suddenly she moved again in my personal space..

Let me explain..she is behind the counter, suddenly 50% of her body is on the counter, leaning towards me looking with a gaze...
(like in the older movies where it is really over the top that u notice someone likes someone)

So i take a step back, and look at her co worker who is behind her, she looks to with blank expression.

And i felt like i didn't want to embarrass her, but it was a bit too late? it happens al so fast those reactions.But i didn't felt she was embarrassed? her body language was like..I LIKE U! VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!

*so i tried my best to ignored that one too 'LIVE' although the signs are so clear, i'm still like..what does she want from me...?

Then another time, i saw her at a fair with a girlfriend, i was there with a friend of mine, and i was in a good mood, so i gave us 4 something cool. I guess out of happiness she jumped on me hugging me..(again i was like...SHock==>personal space==>repel her)

But i did it also because i had a girlfriend at that time but she wasnt with me at the fair. i'm very high on moral code behind people back

So i just seem to deny her everytime she likes me?? If u get 'denied' like those 3 situations...i mean..would u not say..Fck this guy..

Analyzing this, i seem not very good for her confidence as she grew up..But somehow she doesn't seem to get affected by my ignores??

(I don't ignore her to hurt her, but just not to create trouble==>trying platonic/stranger)

But behind the surface i always sense good will from her towards me, like no matter what i would do she would support it with those gazing eyes..

I do have my venus on her sun and our sun are same sign.

I think i try to avoid her, i feel she will take my freedom away for some reason, once i open my mouth and speak to her...I JUST KNOW, she is going to be in AWE...for the sense of ease,magic, recognition i can give her, But i don't give it to her..then she falls in love and i'll lose...

Let me put it like this..I feel i have to adjust myself more then her for this relationship to work.

posted February 26, 2013 04:23 PM            

I'm not sure about Moon in Sagittarius or Venus with that sign though. But I imagine that I'd get along well with them since Sagittarius Suns and I get along pretty well most of the time, except sometimes they hurt me a bit since my Virgo Moon can square their Suns. But they are great pals, I love them most of the time.