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Topic: Embarrassed of Yourself - Aspects
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swampys Knowflake Posts: 358 From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA Registered: Feb 2013
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posted March 18, 2013 12:28 AM
Being ashamed of yourself and afraid to express yourself easily around those you respect, or potentially respect, making it difficult for anyone to get to know you.Saturn opposite Ascendant? Whatever those feelings are, do you think there's anything that will also make me daydream to compensate for having so many negative feelings about myself and feeling bad about not having deeper relationships? And daydreaming causes me to regress socially and makes it very difficult to feel content with relationships as well because I've made up unrealistic expectations. Mercury square Jupiter? That can also make me assume someone is my dream guy based on small things which causes me to quickly pursue a relationship with them, and then I'm later disappointed because I hadn't known them enough. I'm very impulsive with my feelings, romantic ones especially. I have three Squares with Jupiter, and Jupiter is in my third house in Scorpio. Could this also hinder my relationship development? IP: Logged |
ELoveCherishEndure Knowflake Posts: 56 From: Nyack, New York, USA Registered: Mar 2013
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posted March 18, 2013 12:49 AM
quote: Originally posted by swampys: Being ashamed of yourself and afraid to express yourself easily around those you respect, or potentially respect, making it difficult for anyone to get to know you.Saturn opposite Ascendant? Whatever those feelings are, do you think there's anything that will also make me daydream to compensate for having so many negative feelings about myself and feeling bad about not having deeper relationships? And daydreaming causes me to regress socially and makes it very difficult to feel content with relationships as well because I've made up unrealistic expectations. Mercury square Jupiter? That can also make me assume someone is my dream guy based on small things which causes me to quickly pursue a relationship with them, and then I'm later disappointed because I hadn't known them enough. I'm very impulsive with my feelings, romantic ones especially. I have three Squares with Jupiter, and Jupiter is in my third house in Scorpio. Could this also hinder my relationship development?
Well, my Saturn squares my ASC and Sun so, I can say that I am a daydreamer all day and I am not as much embarrassed of myself more than I am disappointed in myself and feel like I don't live up to who I can be and should be. Me personally have Pisces in my chart and they are daydreaming experts to a point that we numb our reality very very much. And as a Virgo asc, you are hard on others and are also very critical of yourself so all the opposition in... oohhh Saturn in Pisces. That is the dreamer in you right there, ding ding ding. Saturn itself is naturally taken aback by the dreamer that is Pisces so that Virgo ascendant only adds onto the dynamic. IP: Logged |
swampys Knowflake Posts: 358 From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA Registered: Feb 2013
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posted March 18, 2013 12:56 AM
quote: Originally posted by ELoveCherishEndure: Well, my Saturn squares my ASC and Sun so, I can say that I am a daydreamer all day and I am not as much embarrassed of myself more than I am disappointed in myself and feel like I don't live up to who I can be and should be. Me personally have Pisces in my chart and they are daydreaming experts to a point that we numb our reality very very much. And as a Virgo asc, you are hard on others and are also very critical of yourself so all the opposition in... oohhh Saturn in Pisces. That is the dreamer in you right there, ding ding ding. Saturn itself is naturally taken aback by the dreamer that is Pisces so that Virgo ascendant only adds onto the dynamic.
I'm Leo ASC and Saturn is at Aquarius 29 degrees! But thank you! IP: Logged |
ELoveCherishEndure Knowflake Posts: 56 From: Nyack, New York, USA Registered: Mar 2013
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posted March 18, 2013 01:15 AM
quote: Originally posted by swampys: I'm Leo ASC and Saturn is at Aquarius 29 degrees! But thank you!
I apologize... but actually Leos are just as critical internally and hence why compatibility of the signs is really not good. And Aquarius Saturn is just as idealistic as a Pisces if not more. It is more about independence than the Pisces is and that is where I see the difference but both are big idealists and are hurt when their ideals aren't what they are actually exposed to. IP: Logged | |