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Topic: Scorpio grey lizards
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ayujegeg Knowflake Posts: 51 From: Sydney, Australia Registered: Jan 2013
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posted March 26, 2013 05:24 AM
"Some Scorpios find themselves somewhere between the stinging scorpion and the eagle, and they are referred to as grey lizards. Lizards tend to display a neurotic concern with the self, and sometimes withdraw into tangled hatred at perceived injury, wishing destruction on their enemies. For grey lizards, revenge takes the form of bitterness and resentment held inside for centuries. They fail to rise above their circumstances, and often their brilliant potential remains dormant." from goodman i find i am in this category, i have the ideals of a soaring eagle subconsciously, a deep understanding of hidden spiritual dynamics of regeneration and transformation but am quite afraid of this transformation of love and wisdom. After I'm hurt I will direct the hurt inside, and sting myself instead of others. Unlike the scorpion, the energy is directed destructively inwards than outwards. As much as I want to bring revenge, I can't do it, and i seek the universe karma to bring revenge to those people. Do you scorpios fit this category? IP: Logged |
beckylee Knowflake Posts: 50 From: japan Registered: Jun 2012
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posted March 26, 2013 07:36 AM
I used to act like a grey lizard when hurt before And I feel like I have to transform but I can't. Still, I know I have the power to choose change instead of self-destructive thoughts and actions. I also feel like I've died many times :P Scorpios have good patience and staying power, so I'm waiting for a chance to recreate myself IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 2718 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted March 26, 2013 08:51 AM
Yes, I can definitely relate to that description. I was exactly like that a few months/years ago.But fortunately, I've been changing for the past few months. It's a long process and I still have my 'dark' moments sometimes but I'm working on raising my awareness/consciousness and letting go of past conditioning and negative reflexes (fear, anger, resentment, self-loathing and the desire to hurt and destroy, etc). Pluto energy is all about transmutation. From the negative to the positive.. from the unconscious to the conscious. Outer planets transits will help you make internal changes. In my case I have prominent Saturn and Neptune transits right now and I can safely say it's a turning point in my life. It's all new and a bit scary (Scorpio is a fixed sign so change can be quite terrifying for us) but I know it's all for the better and it feels right. I hope all the Scorpios/Plutonians out there will make a conscious decision to evolve and leave the negative, destructive patterns behind. ~
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