posted April 10, 2013 05:08 AM            

Uhh... are you serious? That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard. If you're suicidal, then you don't need a transit to suddenly make you think about suicidal thoughts and kill yourself. Do just enjoy being suicidal like a trend? Is that why you ask?

I am not being rude but frank. You're a 14 yr old girl with a loving boyfriend it seems. I don't know your personal life but you posting this makes me think you want attention or maybe underlying help. If you are serious about taking your life then you don't wait for a transit to make you suicidal and kill yourself.

posted April 10, 2013 05:13 AM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
To reply to the quoted response, I agree. I am in a very bad stressful mental health and the moment, and emotional as well.

I tried to kill myself at six though and I still have my attempts, I haven't done it in a few months tho. but its coming again ugh.

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Sorry, I didn't read this response.

posted April 12, 2013 12:31 PM            

Also, I never do this kind of stuff for "attention", I'm not like other teenage girls who are much much more superficial and impulsive than I am.

if its this worse now I cant imagine how Id be in my 20s

I wonder if I can even imagine an adult life... but im sure itd be a lot worse (as the years keep getting worse, what kind of 5 year old is depressed anyway?)

posted April 13, 2013 10:49 AM            

I wish i knew something to say to make you feel better, but really..you are not alone..

posted April 14, 2013 07:32 AM            

A few years ago, I experienced tr.saturn conjunct AC and then sun in 1stH. ..quite a few years in my 1st. It's really doom period for me , nothing is actually happen but everythings turn to the unappreciate situation. I feel depressive ever in this period. Luckily I tried very hard to do my basic everyday life and then my job fighting back the worst transit in my 1st. When the saturn moved far away my sun ,things get better. At that time; I didn't learn astrology, I don't understand anythings but I just know that my age will not begin with 20s anymore so this is the time to fight wuth everythings in life to get where you stand inthis world. Also at this moment when I look back , I found the saturn , it's really hard , but I made it with my depressive moment and the profitable outcome

posted April 14, 2013 05:02 PM            

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Originally posted by KarkaQueen:
if its this worse now I cant imagine how Id be in my 20s

I wonder if I can even imagine an adult life... but im sure itd be a lot worse (as the years keep getting worse, what kind of 5 year old is depressed anyway?)

Also my siblings really dislike me, to the point they can't stand me.
and my friends betrayed me and hurt me.
everyone runs away when i try to help them
people are confusing i really hate this world

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In my experience, and the experience of many others, life gets MUCH better in adulthood. The people who say how good you have it as kids tend to be boomers doing what generations have done for thousands of years by saying how spoiled the new generations are and how easy the kids have got it ("why back in my day...") and will only get worse for them when the kids enter the "real world."