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Topic: Saturn squares and oppositions
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hannaramaa
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posted April 29, 2013 05:14 PM
  
Do they translate into self-sabotage? IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve
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posted April 29, 2013 08:05 PM
Generally speaking, yes, until we become conscious of our negative impulses and work on them.IP: Logged |
Chiemi
Moderator Posts: 547
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Registered: Feb 2012
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posted April 29, 2013 09:15 PM
Most definitely, it can be like being your own worst enemy if you're not careful. IP: Logged |
hannaramaa
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posted April 29, 2013 09:25 PM
I know. I've been self-sabotaging all my life and never gave it credit, 'til today... I have Sun, Mercury, and Venus square Saturn.IP: Logged |
Blackbird
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posted May 03, 2013 02:51 AM
My Capricorn Ascendant (ruled by Saturn) squares my Sun, Mercury and Pluto, and *almost* squares my Saturn. My Sun, Mercury, Saturn and Pluto are all conjunct.People say, "be yourself!" but all I can do is shrug. I don't know who I am or what I want. I present a Capricorn-ish image -- responsible and dignified -- because that is how I was raised and that is what I was taught. I act the way I am supposed to act. That's all I know how to do. If I have an identity, it has been so brutally, thoroughly suppressed by familial and cultural programming that I am not aware of it any more, and I don't remember it at all. There is no face behind the mask. I am empty.
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jjj
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posted May 03, 2013 04:58 AM
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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
I know. I've been self-sabotaging all my life and never gave it credit, 'til today... I have Sun, Mercury, and Venus square Saturn.
How do you perceive this self-sabotaging? Can you elaborate? Saturn opposes tightly my natal Venus and more loosely my Mars and recently Ive become more conscious (tr Sco Saturn sitting right now on my Sco Mars and approaching my Venus brrr) that I DO push people away. I have all the time invisible barriers erected and others probably feel it and so they leave me alone. I noticed that when I even talk to someone there is this wall between us.... I try to make the conversation short or I feel me sometimes so uncomfortable and rigid that the other feels it and stops soon... I try to break this wall now, consciously, and move closer to others. IP: Logged |
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