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Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5853 From: Registered: Mar 2010	posted May 27, 2013 08:40 PM Right t. Uranus is trine my Leo stellium,. My Leo stellium squares fishy Uranus. T. Uranus conjunct composite venus & opps composite moon... Today he texted me at 6am, to say gm... I was near his area, so I told him where I was, so he came and met me.. We talked for a few minutes about getting together later.. We were texting back and fourth most of the morning,nothing special small talk... He came to see me, we talked briefly..I told him, give me a few minutes... He took off.. He wouldn't wait.. I text him, this is just to frustrating. Later he text me again, small talk.... Then he had said something about can't wait wanting to see me.. I said fishy, I want nothing more but to see you, but I don't think I can go through all this frustration again.. I need some time to clear my head.. He said ok, I understand... I said give me one reason, why we should try this again.. After a long pause, he said I don't have a good reason, he said your right, we need to stop totally.. I called him on the phone, we talked and he said, we can't do this anymore.. We talk every single day and its wearing on us... Maybe we shouldn't talk as much.. I said ok, I'm not going to dispute you...if that's what you want... We hung up... A little later I text him, can u let go this easily? He said I want you to, u know that, but what can I do here, we don't have a choice.. What do you want me to do? I said I don't want to be frustrated anymore... I don't want this struggle.. He said, there's nothing else I can do, I'm sorry.. I never replied after that.. -================= So now I'm only hoping that I can find the strength to let him go.. I want to feel the hurt, so I can release him from my life.. I want to stay strong, and not let him come back.. I don't have any ill feelings towards him, it's just not meant to be.. I just can't continue being frustrated with him... A relationship isn't suppose to be this frustrating.. But I will be honest, I am consumed with grief.. I feel like I lost my best friend.. Tanks for reading, I really needed to get this out if my system... IP: Logged
Jkitty Knowflake Posts: 415 From: Registered: Mar 2013	posted May 27, 2013 08:57 PM I think I know what you're feeling, like an animal caught in a trap, willing to chew off its leg just to be free again, feeling hurt/damaged either way. Sorry you're going through this. IP: Logged
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5853 From: Registered: Mar 2010	posted May 27, 2013 10:07 PM Thank u IP: Logged
birdy Knowflake Posts: 763 From: Registered: Dec 2011	posted May 28, 2013 12:22 AM I hope you feel better. I like the way you write... From the heart which I can relate....relationships are strange. IP: Logged
somethingexcellent Knowflake Posts: 1126 From: walking with my head in the clouds! Registered: Nov 2012	posted May 28, 2013 01:51 AM Uranus certainly is sporadic...how do you know it's not meant to be? Sounds like you have quite a history and it's hard to let go of things like that... IP: Logged
Venusian Moon Knowflake Posts: 431 From: Nyc Registered: Feb 2013	posted May 28, 2013 02:16 AM Stop questioning him and yourself so much. Go with the flow. Whatever happens happens. Guys dont really like being questioned. It pushes them away. ------------------ Gemini sun 12th Cancer asc 1st Taurus moon 11th Taurus venus 11th Libra mars 3rd Gemini mercury 11th IP: Logged
Venusian Moon Knowflake Posts: 431 From: Nyc Registered: Feb 2013	posted May 28, 2013 02:23 AM Set up a movie date. Laugh and have fun. Leave the questioning out. IP: Logged
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5853 From: Registered: Mar 2010	posted May 28, 2013 10:13 PM quote: Originally posted by Venusian Moon: Stop questioning him and yourself so much. Go with the flow. Whatever happens happens. Guys dont really like being questioned. It pushes them away. I told him, I'm not going to go through this frustration with him anymore... I'm not going to do it, anymore.. As much as it hurts I just want to be done with this karmic relationship... I just can't do it anymore.... He doesn't want to bend at all and make things easier for both of us.. I'm not settling, either the frustration goes away, or I do.. He made it clear, he not willing to do anything else, so like he said, it's not much else I can do.... But to walk... Even though it hurts like a mutha, but oh we'll... I'm not going to keep going in circles like this anymore I have just reached my limit.. Unless he decides to compromise with me somehow, Then it's just time to let go... IMO... IP: Logged
Lioness Knowflake Posts: 5853 From: Registered: Mar 2010	posted May 28, 2013 10:14 PM Thanks everyone, I'm feeling better.. Only the flu has struck me... Euhhh IP: Logged

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