posted June 12, 2013 10:41 PM
him (the aqua sun/blue) ---- me (virgo sun)
in order of strength/closeness:
pluto / nn conjunct ascendant
pluto / nn opposite mars / vesta
chiron conjunct sun
jupiter / midheaven conjunct pluto
uranus / neptune trine mercury
sun / venus opposite venus
ascendant sextile ascendant
saturn square mars / vesta
mercury sextile moon / uranus
moon trine sun
moon sextile pluto
moon trine chiron
midheaven conjunct sun
mars inconjunct/quincunx sun
chiron inconjunct/quincunx nn
ascendant widely opposes chiron
I have a hard time understanding composites, but here, in case that might help:
I'm having a really hard time with this kid. we used to talk all the time, we met once and he was really shakey and nervous and we kept following each other around and kept getting as close as possible. it was at a show he was performing at (which he made a big deal about that show but not any shows since, and has actually complained about shows he's played since then)... any reason to whisper in each other's ears or touch... but over time we've stopped talking. before, I was the one that initiates conversation and he tends to drop off randomly and then apologizes later once I try to pick the conversation back up (this was after the initial time where he would actually text me good morning and call me after midnight). we both had admitted to being attracted and crushing on each other. one time I tried to sever ties and told him, and he got angry and told me never to do that again. we follow each other on every social networking place we can but still do not speak directly. it's been like this for a couple months now. this whole thing has been lasting since January.
everywhere I look, since we met in person, he's stopped advertising that he's single. there is nothing that even gets close to suggesting he is seeing anyone. he indirectly responds to me in very particular and peculiar ways that are obvious to me, such as one time I wrote a little 3-lined piece of poetry that was describing us and immediately after he made a short video and took a picture that literally interpreted what I wrote. things like that.
one time he told me that if I was around him while he was drunk he would probably fall all over me and tell me that he was in love with me. (what the..?)
I don't know, it's very strange and I can't stop with him and it's bugging me. I don't know what to do because we don't talk but we don't see anyone else either.
by the way, we both have venus strongly square pluto in our natal charts.
I'm deeply in love with this kid but it's beyond frustrating. I refuse to try to talk to him again but we still hold indirect conversations everywhere available.